When I wake up, I feel next to me. The spot being empty. Yesterday events playing in my mind. I take a deep breath sitting up. I honestly don't know what me and Cameron relationship is gonna be at this point. Last night we definitely crossed some lines, I relapsed into a few bad habits. Maybe this time apart we can really think what we need to do what is what's best for us.
I dont know what I really want to do. We do have the kids and I know he loves them, but now that Their real father is about to come into the picture I just don't know how this is about to work. I get out of bed, preparing to get ready for this meeting with Von. I wasn't gonna be too dressy or anything, something cute and casual would do.
( Naeomi outfit)
I didn't want to give him any ideas that I wasn't interested or trying to seduce him. And just incase any blogs see me I would be covered, i didn't need the public think i was the one cheating. When I leave out my room I notice I was silence meaning I was the only one here. Crys had took the kids for the day, she just wanted me to just have some time to myself, I'm really glad I hired her. She's so sweet. The kids really love her which is a bonus.
I get in my car, soon as I turn on my radio my husband's song " Don't judge me" is on, the very beginning. I sigh, remembering when he wrote this song, it was a couple years ago when I found out he was cheating on me. It was such a beautiful song, I loved it and hated it at the same time. I decide to let it okay lowly in the background as I drove to the location I would be meeting Von.
I was actually very nervous because this was my first time offically seeing him since his court hearing. I'm not even sure if I made the right decision meeting the most dangerous man on earth right now, alone. I guess we'll just have to see. I was meeting him at a studio session, he didn't want to do a restaurant. I'm surprised I didn't make him go somewhere where we both can be seen, but I get why he wouldn't want to be seen too much. The man hasn't even activated his social media accounts yet because he gets so much hate on a daily basis.
" Lord please just let me make it out alive and back to my kids", I mutter before getting out my car.
I put on my dark shades as I walk into the studio building. I already knew where he would be, I've also been here plenty of times with Cameron. My heart nearly felt like it was about to come out of my chest as I came closer to where he was. I take a deep breath as I open the door.
He was alone in the room is what I first notices as I close the door shut. He was just as handsome as I remember, matter of fact he looked better. Those five years served him some justice. He was dressed nicely, with a thick blunt between his lips, nodding head to some song. His dark eyes looked me up and down as a small smirk spread across his face.
" You ain't gon speak Mrs. Anderson?" He asks me, the same playful smirk on his face.
" Um Yes, I'm sorry Hello Dayvon", I say smiling shyly, my face heating up a bit.
" How you doing today?" He asks.
" I'm good , how about you?" I ask, sitting down on the couch in front of him.
" I'm good thanks fa asking", he says, smiling a bit as he pulls another puff from his blunt.
" So, you wanted to talk about meeting the kids?" I ask him, trying to start the conversation up.
" Yeah I do, but I just wanted to talk to you to see where your head at is with that", he says.
" Well I do want the kids to meet you, but we were advised by your mom to keep them away", I admit to them.
" Yeah my momma told me that when I reached out to her about the twins, but I been in therapy for the last 5 years and I did alot of healing and shit, " he says to me.
" OH, so ms. Taesha told you we had the kids?'I asked shocked.
" Yeah she did, after a four hour conversation, she thinks I'm ready too", he says smiling.
" Well... if Ms. Taesha is okay with it, then so am I, I havent told the kids about you or Bria because I didn't know really if you would ever come back or if she would, Cam and I wanted to wait till they were a little older", I explain to him.
" Its cool, I ain't mad at yall. We can find a way to break it to the kids", he says.
" Yeah some how, first let's just start w iui th you just coming over and spending time with them, we'll figure out the rest from there", I suggest.
" that's cool with me ma, I'm just glad to be back in my kids life", he says smiling.
" I can only imagine, but I do have to ask you", I say to him.
" Ask me anything", he says.
" Did you kill Bria, your girlfriend?" I ask him.
" nah, I loved her", he says, shaking his head, looking in my eyes.
" I believed you did. Do you want to tell the kids about her?" I ask him.
" Ion know, Let's just see, " he says.
" Okay that's fine with me, I wish cam was here to meet you to see you aren't like what he thought", I say, sighing a little.
" Nah he might be right about me", he says laughing a little.
" No, I think you're just misunderstood ", I say, disagreeing with him.
" You think so?" He asks, shocked.
" Yeah, you just need someone who can understand you", I say to him.
" Yeah, I guess you right", he says shrugging.
" Hey this is your second chance at your life again, you're already on a good path Dayvon, just keep on, I'll be here for you along the way, we can do this together", I say, touching his arm causing him to look up at me.
" Together?" He asks.
" Yup, I got your back", I say smiling.
" Thanks lil folks, it means alot that you see the good in me, nobody ever has, not even Bria", he says glumly.
" Well I do, " I say looking in his eyes.
I didnt even realize that he had stood up until his lips was coming close to mine, but I jump back, shocked and a little startled that he moved so quick.
" I'm sorry, you had something in yo eye", he says, embarrassed, laughing.
" Yeah whatever, you can come around Friday to meet the kids and my house keeper Crys", I say smiling heading towards the door.
" Bet", I hear him say as i leave out the door.
Damn, how do I fucking miss a person I just met?
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