excuse all mistakes!
(yall omg i forgot kash was pregnant 😭. we gone forget she pregnant this whole chapter)
SATURDAY, MAR. 2
𝐌𝐈𝐀𝐌𝐈, 𝐅𝐋 ➩ 3:07PM
"My pussy pink, my booty hole brown!" Aidai and Kash yelled as we walked on the sidewalk of Miami Beach. It was a lot of people here and I was getting agitated. Ian really feel like being around a whole lotta people especially since I was well known which meant people knew me.
"Y'all need to stop." I shook my head.
"No, you need to start. You been like this since we got here which was Thursday." Kash frowned. "I thought since we were here it'll maybe lighten the mood, but it ain't did anything."
"Right, it was suppose to take your mind off the whole situation." Aidai said.
"I'm sorry, but it just... like why would I do something like that?"
I was doing horrible every since Legend and I broke up. I missed him so much and I even unblocked him just to talk to him, but he had me blocked. He literally didn't want shit to do with me and it just hurt. Then people already knew we broke up, it's already posted on the shaderoom how we unfollowed each other.
One day I decided to check Legend's instagram from Kash account and he was out hanging with Lyric. They seemed pretty fucking close too and it pissed me off so damn bad. I had a whole breakdown and everything. I just wanted him back like I needed him back. I really fucked up and I owned up to it. Why he couldn't see that?
"Shit happens, True."
"You'll get over it one day."
"I hope so because all this constant overthinking isn't it like at all." I shook my head looking around. It was so beautiful out here. "Then KJ texted me like nigga."
"What he say?"
"He didn't make it any better. He basically said the same thing you said a few days ago. Ion care because I wasn't going to date him anymore anyways."
Aidai and Kash both shared a look.
"Why— y'all are aggy. I don't want him and I feel like even if I give him another chance it won't work out because I'll be stuck on Legend."
"But not if you move on and plus I feel like you and KJ has something there. It's like a connection or something." Kash stated
"Ion know, but enough about boys. Why your momma ain't come? I forgot to ask you that."
"Ion know she just stated that she didn't want to come and told me to enjoy my trip."
"Is that girl still talking shit?"
"Zaniyah? Oh, I fought her again. She was still popping shit but I fought her outside of school don't worry."
"You need to stop fighting."
"I know. It's so hard not fighting though."
"Trust I was the same way but eventually you realize that it's not worth it."
"Aye!" Some dude yelled and we all looked. He licked his lips pointing to us.
"Y'all want to?"
"Why not?" Aidai shrugged.
"Y'all tryna be in our Youtube video?" He asked and we shrugged. "Aight cool, what's y'all name? And why I feel like I seen y'all 2 before."
"We do Youtube." I said.
"Yeah that's right. Yeah, Kash and True. Who you?"
"Aidai."
"Yo' name fye as hell. How old y'all is."
"How old you think we look?" Kash questioned smirking.
"Shittttt you look 'bout eighteen or nineteen either or. I know True eighteen fasho and lil mama inna middle gotta be a fucking minor. A whole ass jit." He cheesed showing his grills.
...
"You gotta nigga?" His friend onna side asked.
"She fuck with Legend the basketball player." Another one of his friends spoke.
"No, I don't."
"Ouuu so you single? Let me get your digits."
"I'm good."
"Okay, but don't do me. Minor or not I'll have somebody catching a case."
"Aight that's how you coming? Aight for real for real, my name Chris. These my homeboys, Hendrix and Juan. We all twenty-one."
"Oh nevermind y'all too old." Aidai shook her head.
"Wasn't nobody 'bout to catch a case over you anyways." Chris waved her off. "Aight so hey to our video."
We all waved.
"Aight so basically we want y'all to rate us and we gone rate y'all."
"Alright." Kash applied lip gloss to her lips seeing if we wanted some, but I already had some on.
"What y'all rate me?" Chris passed the camera to Hendrix.
"I say 'bout a good 6." Aidai started off and he made a face. "What? Maybe if you had onna different fit or something."
"We not rating fits."
"Okay? Either way you still getting 6. You a tryhard. You trying to be fine like nigga stop. You a lightskin for real."
Everybody started laughing.
"You trippin' shawt. Gimme the camera." He said and Hendrix passed him the camera. "What y'all rate my boy?"
He was fine like fine fine.
"I'ma give you a 8." Aidai twisted her lips to the side.
"Yeah, I'ma give you 'bout a 8."
"Y'all ain't even rate me. Holon, what y'all give me?"
"5." Kash and I said in unison. He wasn't ugly, but it was the way he presented himself. Ion even know if that makes sense.
"Fuck ever. I know I'ma whole 10."
"Okay, well think that and we gone think what we wanna think."
"Who the fuck... who the fuck is you talking to?" Chris looked at Aidai.
"I'm talking to you!"
"True what you rate my boy?" Chris asked me and I looked at Hendrix avoiding the stare he was giving me.
"10."
"Oh, shit! You tryna get his number?"
"Bye." I waved him off. He was being aggravating.
"Aight and what y'all rate Juan?"
"3." We all said in unison.
"Y'all asses hating."
"He ugly." Aidai shook her head.
Kash just started laughing.
"Bit—"
"Aht! Just 'cause you ugly don't mean you call my friend a bitch. I'll beat yo' ass."
"And will."
"Right! Gone get jumped fucking with us. Like how you mad because you ugly? Make it make sense. Get mad at yo' momma and daddy for making you. They must be ugly? Oh my gosh. If you look like this I bet they look 10 times worse."
"Aidai!" Kash and I laughed. We began walking away after that.
"What? Like I'm not understanding. If you ugly you ugly. Then Chris ass swear he doing something like nigga. I liked Hendrix though, he seemed cool."
"He was quiet."
"Oh my gosh I can't wait for tonighttttt." Kash dragged.
"Hell happening tonight?"
"We getting drunk. Well not we because Aidai you only 17."
"And y'all like what 18 and 19? Bye! I'm getting drunk with y'all I don't care, but where we going? A party?"
"Yeah. I know a couple people that throwing a party tonight. I seen them on their story."
"Yup, we getting drunk drunk. I'm talking about mixing clear with dark typa drunk."
Kash and I looked at Aidai like she was crazy.
"Nah, you can do that. Ian trying to get fucked up like that."
"I'm trying to get high too. Why y'all looking at me like that? Ian never smoked. I wanna get a first time experience to everything like today."
"Um, okay."
LATER THAT DAY — 9:16PM
Ay, big ole freak
Big booty, big ole treat
I'ma make him wait for the pussy
Hit it 'til he big ole skeet
Ay, feet on the bed
"I'll fuck him up in the head. Suck it then look in his eyes. Then the next day I might leave 'em on read!"
"Pop it, pop it daydreaming 'bout how I rock it. He hit my phone with a horse. So I know that mean come over and ride it. Shit, I'm on the way!"
"Ride on that dick I'm like, "Yay", hey. Usually I like to fuck, but tonight we gon' make love 'cause you bae. Nobody know, I fuck with him on the low!"
"Here drink." Aidai passed me a cup. I smelled what was inside but I wasn't sure what this was. "Casamigos."
"Oh, nah. Ion fuck with Casamigos." I shook my head giving her the cup back. Kash took it and began drinking it instead.
"I'll take some more."
"Youn needa be drinking like this for real. You can't hold your shit. Literally lightweight as fuck." I said getting on my phone to go on Instagram. I logged into Kash account and went to Legend's instagram, but he had her blocked. "Shit."
"Okay? I'm having fun, True."
"I'm just saying." I put my hands up in defense. "And then y'all just drinking whatever. You know what, I'm gone stay sober because I want to go back to the hotel safe and fucking sound."
The two didn't pay me any attention they were just in their own world. I wanted to be in a different world, but I couldn't. It's like I couldn't have fun without thinking about the situation and it was irritating. Like I accepted that I was wrong what else could you possibly want from me?
I just wanted for my mind to come to an ease. I wanted to just stop thinking for at least a day. Like every single day I thought about him and Lyric. Like what could they possibly be doing together. Why is he with her? He just told me that he didn't talk to her no more and now he all buddy buddy with the bitch.
Sighing, I looked around and hummed the lyrics to the song that was playing. While I was looking around I spotted the 3 dudes from earlier today. Of course only Hendrix caught my attention.
Maybe the only way to get Legend off my mind was the fuck with someone else.
With me continuously looking at Hendrix, he eventually stared back and made his way over to me. He looked me up and down licking his lips and I found myself getting horny. Whew chile.
"You good?" He furrowed his brows. "Is yo' friends good? They look fucked up."
"They alright and I'm fine."
"You sure? You staring at me across the one. What you tryna do?"
I scratched my neck. "Fuck."
"Aight come on. I'm about to call them to watch yo' friends while we slide to the car right quick."
I smirked telling the girls I'll be right back. Aidai just waved me off but I knew Kash felt a way. But I needed to do what needed to be done in order for me not to think about this nigga anymore.
I got inside Hendrix car and he smirked rolling up.
"You look like you got some shit on yo' mind."
"I do, not gone lie." I said shrugging.
"That's alright."
He rolled up and once he finish we took turns with the blunt. We was really just vibing, listening to music and smoking. After we smoked and I was high off my ass, we began making out. Like I'm talking about tongue and all.
"Mm." I moaned into the kiss.
( a/n; yall still not getting no scene from me like i just cant do it.)
"You straight?" Hendrix asked fixing my outfit. I nodded outta breath and he handed me a water bottle that was in the car. I began drinking from it clenching the bottle and all. "Let's get to your friends."
We walked back into the party and I looked around to see Aidai and Kash. Thankfully they were safe and when I went over to them I looked back waving bye to Hendrix.
"Y'all good?" I asked.
Kash shook her head. "You know, I'm not even drunk. I'm tipsy and I wasn't really planning on getting drunk until not too long ago, but I couldn't. You wanna know why? Because you wanna fucking leave us by ourselves to go fuck onna nigga. We came here together and you shouldn't have left us for no nigga. Because what if something would have happened to Aidai and I? Why the fuck are you making dumb decisions."
"I just wanted to get my mind off Legend that's all and it helped." I shrugged not seeing what the big idea was.
"I'm not trying to hear that. So, you risk going to fuck instead of making sure we okay? Like we not inna party with a whole bunch of randoms we don't fucking know and like we can't get snatched the fuck up. We could have been kidnapped or fucking raped, but you wasn't thinking about that, was you? You just cared about getting some dick."
"Kash—" Aidai went to speak until she got cut off.
"No, I'm fucking tired. Every since we landed in Miami she been thinking about this nigga nonestop. Literally been ruining our fucking mood. We can be happy as hell just energetic but you wanna be fucking negative and kill the vibe. Like what are you gaining from that? If that was the case you could have stayed in Houston."
"Then ontop of that you smell like weed. You went to get high with this nigga? Youn even know the nigga sis. What if he laced yo' shit then what? You stupid as hell. I wanna fight."
"Okay, you drunk. Let's just chill." Aidai hopped in front of us.
"I'm not drunk, I'm tipsy. This bitch is stupid as hell. She'on care about our safety or hers. She just care about getting some dick."
"You would have done the same thing." I frowned.
"No! No, I would have came to this trip and forgot about the shit that happened in Houston and partied all fucking day and night with my two bitches! Not hop on dick and smoke with a random ass person."
"..."
"Did you even use a condom? Youn even know if the nigga got something."
"Oh my gosh, people looking." Aidai mumbled.
I didn't say anything.
"You ruined this shit for us. Fuck you, True."
NEXT DAY — 10:32AM
"Y'all still wanna do the video or what?" I asked setting the camera up and getting all the food I needed out. Seems to me that Kash was still mad and Aidai just seemed like she didn't care too much about the shit. And I still didn't see what the big deal was. "Hellooooo?"
"Why you talking to me?" Kash rolled her neck. "'Cause I really owe you a ass whoopin' for real."
"Kash you don't owe me shit. What you wanna fight for? All because I left to get my mind off shit."
"Bitch, yes! Are you slow? We could have been fucking raped or kidnapped and you just up and left without a care in the world about our damn safety! You just wanted some dick then yeen even use protection. You could literally have something. You damn idiot. I wanna fight."
"Fight for what?" I made a face getting upset.
"Oh my gosh! Can y'all stop. Y'all fucking lunatics." Aidai rubbed her temple.
"Bitch, wassup." Kash threw her set up.
"I'm not fighting you."
"You scared? I wanna fight!"
"And I don't but that doesn't make me scared. I'm just being the bigger person." I shrugged.
"Bet." She nodded and went over to get a cup of water. I didn't think anything of it until she threw it at me and ran up hitting me back to back.
"Oh my gosh!"
I didn't want to fight her being that she was my friend— best friend at that.
"Yeah bitch!" Kash slung me across the floor and getting on top of me.
"Stop, Kash. It's not that serious for you to be fighting her!" Aidai grabbed her and when she did I went to hit her in ha' mouth. Now she had me fucked up. At first I was hesitant about fighting her but it was whatever now.
Aidai let her go and we both came at each other. She kept up with me, neither one of us pulling hair until I grabbed a handful and slung her to the ground.
I used all my force and kept her on the ground but Kash was strong as hell.
"Shit, let me fight too!" Aidai jumped in. So at this point we were all fighting knocking shit over.
Once we felt like we were finish we sat down and all started laughing.
"Y'all fight like grown mens." Aidai laughed getting some water.
(a/n; ik the fighting scene was ass. ik ik)
"I'm still mad at you. I don't like how you just left us bitch. That was wrong as hell."
"I didn't see the big deal and I was only gone for like 30 minutes."
"Okay? And a lot could have happened in 30 minutes. I don't see how you don't see that it's not a big deal."
a/n;
chapter over. it was getting boring but how do yall feel?
ngl true is wrong for leaving them like anything could have happened to them and she still dont see what the big deal is.
them fighting?
w/c; 2845 words