I don't like the person I've become
Feeling empty and numb
Rain drops hit my head
Sliding down like all the tears I've shed
My head facing the ground
Looking at the poudle I just found
Seeing my reflection
There appears to be a disconnection
A disconnection from my heart to my brain
All because the fear of feeling pain
That pain I don't ever want to feel again
So I stopped feeling there and then
The only problem is, I can't turn them back on
All my emotions are now gone
Pushed everyone away
And now I am a stray
Fighting day by day
It's me who has to pay
Pay for what I've done
There is no way to run
I'm the only one to blame
Cause I set of the flame
The choice I made was dumb
Feeling empty and numb