the fears of love (shinBakude...

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after losing his parents Deku was in the care of Endeavor. after years of being forced to hide his mate marks... Plus

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part 2
part 3
part 4
Part 5
part 6
part 7
part 8
Part 9
part 10
part 11
part 13
part 14
part 15
Part 16
part 17
part 18
part 19
part 20
part 21

part 12

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"There's no need to worry Bakugou, your omega doesn't appeal to me any longer. I do have a bone to pick with him though, he had my mate throne in jail for a misunderstanding." Iida looks furious. Kachan's friends had approaches us without me noticing the, and now they where standing around me. Uraraka had run up to Iida, wrapping her arms around his neck and clings to him.

Shinsou was releasing a large amount of calming pheromones to override Kachan's angry ones, and to keep me calm. Kachan keeps shooting glares at Iida but hasn't said anything. I can feel how upset he is. I reach for him, resting my hand on his bice. He lifts his hand and places it over mine, holding it tightly. I squeeze his arm to let him know I'm alright. Shinsou places his hand on Kachan's shoulder, which seems to help him calm down.

A surge of jealousy courses thru me, I should have been the one to calm me down. He's my mate but I can't even calm him down like an omega is supposed to do for there alphas. I whack his hands which seems to catch him by surprise. I shoot him a glare, which must confuse him cause he's looking at me curiously.

Mr. Aizawa walks into class, yelling at everyone to take their seats. Kachan drops down in the seat next to mine, the sudden movement causing me to lose my grip on his arm. Mr. Aizawa takes attendants then explains the exercise well be doing today. He informs us that the assignment will take most of the day to finish.

We got to choose our own groups to do the assignment with. We had to be in groups of three, and we weren't allowed to speak to the other groups till the exercise is over. I was going to ask Kiri and denki to pair up with me, but they had already formed a group with mina and Kachan had chosen to pair up with shinsou and Jiro.

Everyone else had already formed their teams and started the assignment. There was only one group left, which consisted of Iida and Uraraka. My body tenses as I walk up to them.

Iida had never done anything as extreme as shoto, but he still hurt me. I don't have a doubt that he'll hurt me again for having his mate arrested. I fallow them down the hall and into the odditorium. We look around the room, under chairs and inside the podiums. I find a small blue paper laying under one of the seats.

"What does it say" Iida's peering over my shoulder. I hate how scared I get when he gets this close to me. I refuse to speak to him, so I turn on my heals and head for the door. "Hey, I asked you a question" he grabs my arm, but I shrug him off. He doesn't seem very impressed by my ignoring him cause he spins me around and slams my back against the wall.

"I. Asked you. A fucking question." I growl at him as I glare at him, this just seems to enrage him more. I shove him but it doesn't cause him to lose his balance as I was hoping it would. Numbness overtakes me, cause I know I've made a mistake. "You had my mate thrown in jail cause of your own god damn actions. I was his one call, and he gave me instructions on how to deal with you until he comes back to us." he smirks at me as he extends his canines.

He's holding my arms against my sides, pushing me into the wall so I can't move. While smirking at me, he lowers his mouth to my sent gland. I thrash against him, realizing when he's about to do, instead of letting me go as I hoped he would his grip tightens on my arms.

My sight blurs as his canines sinks into my flesh. My body tenses, then starts to ach horribly, knowing its not one of my mates trying to mark me. I feel paralyzed as tears role down my face. I scream, its all I can do to hopefully draw another students attention, my legs go limp, Iida having to hold me up, so I don't collapse to the ground.

A sense of dread and gilt overtakes me. Know that I've been marked by an alpha that is not mine, I'll never be able to know how it would feel to be with them. I'll never get to kiss Kachan again.

I can feel my insides react to Iida, and it starts to hurt like nothing I've ever felt before. I scream again, but this time out of pure agony. My head falls bad, giving him more room to sink his teeth into my neck. My mind grows foggy and my whole-body tenses. I hear a crashing noise, then Iida's fangs are ripped out of my flesh.

The person who pulled Iida off me is now yelling, my brain feels hazy, and I can't seem to make out what he's saying. It starts getting difficult to keep myself awake, my eyes droop shut, and I fall to the ground. The last thing I hear before passing out is someone yelling my name.

When I open my eyes everything's blurry and my neck aches. The memories come rushing back to me all at once and the fact that I will never be able to be with my alphas. I whimper and curl myself into a ball, hoping that the aching in my heart will go away.

I feel the right side of the bed sink a little, then a hand is rubbing circles on my back. I jerk myself away from the person, getting as far away as I can without getting off the bed.

"Hey, you're okay. It's only me." When my vision steadies again I can make out that it's Kachan that was sitting in front of me. When my head stops spinning I slowly inch forward a little, not completely trusting what I'm seeing. "you're safe now, recovery girl just went to get some documents, but she'll have some questions for you when she comes back" he must notice me tense up cause he opens his arms. I crawl to him, burying my face in his sent gland. I whimper, and he must know what I want cause he releases his sent.

I hear the door slid open, and for the first time since I regained consciousness, I look around the room. Shinsou is sitting on a chair on the opposite end of the room. When recovery girl makes her way towards us shinsou stands ad moves to Kachan's side.

I reach a hand-out to him, his presence reassuring to me even if I might be a bit jealous of him. He holds my hand between both of his. Having both of them there helps calm me down.

Recovery girl clears her throat, making her presence known. "I would like to have a word alone with Midoriya." She's standing at the end of the bed with her arms crossed over her chest. Kachan seemed reluctant to leave me but nod and force a smile, so he thinks I'm alright.

After he and shinsou stepped out of the room recovery girl sits on the edge of the bed. "Iida isn't you mate is he" I shake my head. "Aizawa filed me in on what he and Todoroki have been doing to you. There is good and bad news about what has happened to you today" I look at her, confused about what could be good about being mated to an alpha that isn't mine.

"Bad news is that cause of the mark being with any alpha other then Iida could cause unbearable amounts of pain. And by the time a teacher had shown to where shinsou had found you, Iida was no where to be found. All the students were sent back to the dorms so we could do a thorough search of the building, but he wasn't found.

The good news is that the mark is reversable" my head snapes up at this and she's looking directly at me. "But it must be during your next heat. I read in your chart that your last heat ended about a week ago, so that gives you just under 2 months to find your mates and have them mate with you."

My heat sinks in my chest at her words. There's no way I can convince Kachan to mate me within 2 months and find my other alpha. I stand up, emotionless and walk away from the bed. My legs are shacky and I will them not to give out on me. Recovery girl is talking to me again, but I can't hear a thing she's saying.

I head straight for the door to the infirmary. As I walk out, I heat straight for the main door to the school. I pish past both Kachan and Shinsou, ignoring as they call my name. "Deku, slow down, where are you even going" I don't respond but I do stop. After a few minutes of racking my brain trying to figure out when to say, I just decide to tell them the truth.

"I need to go; I can't stand being here anymore. All this stupid school does is cause trouble for me. I can't take it anymore" the words come out more like a whine then I intended them to. "I'm mated to an alpha whose done more things to hurt me then I can count. One of my mates doesn't even want me and I have no fucking clue who my other mate is. And if I can't convince them to mate with me during my next heat, then I'm stuck with that goddamn alpha for the ret of my life." I puff out a breath that I hadn't even realized I was holding.

"What are you talking about, how could anyone not want you. Izuku, you're literally the perfect omega. Why would you ever say something like that." Kachan seems genuinely concerned, which just makes me annoyed.

I don't answer him, I just spin on my heals and walk in the opposite direction. They call my name again, but I don't react to them. Everything grows silent, assuming they have given up.

I don't know where I'm going, but I just keep walking away from the school. All I know is that I need to get away from here

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