Third Person's Pov
Yukia stares at the cloudy sky as she walks down the streets. She wonders what her son is doing. Was he eaging well? Or was he being treated well? Those question was answered she she just visit the Hanagaki household earlier.
It seems like there are people who is willing to support his son. She was happy she was really glad that Takemichi have someone who will love him forever. The woman walk at the street at she notice a bakery shop.
Her eyes scans the delicious sweet dessert. She wonders does his son Like such stuff aswell. She enter the shop and the smell of bread and sugar filled her nose she walks into the counter as she buy some dessert.
Maybe she should go back and give some of these to his son. However it seem like children are coming back from school in this hour she doesn't want to risk seeing Takemichi she's still not ready.
As she wait on her order she stares at the dark clouds forming up in the sky it seems like it's going to rain. She was sitting in the back corner where no one is looking at her. Or she is really hard to see.
She really like the sound and smell of rain it reminds her scent. Her scent are like the smell of oakwood and the freshly watered grass. Her scent was always peaceful yet the life she live in wasn't. She was really a scum for neglecting and partaining to abusing her only son. Her only flesh and blood. She reminiscend her past as she wonders.
'Where did all go wrong?'
Everyone around her thinks that the reason of all of this was because of Takemichi being born however it started way even before the child was born.
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Yukia was a beautiful girl despite being poor she was really well loved by her peers and she was smart so scholarship was given to her. She was a respectful and kind gentle lady she was the main character of her story.
Then she met a certain man he looks handsome and he looks really carefree. Yukia fall in love with that man not because of his looks but his attitude he was respectful, kind, and gentle. Was it a facade at first she ask herself.
However it wasn't Yukia don't know what the man's intention however Yukia still can't help to get infatuated towards the guy. At first it was a small crush then turn into love. The man was really the kindest person she ever met.
Then one day she wasn't expecting for him to confess his love. Yukia of course accepted it because she already fell deep for him. It was a really happy love story.
She even met her lover parents just like him they were kind and gentle. But somehow whenever her lover spoke to his own father he seems scared. She then later understand why.
He wasn't abused however he was the youngest child out of the three siblings and his brother were all successful. He had no room for himself to be free at there home because of how heavy the expectation his father have for him.
The mother of her lover however was like him soft, gentle, and kind. A very loveable woman. She was happy to get to see her lovers parent because she doesn't have one. She have aunts and uncles but her parents are already gone.
The two lovers live a happy life and when they're in the age of 23 the man confess of wanting to get married. Shock by this however Yukia said Yes and love from the two grew stronger.
However, it all went downhill from there. One evening Yukia lover have gone home he looks really tired and there were bags under his eyes. He was also drunk Yukia asks what's wrong however the man just lash out on her.
She remembers it clearly how the man she called his fiancee hurt her. But the man was also shock on what he did as she apologize to his lover. Yukia was shock but she was more worried to her lover. She thought it was a one Time thing only.
However just a few days after that she felt so much pain in her whole life it was really bad how her soon fiancee beat her up. Though the man would apologize again and again. Yukia wanted to leave the man however his broken voice makes her knees go weak. Or was it because of the bite mark that she had in her nape.
It happend over and over again to the point where Yukia was begging for mercy to his husband who always go home drunk. The eyebags in his eyes looks heavy. She once suggested to go to a doctor only to earn another round of beating it last for 2 more years.
Then one day in amidst of her heat she involuntarily submitted to him. And a few weaks after that there was a living being in her stomach. Happy as she announce it to her lover dread filled her heart the next word he spoke.
"Abort it"
Yukia ears went deaf what he wants to abort there own flesh and child. Her heart was thumping loud thinking it was some sick joke but his eyes tell the truth. She was terrified but she didn't want to give up the child.
The man was mad. And throughout her whole pregnancy she was always beaten to the point where she really wanted to just abort the child but it was a life it was her pup. It was her only hope.
Yukia went insane. That was until Takemichi was born his eyes is like a gentle current in the ocean his sbubbt cheeks and his soft little snores. Takemichi was a lovely child. She loved him so much.
But she was terrified what if she don't know how to actually take care of a chikd what if she hurt Takemichi she couldn't count on her lover who always go home late and just beat her up.
She was losing control on her mind. But she wanted the best for the newborn boy. She really love him.
However fate does not allow such a happy ending for them. Everyday Yukio got beaten up she wanted to leave but she cant because of there bond. She was weak.
Thought 3 years she only felt pain towards the man she loved. Takemichi grow up watching that and she become terrified what if she become Like him.
She went ballistic. She was angry, mad, upset she wanted takemichi to become better that the monster a father he had. She forced Takemichi to become a good child not knowing that she herself was becoming a monster.
She realize it too late when her sons eyes looks so empty and how the child silently cries whenever in pain. The boy never ask for help whenever his sick, didn't dare to say anything if his in trouble or someone troubling him.
Takemchi was slowly.
Fading away.
Like the small current of the bodies of water which get swept back into the large ocean not knowing which direction it go. Was it straight? She dont know.
Or maybe his son was like a dimming light bulb. She don't know what to do. She was getting mad at herself making her only source of hope fading away. That's when she snap.
She lost thought to reality and become the most bad influence to her own son she find happiness somewhere avoiding reality. Avoiding Takemichi as well because of how afraid she was to face her wrong doings.
That is till one day she saw Takemichi head bleeding and nose broken a little part of her was back to reality. She faced the harsh truth that if things continue in that rate Takemchi will die and the chill will only remeber torture and beatings.
She knew she never even gave Takemichi a sense of safeness. Dispite all the tortures that was inflicted on the child. Takemichi stays loyal to them or maybe that's just a child calling. However Takemichi believe that everything in there household is fine.
She cried and cried silently upon hearing that she didn't want this to happen. She doesn't deserve Takemchi that's why she came up with the decision of splitting up and giving Takemichi to his grandmother.
She was the only person that Yukia thinks that will definitely take care of the boy. And she left her supposed to be 'home' the she and the man built together.
She knows she have mental problems. She wanted to get better she really do so one day she could hold Takemichi in her arms again.
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Yukia silently clasp her hands and bring it to her mouth as tears falls down her cheeks. She cries as she looks at the picture in her wallet.
"Takemichi I'm sorry" she silently sobs.
She don't care if people are looking at her she just want to let all the tears down. She knows very well the she will not be forgiveness easily but that doesn't mean she will stop trying to become a better person for her son.
(A/n: The picture in the wallet yes that is Yukia holding baby michi)
.....To Be Continued......
(A/n: Yep the reason why Mama Michi abuse Takemichi is here now. Forgive her a lil bit okay. And yeah mama michi also got trauma. Just like Michi she got PTSD. And when she was having Takemichi in her belly she was having depression but it still doesn't change the fact the she still abuse Takemichi most of time mentally rather than physically. Everything pile up on her till she cant think straight anymore but she always wanted for Takemcihi to become a good child but she did it in a way that Michigan kept on getting hurt so yah hope you enjoy it.)
(A/n: This pic is the unsharp version the one before this is tge sharp version basically this is the original before me adding filter)
Name: Yukio Hirano
🌿Omega🌿
Likes: Fries, Rain, and the morning Fog, Takemichi
Dislikes: Her husband, needles, and belt
-Was Abused by her husband (which we will know i don't know probably soon)
-Loved Takemichi so much but she show it in a wrong way.
-When she hear about Shinicbiro she was shock but she never believe that she knew Takemichi is a really kind kid.
-She was the one who pay for Takemchi expenses to go to the country side.
-Throught Michi growing up she watched from afar though she will have courage to face her son again.
-When she found out that Michi is an omega she was scared that Takemichi might get hurt like her. But she allows Michigan to choose what he want on his own. But if Takemichi is slowly getting on the path of like hers she wont hesitate to take Michi back by force. She doesn't want Michi hurting.
-Takemichi have dreams on a woman who was holding him when he was still a baby that he thought that it is unreal but guess what it actually happened.
"I'm sorry Michi Mama loves you very much"
"I wonder what that child is doing now is he faring well?"
"Never once in my life i hated you more that anything i loved you however i blame myself for the lack of care i gave you"
"I don't want an easy forgiveness i want you to be mad at me i want you to scream at me to tell me how much pain you are in"
"If there's another life i pray that you will be my son again i want to love you with all my heart"