Few days later (more then a week)
I've come around my brothers more and more.
I go downstairs more often and talk or play with them again.
With me and river is it going well as well. We're trying to not show my brothers that we're almost a thing only Lorenzo knows but not everything.
I had a date a couple days ago.
Flashback
Few days ago
I'n just painting when river comes in and he closes the door behind him like he is hiding something.
I looks t him with an strange look.
"Tonight our first date okay?" He ask.
I give him big eyes."excuse me where is the hey Goodmorning how ya doing?" I say.
I grin.
He sigs.
"Okay fine- what do i need to wear?" I ask him.
"your beautiful just what your comfortable in." He says.
"Sorry i came in a hurry i have to go now." He says giving me a kiss on the cheek.
"where are you going?" I ask.
"Meeting with my fam I haven't seen them in ages." He says.
"Oh god good luck." I say grabbing my pencil again.
"Thank you darling i will see you tonight." He days leaving and winking.
I smile at myself and walk towards my closet.
I get a text
Dumbass❤️
April 9 10:34am
Be ready at 7 i will pick you up
on my motor;)
See you tonight darling❤️
Oh my god...
I put my phone in my pocket and look into my closet for a good outfit.
I grab a wide leg jeans and a white top with a green jacket
Outfit:
I get it ready on my desk for tonight.
I'm now wearing just some sweatpants from river and a black top because it's actually pretty warm.
Later that evening i grab my outfit and put it on.
I wait for a message that he's here and i grab my phone and walk downstairs slowly.
I needed to be quite so that nobody notice.
I open the garage door and see river with his helmet on on his motor.
He looks at me up and down and smiles at me.
I smile back at him.
I walk towards him and he grabs my waist to pull me closer.
"You look beautiful as usually." He says and he gives me a quick kiss.
I grab a helmet and sit on the motorcycle.
I put my arms around his waist and he takes off.
Its like i'm free with him and now on a motorcycle omg it's heaven.
We stop on top of a sort of mountain not really.
He takes of his helmet so do i.
"Okay first I thought picknick but i know you don't like-" he doesn't finish as i nod my head.
"So I thought bringing your favorite drink some music and a beautiful view of sunset is the perfect date.
I smile as he holds my favorite drink in front of my.
(You can pick yourself what her favorite frink is)
So that's what we did we talked an cuddled while watching sunset and listening to music.
He even brought a soft thing to sit on the bench for both of us how cute.
End of flashback
I realised something last night. I couldn't sleep the whole night.
I'm gonna ask elio...
I wake up at 9:46 pm and stand up and grab some sweatpants and a top. I go downstairs towards my brothers office. I know he is there he is there 24/7
I knock and i hear a come in.
I open the door and he looks up from his laptop and i see on his face that he is surprised to see me.
"Amora hi what's wrong?" he ask.
"Oh i just have a question." I say sitting on a chair in front of him and his desk.
He nods.
"Well is diego still here??" I ask.
"Yes they are still in the bacement room" he says.
I nod.
"Why amora?" He ask before i could walk away.
"Oh i just wanted to know." I say.
"Oh amora i wanted to speak to you." He says.
"Can you tell me later i need to do something." I say and walk away.
I don't care that i just walked away while my brother wanted to talk to me i need to finish my uncle.
I walk to my room and walk towards wardrobe. I kneel down and feel under neath and grab my gun.
Great hiding spot isn't it.
It can better
Shut up.
I also grab a knife who was there too and walk downstairs.
I put my gun under my shirt and the knife in my sock.
I look around downstairs to see if there is someone.
When i hear no one i walk towards the basement door and open it.
Before i go in i look around. I see no one.
I close the door behind me and lock it.
It gives me flashback of the last time i went down here. I murdered thomas his dad.
I take a deep breath before i go down.
I see two doors and know what one is diego's.
I open that door and see a bruised up Diego tided in a chair.
He is sleeping?
I walk towards him and slap him on the side of his face.
He immediately wakes up and looks at me.
"Morning diego." I fake smile towards him.
I walk to a table full of tools to torture.
I grab my gun and my knife and put it down on the table.
"Well hello beauty." He says.
Ugh ieuw
I turn around and grab my knife at the same time.
I walk towards him and hold my knife under his chin.
I lift his head up with the knife.
"You listen to me bastard." I say.
He just smirk.
"I'm gonna torture you how you did it to me apart from the rape that's no-i-no just no..." i say.
I let go of his chin and i stab the knife in his leg.
He screams in pain.
"You know the first time you hurt me?" I say walking around while his eyes follows me.
"No? Well i do.." i say.
I walk back to him and hold the knife looking him in the eyes.
"It was awful.. you beat me up the whole night and raped me." I say.
"That was a great night." He answers.
I hold the knife tighter and i feel anger boiling inside me.
I take out the knife out of his leg drop it on the ground. And while he screams from me taking out the knife i make from my hand a fist and punch him on his side of his head.
I let out a sigh as he grins.
I go on to do this for an hour.
"You don't have to kill me." He says.
He is covered in his own blood and my clothes are also are covered in his blood.
I walk towards him with my gun.
"Oh i do." I say and i hold my gun towards him.
"I have to say one thing can i?" He says.
I look into his horror eyes.
"Your aunt is dead too." He says laughing.
"First i raped her multiple times and killed her." He says laughing.
He keeps laughing while i have tears in my eyes.
I hate her but still feel sorry for her. Because i know how that feels.
And she helped me. She was a wonderful woman and also awful.
The anger is more then ever.
I hold the gun against his head. He is still laughing like a idiot.
"You psycho!" I yell and shoot in his head.
The blood comes all over me and i wipe it from my cheek.
I smile.
I enjoyed this so much.
Too much...
I sigh and put my gun in my pants behind my back.
I walk towards the table with tools there is always a sink to clean the tools.
I grab a few tools i used and walk to the sink.
I clean then up and put then back.
My knife is clean too and put it in my sock again.
I look in the mirror and i look like I've killed hundreds of people but i only killed one.
I clean my face a bit and walk to the door.
My brothers will clean that up i hope.
Otherwise i will but that's not gonna be good.
I walk up the stairs and i hear voices.
"So where is my granddaughter?" I hear a voice I recognise.
Wait granddaughter?
Shit
Is my family here?
"Uh well about that." I hear elio say.
"I wanna see her too!" I hear a nephew talk i have no idea who?
Shit how am i gonna do this
Their literally in front of the door.
Fuck it
I need to get out anyway.
I open the door and i see sort of my whole family look at me in horror.
I look at elio.
Elio has his hand on his head and shakes his head roll probably disappointed.
"U-h this is what i wanted to tell you." Elio says.
"Uh right sorry fam about how i look." I say.
"Diego is dead so can you clean up?" I say looking at elio who is look at me with raised eyebrows.
I see river standing against the wall with his hand on his face.
I chuckle.
"I'm so sorry i'm gonna change i will be right back!" I say and i walk to the stairs.
They all look at me confused and in terror.
I'm so stupid there were my nephew of 4 years old stupid me. My aunt had her hand in front of his eyes tho.
I walk upstairs and walk into my room.
I close my door and look in the mirror to myself.
I put my hand kn my mouth because i'm a murderer i look like it too.
I chuckle.
I'm not even mad at myself just i'm so stupid tho.
Then the door opens and river comes in and closes the door behind him.
I try to hold my laugh.
He sees that
He smiles."your so dumb amora." He says and he chuckles.
I chuckle.
"Oops but i did kill him finally." I say while i take off my bloody hoodie.
He sits on my bed.
"Hey is that my hoodie?" He ask.
"Yeah sorry and your sweatpants." I say chuckling.
He shakes his head laughing.
I drop the hoodie and sweatpants on the floor.
"I will trow that away. You go clean yourself and come down. Your whole fam probably want answers" he says grabbing the clothes.
I nod and walk towards the bathroom.
I take off my underwear and my bra.
River quickly grab it from my hand without looking at me and walks away.
"Thank you?" I say not sure what to say.
"Clean up!" He says and leaves closing my door.
I close the bathroom door and get under the shower.
I look to my feet and see all the blood coming from my body.
I chuckle.
I finished showering and i look at my closet.
It's very hot outside my whole fam as i can remember had short on or dresses so i don't wanna be the only one.
I wanna text river and ask him what to wear but you know what i'm gonna surprise him too.
On this moment i'm so confident i have no idea how.
I don't care that my whole fam are gonna see my scars they will see it anyway.
I grab a short tight black dress with an open back. So they will see everything on my back.
Oops
I walk to my mirror and do a simple makeup on my face and my hair in a ponytail.
I open the door and walk downstairs.
I can hear them talk about me.
"I'm sory-no I don't wanna hear it from you. What the hell was t-you!" I see angela the not nice aunt pointing at me.
She stands up and walks to me.
They all look at my body.
I look at river and he smiles at me. I look at his lips and i think he says "you look stunning."
I smile back at him.
I look back at my aunt looking disgusted at me
I look bitchy to her and walk past her not giving her any attention.
My uncle her husband laughs at me at put his thumb up.
He likes me that's great.
He is gonna divorced her soon i think.
"How dare you to walk away from me!" She says.
"And what the hell is that on your back!" She says and i turn around.
Now my whole fam sees it great.
"Uh amora go wear something else" elio says.
I look him. He i sitting next to my grandpa.
"And why would i? I don't care that they see it. It's my past they need to know some day eli!" I say.
He nods." That's true. Its on you what you want to wear." He says.
"I don't think so! Look at those scars you can't go out like that the whole world can see it!" Angela says.
What a bitch.
"And i care? Why would i want to hide MY scars?" I say.
"Exactly it's her choice not yours!" Leo my cousin says.
That's i think her child.
"How dare you to speak to your own mother like that!" She says and walks over to him.
She was about to slap her own kid when marco stops her. Her husband btw.
"I'm done with you." He says.
"What do you mean?" She says shaking off his hand on her arm.
"We're done we're getting a divorce your not gonna slap my kids or ever talk to my family like that ever again!" He says.
I chuckle.
"What are you laughing about bitch." She says and walks over to me.
Now i get angry.
I walk towards her too and look her in the eye.
"Karma is a bitch." I say.
Marco grabs her arm and slurs her to the hallway.
They walk to the front door. We can't see more but i think she leaves.
Marco walks back and smiles towards me.
"I'm proud of you!" He says putting his arm around me.
I smile.
"And i'm proud of you. I never liked her." I say
And the whole family laughs.
"Okay kids go upstairs and play, the adults need to talk." Stella says my nice aunt and the only one now.
Vinicio of 12, silvio of 11, alfredo of 8, elijah of 4 walk towards the hallway.
The rest stays.
"Uh you too valco, leo and dante!" My grandfather says.
"Noo we wanna know too!" Leo says.
They just nod.
They already know?! What the hell.
They all look at me.
"Shall we go outside it's a nice weather outside!" Luca says trough the silence.
They all nod and we all walk outside to a sofa.
It's a uge ass sofa with a few chairs so we all can sit.
I sit on a sofa for two and river sits down next to me.
I smile at him and she smiles back.
I see elio look at me.
I look away.
"So amora tell us why did we see you for the second time covered in blood?" Matteo says.
That's my grandfather he normally calls me bambino but when he calls me by my name it's serieus.
I take a breath." Well uh i tortured and killed diego who i thought was a uncle of mine but that's not true." I say.
He nods.
"So why the hell did you do that to him? He cared for you your whole life?" My grandfather says.
I chuckle on that."almost right. The care is wrong." I say.
"What do you mean with that." My uncle Fernando says.
"He made my life miserable and these scars are all because of him." I say.
They look at me with big eyes.
"Honey what did he do to you?" My only aunt ask.
I look at her not sure what to say.
"You really don't wanna know...."elio says.
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Wow chapt 50! And this is a long episode that was not my plan. But my head was filling up with ideas i was going crazy lol! The next chapter will be awesome i think I don't have ideas yet.....
You will see! I love you guysss!