Chapter 37
Lin Nuan didn't know when she got home, and she didn't even know how she spent the night.
She felt like she was in a vortex in the depths. She obviously tried her best to swim to the shore, but she just couldn't break free.
In the end, it can only get deeper and deeper.
Lin Yang didn't come back until the next morning. As soon as he got home, he immediately went to find Lin Nuan.
Lin Nuan was sitting in the room in a daze, she was still holding the hairpin that Pei Xu gave her. Although it was broken, this was the first gift Pei Xu gave her. After Pei Xu left yesterday, she still couldn't hold back and picked up the hairpin on the ground.
Lin Yang walked over and called out, "Nuan Nuan."
Hearing his voice, Lin Nuan finally recovered. She put the hairpin that had been broken in half on the dressing table, then turned to look at Lin Yang.
After not seeing each other overnight, she suddenly felt that Lin Yang was much stranger.
Lin Yang also frowned. He looked at Lin Nuan and asked, "Nuan Nuan, are you okay?"
Lin Nuan didn't answer, but just looked at him and asked, "Where's Chu Yufei?
" Home." Lin Yang replied.
"When did you two get together?" Lin Nuan asked again.
"Just for this period of time." Lin Yang said. Now that he had nothing to hide from Lin Nuan, he simply revealed everything.
However, his frankness made Lin Nuan feel stuck in his throat. She fell silent for a moment.
Seeing that she was silent, Lin Yang frowned and asked, "Nuan Nuan, is there any misunderstanding between you and Yu Fei?" This question has troubled him all night, and he really couldn't figure out why Lin Nuan saw him Being with Chu Yufei would have such a big reaction.
"There is no misunderstanding." Lin Nuan said truthfully, "I just don't want you to be together."
"Nuan Nuan." Hearing her answer, Lin Yang frowned even more. Just as he was about to say something, Lin Nuan interrupted -
"Brother, listen to me, break up with Chu Yufei, okay? She's not suitable for you!" Lin Nuan said.
As soon as she finished speaking, Lin Yang looked at her and asked, "How do you know that she's not suitable for me?"
Lin Nuan was stunned for a moment, and Lin Yang continued: "If you don't try some things, how will you know if they are suitable for you?" Is it suitable?"
"Brother." Lin Nuan called.
"Nuan Nuan, I don't know what kind of misunderstanding there is between you and Yu Fei, but I hope you can give her a chance and try to accept her." Lin Yang said.
"There is no misunderstanding." Lin Nuan became emotional, "I said that there is no misunderstanding between me and Chu Yufei! I just don't want you to be together!"
"Brother, just listen to me and tell her Break up, okay? Stay away from her, and don't have anything to do with her!" Lin Nuan was almost begging, and she almost told her about her past life.
But Lin Yang said: "I can't do it, Nuan Nuan." He looked at Lin Nuan, and said clearly and forcefully, "I love Yu Fei, I can't lose her."
Lin Nuan froze there, she It was like looking at Lin Yang without hearing what Lin Yang said clearly. It took a long time before she realized what Lin Yang said just now: I love Chu Yufei, and I can't lose her.
Tears suddenly blurred her eyes, but she held back them from falling. She looked at Lin Yang and asked: "Do you love her? Does she love you? Brother, there are some things you don't know at all, so don't get stuck anymore, okay?!" How could Chu Yufei love Lin Yang? The only one she loved from beginning to end was Lu Yicheng. Pei Xu did so many things for her in the previous life, but none of them could move her. So in this life, how could she give up Lu Yicheng for Lin Yang? She looked at Lin Yang, hoping that he could change his mind. But Lin Yang said at this moment: "Are you talking about something between her and Lu Yicheng?"
"You know?" Lin Nuan looked at him in disbelief.
Lin Yang didn't answer, but just smiled, with bitterness and helplessness in his smile.
Lin Nuan looked at Lin Yang almost like going crazy: "You know you're still with her?!"
Lin Yang's gaze darkened, he looked at Lin Nuan, and said after a long time, "They've already broken up. "
So what if we broke up, can you guarantee that she has forgotten him in her heart?" Lin Nuan asked.
Lin Yang didn't answer, he knew very well that the answer to this question was no. But so what? People who fall into the emotional world have always been irrational. He looked at Lin Nuan with firm eyes and said, "I don't mind, Nuan Nuan."
"As long as she can stay by my side and be my girlfriend, that's enough."
"Brother." Lin Nuan choked up, Her throat was astringent and her nose was sore, as if she was about to cry at any moment.
Lin Yang looked at her and continued: "Nuan Nuan, I really love Yu Fei. From the first time I saw her, I fell in love with her. So even though I know she has someone else in her heart, that Maybe I can’t replace people even if I spend my whole life, but I’m still stuck.”
“Maybe you still can’t understand what I’m talking about now, but one day in the future, you will also meet such a person, and you will You understand what I said." After Lin Yang finished speaking, he walked out of the room.
Lin Nuan stood there alone, her tears could not be held back at this moment. She had also met such a person who was desperate for him and worked hard for him. But in the end, what he got in exchange was bruises all over his body, his family was ruined, and even his own life was at stake. She doesn't want to see Lin Yang get hurt in this emotional world that doesn't belong to him, so she desperately wants to stop it all, but now it seems that she can't stop it at all. No matter how hard she tried, in the end, she could only watch the nightmare of her previous life getting closer and closer to her.
Lin Nuan went to the bar alone, she hadn't been to this kind of place for a long time, except for the one time in Japan, she had never been to such a place where the lights were on.
But today, she urgently needs alcohol anesthesia. Perhaps drunk, her pain would be lessened.
She drove to the bar alone, but as soon as she got out of the car, she saw a shaky figure walking out of the bar.
Although it was just a glance, Lin Nuan knew that that person was Lu Yicheng. He should be drunk, his whole face was full of drunkenness.
Lin Nuan didn't step forward, but just stood there.
Lu Yicheng didn't notice her either, but continued to walk forward after pinching his brow with his hand.
I don't know if it was Lin Nuan's illusion, but she always felt that Lu Yicheng's face was a little pale. Not the kind of whiteness after drunkenness, but the kind of paleness like sickness.
She stood there for a while, and when Lu Yicheng's figure gradually moved away, she also continued to walk towards the door of the bar.
However, as soon as she reached the door, she heard a screeching sound of brakes. Lin Nuan looked back and saw a black car parked in the middle of the road, and Lu Yicheng was standing in front of it. The distance between the car and the person is only about a centimeter, and they almost collided.
At this moment, the driver of the car came out and cursed: "Are you looking for death? Will you cross the road?!"
Lu Yicheng staggered, completely unaware of what happened.
Lin Nuan frowned, seeing that the driver of the car was about to hit someone, and Lu Yicheng had no intention of letting go, Lin Nuan hurried forward. She supported Lu Yicheng with her hand, then looked at the car driver and said, "I'm sorry, my friend drank too much, he didn't mean it."
Hearing what she said, the car driver couldn't do anything more , leaving a sentence: "Take care of your friend, don't let him run on the horse and scare you!" and left.
Lin Nuan helped Lu Yicheng to the side, looked at him and asked, "Are you okay?"
Lu Yicheng didn't answer, his breathing was a little heavy at this moment.
Lin Nuan frowned, and she tried to call out again: "Lu Yicheng?"
Lu Yicheng still didn't speak, he probably didn't know where he was or what he was doing. Just looking at Lin Nuan, his eyes were a little blurred.
In the next second, he suddenly lost his center of gravity and leaned towards Lin Nuan.
Before Lin Nuan could react, Lu Yicheng had already collapsed on top of her.
Lin Nuan hugged Lu Yicheng and asked over and over again: "Lu Yicheng? What's wrong with you, Lu Yicheng?"
Lu Yicheng didn't answer her, but just leaned on Lin Nuan's shoulder.
Only then did Lin Nuan realize that Lu Yicheng's body was burning hot, obviously sick.
She supported Lu Yicheng, and walked towards her car with difficulty.
Pei Xu was standing outside the hospital with his mobile phone. He wanted to call Lin Nuan and ask how she was doing.
Although last night, he said to Lin Nuan: I won't bother you anymore. But he couldn't do it after all.
He spent the whole night, but he couldn't let himself relax. He pressed Lin Nuan's cell phone number on the screen with his fingertips, and before he dialed it, he saw a car stop at the hospital gate.
Pei Xu was very familiar with that car, so even with just a glance, he knew who the owner of that car was.
His gaze tightened slightly, and sure enough, a moment later, he saw Lin Nuan stepping out of the car. Her expression was in a hurry...
Pei Xu was about to step forward when she saw Lin Nuan help a person from the back row.
That person is none other than Lu Yicheng.
Pei Xu's gaze suddenly tightened.
Lin Nuan helped Lu Yicheng, and walked towards the hospital with some difficulty. She didn't notice at all that someone was watching her from behind her.
Lin Nuan's figure quickly disappeared from Pei Xu's sight, and Pei Xu's eyes darkened at this moment.
He looked at the direction where Lin Nuan had just left, and felt as though something was pressing down on his chest, making it hard for him to breathe.
He should have known earlier that the person Lin Nuan loved was Lu Yicheng. Even though she is determined to stay away from him in this life, her feelings for Lu Yicheng will not change.
She once loved him so much, how could she forget him so easily in this life?
Pei Xu didn't know how long he had stood in the snow, but when snowflakes fell from the sky, he turned around slowly and left.