I'm suck a stupid idoit that screws up everything
I hurt my soul
I put fear in other hearts
Hurt those I can for
I'm idiot
I know I am
I'm stupid stinking idiot walking on a lane
Heeling the curb
Think of running away
To never be heard of again
I almost didn't once
from what was A 'harmless joke'
Locking me out
Not caring for my cries
To be let back in the house
I look around to see if could escape
so I started walking away almost out of view
Almost out of their reach
But you must have heard my foot steps going away
To find a new home
So them you open the door panicking and made me go back inside
Soon mom and dad came back to find me stuck in a chair
not knowing I had almost ran away or that my sisters locked me outside for hours
I had a cut from falling of the steps
Still bleeding so I lied saying it was from playing outside with them
Not from a attempted escape
I was almost free but now
I'm too attached to let y'all go
I'm stuck here for you to hurt me
I'm like a tick bomb
Tick
Tock
Tick
Tock
Goes the clock to tell the time I'm stuck at "home"
Searching for another way out
I seek my life
Not a place be hurt but to be loved