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Jungkook slapped Taehyung.
Taehyung's hand unknowingly went towards his numb cheek and eyes filled with tears with no time. In his life he never thought he will met up with this type of situation , a situation where his lover lifting his hand on him. Jungkook still breathing heavily and yelled
"DON'T EVEN THINK TO SEPARATE DAUGHTER FROM HER DYING MOETHER." The only sound now heard is Taehyung's hiccups and he looked at Jungkook with his glossy wide eyes. Realization hit on Jungkook as he looked at his trembling sinful hand. Never in his life he thought about slapping specially Taehyung. His eyes also got teary looking his lover crying so hardly. He wanted to hug him and say that he never meant that but it doesn't lessen the pain. He felt himself as a low character right now.He understood that he never deserves Taehyung but he can't loose him.
"Tae baby listen. It's just.. I never meant that..Baby.."
Jungkook is a total mess right now. He can't even make a sentence but he tried. He stretched his hands towards Tae and walked towards him.But Taehyung went step by step back shaking his head crying so badly. Both are crying desparately.Taehyung very hardly opened his mouth in between hiccups and mumbled
"You broke me Jungkook."With that Tae ran upstairs probably to the room.
Jungkook just looked at the running figure as a soulless self and plopped down onto the floor.
"You broke me Jungkook."
Those words echoed in his ears .Tears flowed down on his cheeks but he have no any concern to wipe them off. He should have been talked with Taehyung properly. If he had done that they will never cope with this kind of situation.He was so sensitive with all the problems he is facing recently. But he never wanted to release everything from Taehyung.
Jungkook looked at that cursed hand and hit it on the wall until a red patch stamped on the wall. He didn't felt any pain. He knew Taehyung is way more broken than him.
"You broke me Jungkook."
Jungkook smashed the stool on the floor and in the process he saw a vase filled with flowers.
"You broke me Jungkook."
He didn't spend much time to see it in small pieces. Then he saw TV and suddenly Taehyung's smiling face emerged in his mind.
"You broke me Jungkook."
He dropped it on the ground without much thoughts.He looked at the chaos he caused and screamed so loudly in pain. He is a threat to Taehyung. That's what he felt.
"You broke me Jungkook."
After two hours of yelling and crying Jungkook went to upstairs. He didn't went earlier because he knew that Tae wants time.He went inside their room and saw Taehyung sleeping like a ball on the floor. Jungkook sighed loudly trying to stop his tears. He don't want to wake up Tae. He thought that Taehyung is happier in the dream than staying with him. He understood that he is a worst lover who locked up his love in between walls without any soul to talk with.Jungkook kneeled beside Tae and saw tear stains in his face.Jungkook is in extreme guilt but he can't let go Taehyung. He wants Taehyung so badly.Jungkook lifted him up in bridal style and kept on the bed softly without waking him up. Jungkook also get to the bed hugging more like spooning Taehyung being so afraid that he will leave him.He remembered about the time he told Tae about his unknown fear.
"Recently I am feeling this fear of loosing you."Jungkook said with a pout.
(Chapter 23)
Jungkook stirred up in his sleep and last night events played in his mind in a flash. He woke up straight on the bed and looked for Tae. Tears filled up his eyes and he ran downstairs looking for his one and only. Then he saw Tae who is on the bench looking at far distance. Jungkook sighed and stroked his heart as he scared into death few minutes ago.He then saw that the living room is cleaned and his hand, that sinful one is bandaged.Jungkook's heart got heavy with all these. Why is he still so golden despite of the things happened?Jungkook walked towards Tae and stood infront of him. He knelt down into his level and said
"Tae..I am re...."Jungkook didn't get time to complete the sentence as Tae walked out from there. Taehyung's blank expression on the face feared him a lot.He knew he had to prove he is worth a second chance but it will be so hard and definitely they ever can't be in the way they lived so far.It will be total different in between them.
Jungkook tried so much to talk to Taehyung within the whole day. His whole existence screamed only one thing. It's Taehyung's warmth. He laughed at himself as Taehyung is correct. He never cared about him earlier and now here he is begging. He felt angry towards himself. He wanted to rewind time and not to let this happen. He wanted to be a good lover to Tae. He realized that he never was a good boyfriend. It's only Taehyung who worked up the relationship.
"You broke me Jungkook."
Taehyung didn't utter a single word and didn't shed a single tear. He bottled up everything inside him. He don't want to show his emotions specially to Jungkook cause he never cared even from the beginning. He felt frustrated with the situation. He hates Jungkook so much but his weak heart still scream Jungkook's name.He can't leave so he decided to disappear.
In this silent house Jungkook's phone ringed disturbing the queitness.Taehyung's attention diverted to Jungkook who answered the call. Jungkook stood up from the position and looked at Tae. Jungkook saw that Taehyung also was looking at him. With that Jungkook left house. Again. Taehyung slightly smiled looking at his fading figure.
He still left.
Jieun knew that this is her destiny. Mrs. Lee is crying so hardly holding Jieun's hands afraid to let them go.Jin fainted with the shock of seeing Jieun's medical reports. Jungkook ran towards the room and opened the door with a loud sound.He smiled sightly with his teary eyes.
"Don't cry. You knew that this will gonna happen."Jieun said. She didn't shed single tear because she knew about it from very beginning. She knew that she is dying. She knew that she had cancer. For her the only difference is that days are more closer.Jungkook is the only other one who knew about it.
Then those are only memories but now for her these are treasure.Now she knows that every moment is valuable that she thinks. So she just wanted to remind the past as she have time now. (Chapter 11)
"If I knew this will end up like that I will never agree. Please stay with me atleast as a friend for this short time."(Chapter 11)
I can't go... I am afraid that this will be my last."She cried.
(Chapter 15)
Jieun didn't want to tell this to anyone.She wanted to die so she took it as her chance. She didn't tell Jin and Mrs. Lee beacuse she didn't want to be a burden to them. She is still a burden. Don't wanted to add more. She is an egoful and independant lady. She didn't like to appear weak infront of them.She hates it when he depends on someone.But her life taught her a good lesson making her disabled. When she is married with Jungkook she didn't saw Jungkook that she was tired , depressed.When she kicked out Jungkook she didn't saw anyone that she was hurt, broken. When she got disabled she didn't saw anyone that she was helpless, vulnerable.But her body gave up making her weak.Still she maintained her pride even when she is dying.
She didn't had any plan of telling it to Jungkook but on the day Jungkook came to drop Hiro after her and Taehyung's concert events Jungkook asked her something.
"Jieun I want Hiro. I and Taehyung can adopt her. You are disabled and you can't raise her properly. Ready to go to court."Jungkook spatted angrily. He hates this woman so much.
Jieun widened her eyes at the offer. Today was the day she got to know about her cancer. So she can't let go her happy ball. Until she died she wanted to keep her. She wanted to tell that Hiro is hers. Tears filled up in her eyes and she yelled
"No Don't I can't."
"You will definitely defeat on the court."Jungkook said with a smirk.Jieun had no way but to tell him about his condition. That's why Jungkook is the guardian of her as he is the only one who knew about this.
"Don't worry. I am here for you always. We are all together in this." Taehyung peeped outside only to see both of them hugging.
(Chapter 10)
Jungkook tried so hard to make Jieun live. He had faith that Jieun will make it up. He wanted to repay everything she had done for him eversince the collge days.
Jieun prohibited Jungkook to tell anyone about that even Taehyung.She didn't wanted to see Taehyung worrying about him. She wanted to be punished for everything she had done.She didn't want any pity beacuse of her disease. Her faluts are so far from forgiveness.
Jungkook can't make any words to tell her. He don't know what to tell. She is his onky friend. He ran outside while Jieun warmly smiled. She is still the strong girl in Seoul High.
Jungkook drove as fast as he can to reach for his wamrth , his comfort. He wants him really bad now.Every recent momets happened overwhlemed him. He parked the car messily and ran into the house.He saw Tae who opened door with his puffy eyes. He hurt him also.Jungkook went into him to take a hug. He badly wanted it. But Taehyung just walked ahead and closed the door. Still he is silent. Jungkook again tried to hug but Taehyung stepped back stopping it.
Jungkook himself can't control it. He broke down completely. He failed as a father , lover , friend maybe child as he is an orphan after all. He leaned against the wall and plopped down on the floor holding his head. He is crying so hardly.
"It's so hard Tae. So hard to endure."Jungkook hiccuped in between
."I am failed. I am a curse. I hurt you also."Taehyung juts listened to him standing there.
"It is so hard to manage everything.Everyone is asking me things no one to give me but only you Tae. That's why I am so regretful. I don't want to hurt you. But I am animal. So don't come closer me."Jungkook said meeting Tae's eyes which are still blank.
"I wanted to do everything correctly as everyone expects that from me even you."Jungkook breathed hardly.
"I tried so hard in business , in Hiro's things and even Jieun's things. But infront of you it is so easy to me Tae. But I hurt you. I broke you. I didn't worth this."Jungkook screamed hitting on his head.He is totally broken down now.
"I just let Jieun to suffer earlier and now you."Jungkook said.
"I wanted to protect everything. To hold everything but I failed Tae."Jungkook hardly cried due to hiccups.
"I lost you and now sh..she...she..she also..."Taehyung can't stand this anymore. He can't see Jungkook like this. He held his blank face for so long but his eyes betrayed. They became wet in a moment. He bent and hugged Jungkook. Afterall Jungkook is his love. But Jungkook never had the luxury of feeling that warmth as he passed out due to sobbing in Tae's arms.
Taehyung made sure Jungkook is okay and decided to end his misery. So he made a call who Jungkook referred as she lastly.
"Hello Jieun. I want to talk with you."
✒️JoWoo
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