2 Days Left
The blades of sunlight slowly entered the room, both zen and lizzie sleeping peacefully in eachother's embrace.
Zen woke up feeling guilty and sad remembering that there are 2 days left before she leaves.
But she pushes those thoughts away, and look at the angel infront of her sleeping beautifully.
Zen carefully caresses lizzie's face, cherishing and remembering everything that hey have done together.
Zen let out a few tears fall, wich woke lizzie up.
"What's wrong doof?" the older girl said to the younger one worried, "Oh uhm there's nothing wrong" zen denied wiping her tears. "Look at me" lizzie said softly " I know there's something wrong, those tears gave it away. Don't hide them from me" the blonde said softly turning zen's head to look at her. "I- i'm sorry, It's just that there's this problem bothering me" zen said followed by another tear drop.
"Oh honey" lizzie said bringing zen for a more tighter comforting hug that made zen burst out to tears. Seeing zen look so sad broke lizzie mentally and physically.
"Its gonna be okay, Im here for you" lizzie whispered to the crying girl "t thank you liz" zen said with her voice trembling.
"C'mon wipe those tears away, lets make breakfast now" lizzie said wiping zen's tears away, "Okay" zen said carefully looking at lizzie, her eyes still glistening with tears.
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Cooking breakfast was finished, now they're eating. "Why were you crying earlier zen?" lizzie couldnt help but ask the question, zen was taken a back by the question her whole body tensed "uhm uhh why- why do you ask?" zen couldnt answer straightly "C'mon zen, I'm worried for you. You havent been that talkative much lately, I know that somethings wrong"
"w-well its nothing that serious, uh- uhm my dog died in the philippines, thats all" zen told a big lie to cover up the truth, lizzie seemed unconvinced but let it slip because she doesnt want to push zen further. Knowing that zen will eventually tell her the truth.
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Afternoon eventually came and both of them are at the park watching the sunset, cuddled up together while eating some snacks that they brought. Here they are enjoying the moment while they can, Zen eventually fell asleep in lizzie's embrace.
(in this part zen is dreaming)
I was walking in the house when lizzie called my name, "yes bug, do you need anything?" I went to see her in the living room, she looked at me and when i saw her face i was shocked to see her red puffy eyes with tears stains all over her cheeks.
I bolted as fast as lightning could ever go and wiped her tears away, "why are you crying chase, who did this to you?" she took a deep breath and shakingly answered my question "Y-you d-did -t-his t-to ME!" she shouted, i was surprised.
"H-huh i- idid did this?" I questioned her again, "Why didnt you tell me, i thought we would never keep secrets from eachother?" at this point i was just shaking, how did she know? "oh dont play the victim here, lets just get straight to the point." she wiped her remaining tears bitterly. "I thought you were different, but no you are just like the others. Your gonna leave me, all alone" and with that lizzie went outside to her house "I- icant beleive that i ruined what we had" i cried my heart out, i would never ever forgive myself for doing this to her.
(end of dream)
Zen bolted awake from lizzie's hug, with sweat and tears all over her face. Lizzie was surprised and alarmed with zen suddenly waking up like that, "Whats wrong zen?" she hurriedly comforted the crying girl "I im so sorry, I- ididnt mean to keep it from you" zen cried, her head hung low "huh, keep what from me zen?" the older girl was confused " I- iknow i shouldve told you this earlier. b-but i-im.." zen couldnt tell her straightly, she broke down again tears, lizzie just took zen in her embrace to try and calm down the crying girl, "shh its okay its okay, im here zen" lizzie comforted zen till she stopped crying and can talk more straightly.
"What were you gonna tell me earlier zen?" lizzie questioned
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"Before I tell you promise me to Please don't get angry or sad, with what I'm about to say ok liz?" Zen softly said holding Lizzie's hands. Lizzie nodded slowly starting to be anxious patiently waiting for what zen was about to say.
"Ok uhm... I can't hide this from you anymore I'm so sorry Liz" Zen sniffled, her tears falling again "T-theres 2 days left before, I- I leave" Zen said and at that moment Lizzie's heart shattered into a million pieces. Tears in her eyes start welling up falling into her precious face, "N-no that can't be happening zen" Lizzie said tightening her hold on zen's hands "Please tell me your joking" Lizzie begged until her voice gave out, Zen couldn't say anything as she has never seen Lizzie this broken before.
All zen could say was "I'm sorry", Lizzie had enough sha harshly pulled her hands away from zen and stood up running away. Her tears still falling as she passed The trees, she ran and ran until she couldn't anymore.
Lizzie's pov-
After hearing those words Zen said, I begged And begged for her to stay and all she could do was nod no and kept saying I'm sorry. I couldn't stand it anymore, I'm a crying wreck now.
I really should've known from the start that this wasn't gonna end well, I know I shouldn't have left her there but I was just so overwhelmed and I couldn't stand it so I ran and ran as fast I could.
I stopped when I couldn't anymore, I look at the place where my feet led me.
I cried more when I saw that it Led me to my house, I got to my house porch and sat down I started to see the day when I first saw zen. Them moving in and her waving to me, oh how I wish I could go back to that moment.
I was brought back into the real world when my mom opened the door and see me crying my heart out, "Oh sweetie what happened, I thought you were with zen?" My mom asked worriedly "W-wel I was until s-she said to me that-that she was l-leaving" I sobbed more and more.
My mother brought me into her embrace, "Oh honey it must be hard for you right now, But I know that zen didn't want this to happen to she had no choice darling" my mom said as she patted my back
"Where is she now Hun?" I looked at my mom and said "She's still at the park, I-i didn't mean to but I left her there mom".
"Ok honey, I'll go get her. You should go rest now you'll talk with zen tomorrow, ok liz" I just nodded and said a thank you before I went inside and cried myself to sleep.
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No one's pov-
Lizzie's mom got at the park and looked for zen, she looked and looked until she found zen looking at the sunset.
She approached zen and sat beside her, "Lizzie said your leaving" Lizzie's mom softly said to zen who was startled a little bit "Oh uhm hi, I I'm so sorry. I didn't mean any of this to happen" zen had her head hung low, "it's okay sweetie, I understand that you didn't want this to happen either but you should go home now it's getting late" Lizzie's mom said lifting zen's head up "ok, but please tell Lizzie I'm sorry because she probably wouldn't want to see me" Zen said as she stood up offer a hand to Lizzie's mom "ok I will sweetie, now let's get this cleaned up so we could go home".
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They got home and mama J sent zen to her house, and she went to her own house.
Mama J entered the house and went upstairs to check Lizzie, she opened the door to Lizzie's room and saw Lizzie sleeping with puffy eyes.
"Oh my poor baby, it'll be alright sweetie. I know that you two are gonna meet again, just wait until the time you two reunite. Goodnight darling sweet dreams" she kissed the crown of Lizzie's head and closes the light before quietly making her way out if Lizzie's room.
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Zen's pov-
I'm such a bad friend, I ruined our friendship, all that we have is gone now I hate that I have to leave her.
She didn't deserve any of this, I'm so sorry Liz.
I promise you, I'll do anything to see you again.
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(A/N)-Hi everyone long time no update, hehehehehe I'm sorry for that but I promise to update more frequently anyways happy reading everyone-xy out