Unplanned Marriage 1.
"Mew Suppassit Joongcheeveevat, do you take, Gulf Kanawut Tripippattanapong, as your lawfully wedded husband in sickness and in health, in sorrow and in joy, in rich or poor"? The priest asked Mew, who robotically nodded his head as a yes.
"Gulf Kanawut Tripippattanapong, do you take, Mew Suppassit Joongcheeveevat, as your lawfully wedded husband in sickness and in health, in sorrow and in joy, in rich or poor"? The priest asked Gulf, who nodded his head too trying to stop his overflowing tears.
They both repeated their vows, slipped the rings and signed the papers by the registrar, that stated them husbands and husbands. But... Not out of love or happiness.
Their families were smiling only to hide the pain but the moment the ceremony ended, Gulf ran to his mother and started sobbing hard. "Mom. Mom... Thanitt. Momm". He was hiccuping making everyone cry. "Mom my baby Mom". He was wailing. In pain and agony. Mew saw all with empty eyes. He had shed enough tears that he had no mist left in his eyes. Blank, empty and lonley. It wasnt supposed to happen like this. It wasnt how he wanted it. Or how he planned it. He was happy. Very happy to marry the love of his life. His baby. His Tae. But.....
He and Thanitt, they were brothers. While Gulf was a younger brother to Tae, Mew's fiance. They had weaved so many dreams together. And the twist in their love life when Thanitt fell for Tae's younger brother, Gulf. Well, the parents were over the moon to turn their friendship into a relationship. They didnt wait any longer to arrange their wedding.
They had decided to cross drive. Mew was driving Gulf to the church, while Tae took Thanitt with him. But only 1 pair reached the venue on feet. Gulf fell into coma when he heard the heart breaking news of Tae and Thanitt ran into an accident. Thanitt lost his life on the spot, while Tae had few breaths left to talk to his brother and his fiance, for a promise. A promise to secure the future of the child growing inside Gulf's womb. He was pregnant 4 weeks with Thanitt's baby.
Mew.... Was lost. His brother was no more. His would be husband died in his arms. His wana be brother in law, in induced coma for the saftey of his and his baby's life. And he.... He was alone. He lowered his brother to the ground. He lowered his love to the ground, with just one string of strength to live. He was okay to take care of Gulf, but to get married to him? It wasnt easy to accept it. He tried to talk to all. He promised them to take care of Gulf, to even name the child. But.. No one agreed. Tae asked him to marry Gulf. And this was the only thing he couldnt do for Tae with love.
Gulf was even more in pain. At one point he even wanted to kill himself, he couldnt see Mew in his eyes when he got to know what his brother asked from Mew. Apart from the fact that he only loved Thanitt, he couldnt forget how madly Mew loved his brother. How passionate they were. How much they had planned for each other. And wasnt he himself the same? Didnt Thanitt love him like crazy? He remembered when he got to know about their baby, Thanitt was over the moon and that was the reason he quickly opted for the wedding because he didnt want the child birth after the wedding. He wanted his baby in a complete family and now...
Mew took Gulf after the dinner, to his home. He and Thanitt lived in the same home and they had no intentions to get separate ever. This was how much he loved his brother. They had not spoken a word since their vows. Not that they had any either. The house staff welcomed them with a forced smile and they left after making sure the masters had everything till next morning.
"I.. Uh... Am.. Am going to get fresh. Your luggage is arranged too. Get fresh and then rest. Want to eat something"? The first longest sentence in a week that Mew spoke to Gulf. Restrained, to the point. Warm and caring but not full of love. Gulf shook his head, but followed him to get fresh. He took a quick bath in Mew's room as it was supposed to be and changed into a comfy night suit, pondering to sleep or wait for Mew? And sleep with him in the bed? He paced around, biting his nails, looked at the closed door of the bathroom before leaving his bedroom.
Mew came out of the bathroom after a while. A warm bath helped him a bit to loosen up, but not much. He was holding back on every string not to break down in tears. He was missing Tae too much that he felt his heart would burst out.
"Do you... Gulf"? He looked around but Gulf wasnt in the bedroom. Instonctively his protective mode activated. Where could he go? He ran upstairs and downstairs, in the kitchen, lounge. No sign. He went upstairs to try his number but he heard faint sobs coming from the other room in the hallway. His feet halted. How could he forget? He felt someone put a weight of a thousand tons on his chest. He choked on his breath. He had to hold on the wall to stand on his feet or he would have fallen down.
Taking a few breaths, he managed to clear the pathway to breath before taking measured steps to Thanitt's room. He turned the knob as quietly as he could but his heart shattered in a million pieces to see Gulf sitting on the floor, surrounded by Thanitt's pictures and the toys they had bought for their baby. Lots of clothes scattered around and he himself was a mess.
"You liar. You cheater. You promised me you will stay with me. *hicc*. You left me when i needed you the most. You told me you would stay with me till we take the last breath. What should i do now? Kill myself too to meet you? How could you"? Gulf was crying in so much pain that Mew couldnt hold himself too. He went to kneel on the carpet with Gulf and pulled him in his arms. They had the same pain. They had the same loss. They both lost their loved ones. But may be his loss was a bit more than Mew. He had lost his dreams too. The dreams about their baby.
"Its okay Gulf. Thanitt would be watching over you. He must be worried for you. Your *gulp* child too. You need rest Gulf. Calm down". Mew wiped his own tears before wiping Gulf's. He gathered everything and put them on the table. Gulf looked at him with tear filled swollen eyes.
"Come. Take rest". Mew stretched his hand for Gulf to take him but he shook his head.
"I.. I wana sleep here... Please". He clasped his hands but Mew held his hands. He could relate to it. He nodded his head, helping him to stand and tucked in the bed. He made sure Gulf was properly covered and snuggled into Thanitt's pillow. Though he knew it would only stress Gulf, but he needed it.
"Wait for me". Mew said and left the room. He brought a glass of milk and a sedative that he found in Gulf's medicine box when his luggage was shifted here. "Here". He gave them to Gulf who looked at him with questioning eyes.
Mew sighed sitting on the bed besides him, "I am not stopping you to spend time here with Thanitt and your baby, but you have to take care of yourself. Its not good for your baby. Hmmm. Take this milk and medicine and sleep. You need rest. Sleep now". Gulf listened to him. He inhaled a shaky breath taking the medicine and milk and laid down. These brothers were caring to core. He blinked his eyes to clear the mist in his eyes and closed his eyes to try to sleep.
Mew waited for a while until Gulf fell asleep and then went to his own bedroom, keeping the doors ajar so that he may keep a check on Gulf. He stood by the window, litting a cigarette.
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'You know its not good to smoke. Especially at night'. Tae said wrapping his arms around him from behind. Mew smiled inhaling a long puff and exhaled in the air, outside. He quickly finished the stick and crushed the butt in the aishtray. Mew turned and pulled Tae closer, much closer for no air to enter.
'I was waiting for you'. Mew nuzzled his nose at the golden neck.
'I. Uh... Was working'. Tae breathed out. Mew smirked at the column of his neck. He knew it was Tae's weak point and no matter how much he hated the nicotine, he loved that breath lingering on his skin.
'Working.... Mhmmm'. Mew licked his ear before taking it all in his mouth. He sucked it, licked it good, rolling his tongue, making sure Tae was moaning and panting. And that what happened exactly when he pulled away.
'You .. Play foul'. Tae cupped his own ear. Breathing heavily.
'Ohhh. I love to play dirty to make you dirty. In the bed'. Mew winked and laughed when Tae punched his chest, blushing hard. Mew pulled him in his embrace and turned them to face the garden below. Tae looked at his left, taking in the side profile of his handsome boyfriend, and nuzzled his jaw to seek attention.
'Wha....'. Mew couldnt even ask when Tae ghosted his lips with his own. Kissing him soft. Mew sighed, opened his mouth for Tae to taste the tobacco that he disliked most, but strangely, he would always kiss Mew deep after he would smoke a stick. Mew let him, because, one, the kiss was always super breathtaking and second Tae knew to melt him in his arms. And as always he forgot the world outside those arms.
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Mew smiled and opened his eyes to lift Tae in his arms and throw him on his bed but... He was alone. There was no Tae. His arms were empty. His mouth was dry, no wetness of the saliva from that heavenly tasting mouth. He frantically looked around but no... No sign of a teasing Tae. He looked behind the doors, the bathroom. Their closet.
Tae.... He whimpered in pain.
He clutched his chest as if his heart was tearing apart. He screamed in his palm. He wanted to shout out. He wanted to yell out but he couldnt. Not when he knew Gulf had slept with so much difficulty. He could only curl into himself, hugging himself in his arms and cry. He let his tears flow down and didnt know when he fell asleep, on the carpet.
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Gulf woke up with a big smile. He always loved to wake up snuggling into Thanitt's pillow. It would soothe him, calm him.
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'Mmmhmmm Thaaaa. Am still sweeeepyyy'. Gulf complained pouting.
'Then sweeeep my baby Gupppieee'. Thanitt nuzzled his puff cheeks before kissing the pout repeatedly until Gulf started giggling. The wet hairs were ticklish on his neck but he coudlnt stop Thanitt, not when he was sucking marks on his neck while his hands were roaming on his body.
'Mnnnhhhh'. Gulf moaned, tilting his face to kiss Thanitt on lips. They were just turning and tossing on the bed although they wanted to do much more but Thanitt held himself. He knew Gulf was sore and he didnt want to make him walk limp because his brother and brother in law were sitting in the lounge waiting for them for breakfast.
'God.... Thats why i said we should have gone to our condo last night'. Thanitt huffed making Gulf giggle.
'We will. After dinner tonight okay'. Gulf winked and was successful to make him cheerful again, but that didnt stop Thanitt for assaulting his body.
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'Tha... Shopppppp'. Gulf whined cutely in a baby voice opening his eyes and there the reality slapped him hard. There would be no Thanitt ever to tease him early in the morning.
"Thanittttttttttt". He screamed so loud that it shook Mew who was making breakfast in the kitchen. Taking two steps at a time he rushed in Thanitt's bedroom to see Gulf writhing in pain.
"Gulf. Hey . Gulf... Gulffffff"....
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Uh oh. So much drama to come.
Well hey guys. New work. I know i know i have so much pending to complete but.. I couldnt stop myself when this idea pop up.
Will try to upload it asap. Love you all