You get ready and brush your hair you kiss Nick goodbye and go outside to meet Shiela
Will is now with them
Will: you and Nick are loud
Yn: how do you even know that
Will: my cabin is next door
Yn: so you heard it all ( you giggle nervously )
Will: ye I did and so did all your friends because I heard them talking about it
Yn: ye I know
You all go to hang out bye the mess hall
You see Joan you immediately run up to her
Joan: hey Yn
Yn: hey
Joan: do you still want that joint?
Yn: ye sure
Joan hands you the joint
Yn: thanks Joan
Joan: no problem
You walk back up to Shiela and her friends and sit down you get the joint put it between your lips and light it
You start to smoke it
Shiela: weed huh
Yn: ye it helps with my messy ass life (you giggle)
Shiela: I've never done it before ( she giggles )
Yn: first time for everything
You hand Shiela the joint she takes a puff and instantly starts coughing
You giggle
You put the joint back in between your lips and smoke it
Shiela: how can you smoke that it's awful
Yn: nah it's not
Shiela: my lungs so different
You giggle
Yn: nah it's fine it's not for everyone
Shiela giggles
You smile
Annie: can I try it
Yh: ye s.. ure
You were about to give Annie the joint but will stopped you
Will: she is 13 years old ( I think they were 13 correct if I'm wrong ) she can't be doing that at such a young age
Yn: I started at 12 she will be fine
Will: no
Yn: fine
Shiela: so yn .... How many times have you and Nick done it
Yn: oh um idk I've lost count
Will: ew that often ?
Yn: well we do it like 8 times a week so ye I guess
Kurt comes over to you all and sees Yn smoking a joint
Kurt: Yn you know what your sister said about the weed
Yn: I don't care Kurt my life is falling apart and this is the only thing I have left
Kurt: Yn come with me we need to talk
You both go in the science and nature cabin
Kurt: I'm your friend and you can tell me anything why do you smoke weed all the time
Yn: well because it makes me feel better about everything until of course I'm not high anymore
Kurt: everything including?
Yn: fights with Nick ,my dad abusing me , fights with Cindy , stress , depression , anxiety , and my eating dis ..disorder
Kurt: I'm so sorry Yn I knew about your dad and Cindy but I didn't know of the rest
Kurt hugs you tight
Yn: thanks I needed that
Kurt: no problem
Yn: I'm gonna go Shiela is waiting for me
Kurt: ok bye
Yn: bye
You begin to walk back to Shiela and suddenly it all goes black you pass out on the floor
Shielas pov: I see Yn finally coming out of the science and nature cabin and suddenly she passes out I run towards her to see if she's ok I run to go get Nick and Kurt . Will goes to get Cindy alice arnie tommy and Joan
Yn pov : I wake up in my cabin on my bed I look around to see all my friends in front of me
Yn: um what happened and why is everyone here
Alice : don't you remember you fainted
Yn: oh
Cindy: have you been eating
Yn: um ( you stay silent )
Cindy: have you been smoking weed
Yn: ye
Cindy: so she hasn't been eating but she has plenty of time to get high you know what Yn I can't with you
Yn: how the fuck is this my fault I didn't know I was gonna pass out
Cindy: you should have eaten then you wouldn't have passed out
Yn: I'm working on it
Cindy: is it really so hard to eat an apple or something
Yn: fuck of Cindy
Cindy storms out with tommy following her
Alice: she's right you do need to eat or you'll make your self I'll
Joan: we don't want you dying on us
Yn: I do (you mumble)
Joan:hey don't say that who would I get high with who would I pick out my outfits with
Who would I have deep conversations with at like 3 in the morning who would I cry with also at 3 in the morning .
Nick: you two cry together ?
Yn: ye it's always okay to have a good cry about how hard life is
Alice: plus your too gorgeous to die
Yn: thanks Alice your pretty too
Alice : um thanks she says with a smile
Kurt : We all love you and we don't want you dying on us so please eat and get yourself well rested
Cindy walks back in
Cindy: I'm sor..
Yn: stop I'm the one who's sorry I should have eaten (you giggle)
Cindy; ye you should have but it's not your fault I get you struggle with it so we should support you
Alice: who's "we" you mean you
Cindy : ye I should help you get through your rough times and I'm sorry for not being their for you in the past and present
Yn: Awh thanks Cindy
Cindy: no problem