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Sid is in dargah with Anuj n his princess
he is way too happy today.....today his Hayaat shows some improvement in her health....
he is shaking from inside.... whenever his mind play that scene when she move her fingers when he ask her to do....
he loves her so madly...
she is his reason of existence.....
he didn't know after his revenge what will he do with his life....he have only one moto....to finish his enemy
the one who destroy him....
the one who is responsible for his recent life.... because of that person he choose this route
sometimes he hate himself coz he knows whatever he is doing is wrong but he also knows that people only bent infront of power
n that's why he choose be with rehman Bhai....choose to be a dangerous goon...
but God already send someone in his life to stop him to do bad with others....
god already decided to give him his peace after his long wait....
his god send the beautiful reason in his life to live happily
his hayaat....his Shehnaaz
but he is so frustrated coz of his feelings
yes he admitted that he like her....
yes he love to stare her...
that was his just 4th time to look her beautiful face....
but still his heart is clear that he like her.....
she is extremely beautiful girl for his eyes....like seriously shehnaz have such a innocent look on her face that anyone can fall for this beauty
her slight chubby cheeks... always gets pinkish whenever she walks for while
her not so slim body makes his breath uneven.....her curvy body makes his heartbeat fasten
his mind always stop him to think about her like this way...plus he think that she is imam's daughter.....n imam is his key to find his enemy....
that's why mind is stopping him to not feel for her like this way....
but heart already surrender infront of her beauty
he likes that feeling he get after just looking her....
he drink alot that day... battling with his feelings but ended up by confessing that yes
...he like her
that day she stop him to bit that DK's man
his rival...
he smiles slightly while thinking that how he suddenly stop n lost when he look at her....
while doing the prayers he lost in memories
Flashback
he is now in gym
loading the different machine n equipment from dealer....gym owner give him this work to handle....
he is feeling calm inside coz he accepted his feelings....still stick on the " liking " word but atleast he accepted it on sake of his poor heart
it takes few days to accept him....
he really fought a hard battle with his mind n heart
mind is warning him ...that he don't have his life's guarantee... how on earth he risk her life coz of him.....
he fear to get closer to anyone...
but heart.....he is yearning to have someone near him....
someone for whom he live.... basically he want reason to live life....
n he somehow know she is going to become that reason....for him
when he is struggling to avoid her....he hurt himself alot in this days...
unnecessarily shouting on raghav...... taking out his frustration on some other man's who is not working properly for his Bhai ...rehman....
Rehman is still underground....so as Sid n raghav
but have to handle the work...n coz of his distrub mindset he got angry easily in this days....
but once he accepted he like her n will not stop to gaze her....he automatically feel peace.....
he loves to look her without blinking eyes.....
he is ready to tie her up infront of his eyes n gaze her continuously
yes he lost his heart.....
he is slightly smiling while acting to find something in his gym bag....
Sid's pov
itne din nazre utha ke bhi nahi dekha uss tarf....aur nahi rok sakta khudko.....jab tak dil na bhar jaye....tab tak dekhunga....
he look to his phn...time is 3:30 it's her time to go back home....
from her job place....
he don't wanna miss this chance...
he hurridly lock the gym ... sit on his bike....
fastly drive towards the school route....
he stand infront of building....
children some teachers are leaving.....
he is getting impatient....start to tap fingers on bike....
looking too hot in his gym clothes....well built biceps are on display....
some other girls who works there drool over him....
he knows they are starting but royally ignore....
his eyes desperately want to see her face only.....
his lips murmur
Shehnaaz....kaha ho....
almost everyone left the place....few are standing near gate.... it's almost 3:55 still she didn't come outside
he furrow his brows but his phn start to ring.....
it was.... raghav
he received n utter without listening
Sid :- badme raghab busy hu
Raghav :- lekin zaruri hai
Sid :- bol...
raghav :- aayan Bhai gadbad ho gaya hai
Sid :- matlab
raghav :- wo harami Raju....dhoka derela hai rehman Bhai ko
Sid :- kya kiya usne
raghav :- aap Milo abhi batata hu
Sid :- safe nahi h...phn pe hi bol...
raghav :- usko jo kam diya tha rehman Bhai ne.... mirza builders ko tapkana tha....jo unka Paisa de nahi rahe the....
Sid :- toh
raghav :- toh kya Raju ne party badal di...mirza builders ki tarf chala gaya hai....aur usko Bhai ki bahot si bate pata hai....wo khatra ban sakta hai
Sid punch his fist on Petrol tank on his bike...
he hate liers n cheaters
raghav :- rehman Bhai ne bola hai apko sambhalne ab ye...
Sid :- hmm...kidhar milega ye haramkhor
raghav :- apun ke khabri ne pata Kiya ki wo dargha ke road pe hai abhi....
Sid cut the phone....
n start his bike in anger but stop for second n look the main gate of school...
no one is there....
he thought may be she didn't come today....
he have another way to see her...but now his work is important...
he fastly goes towards the dargha road
at school.....
Pooja :- chal na Shehnaz ghar...baki ka decoration kal krte hai
.
Shehnaaz is nearly making the paper fan... actually there was a function in the school day after tomorrow so they are working still after school hours
n they are preparing for that...
Shehnaaz nods tiredly...
both take there bags...n goes outside
Pooja :- chal tuze chod du ghar....
Shehnaaz :- nahi...aj dargha jana hai....dua krni thi....m chali jaungi....bye...
Pooja smiles....she knows Shehnaaz is worried about her marriage with Javed....
she is not talking all happily in school also... don't want to go that place so deliberately staying in school for extra time.....
from past few days she lost herself in that stress
Pooja :- sab thik hoga...dar mat...mere khayal se tu bat krke dek tere uss uncle ko...
Shehnaaz had tears in her eyes....n nod in no
Shehnaaz :- himmat nahi hai...
her voice cracked....
jinke ghar itne din rahi hu...jinhone khayl rakha...unko mana kaise karu....aur abbu bhi...
n she look otherside to hide her emotions
Pooja rub her arms
Pooja :- shhh.... Don't worry
Shehnaaz nods n wipe her cheeks...n smile sadly
tieing her burkha....
Shehnaaz :- m thik hu....ab jo bhi karenge wo mere malik khud karenge.....chal bye....kal milte hai
Pooja also nods n Shehnaz moves towards the dargha
Sid was already on that route from last 30 minutes he is finding that Raju...
n his eyes land on that man
Raju at paan shop
Raju :- ek cigarette de re
n before he take in his hand... tight punch land on his left cheek....
the force of punch made Raju fall on floor....
others stand n look at him
paan stall man look otherside n his eyes widen
aayan bhaiii
he murmur
stall man :- sa...sa
.salam walekum bhai
Sid simply nod him
n bend to grab raju's collar...who is still in shock what just happened wid him....
Sid :- dhoka dega kutte....
Raju holding his left cheek ... blood is coming from his mouth...
Raju greeted teeth
Raju :- ha toh kab tak rehman Bhai ke talwe chatu...
aage badna tha muze.....
Sid :- toh dhoka dega
Sid bang his head on his forehead making his vision almost blur...
Sid hold his back collar n push him towards the auto stand...
he want to take him on there old place...
n bit him till he beg for his life
other man to stall man :- ye kya ho raha h
man :- aayan Bhai ka mamla hai chup raho ..warna uske bad tumhare number
that man gulp saliva looking Sid punching in raju's stomach....
n go from there
all public is standing n looking Sid
Raju freed his collar from Sid n punch him on Sid's nose
that didn't affect him...but how he dare to touch him.... specially his face....
his anger had no limits
Sid take pot from nearby fastfood stall
n harshly bit on his head
Raju is now going to fall but one man come from back running
n push sidharth
he straddle on his place coz of sudden push
that man have gun
mirza 's man
here to rescue Raju from dangerous aayan Bhai
man :- bhag bhag yaha se....tere sath m bhi marunga....
he hold raju's hand n start to run towards dargha
Sid got angry n run after them
few people start to run here n there coz other man fire the gun in air
in chaos Sid lost them....
but he saw Little that they entered in dargha
Sid run n enter inside
taking High breathe....no one trick him before...once person caught by him...he will bit them Brutally n then leave that person
n here Raju dare to run....that hurt his goons side ego
there Shehnaaz is already inside
head is covered in her hijab....
looking soo pretty...fair skin becomes slight red...coz she come by walking
she just turn when Sid enter inside n looking here n there to find that two man
but stop in his way....
coz oh my dear God....the feeling.... freaking same whenever he looks her
that rise in his heart n he stop for minute
he is feeling so surreal inside in his heart
that pure bliss he suddenly got in this place.....
he gulp saliva n try to calm his heart
Raju n that man hiding behind the wall
Raju :- ye dhund lega toh mar dega...kuch kar
that man also knows aayan Bhai n his anger .....
almost every mafia want Sid in there gang........
that man again fire the gun in air....
n that sound make chaos in that place...
evryone start to run
kazi :- ya allah bandook wo bhi dargha me.... astagfirullah
people are sacred n start to run here n there shouting loudly
Shehnaaz who is sitting infront of Allah....n sobing slightly n asking him to solve her life's problem...
open her eyes listening gun sound....
she is also scared don't know what to do ....
somehow stand on her place n look here n there
there is too much rush today...
she pushed by some ladies n she fall on floor...
one lady put foot on her small palm go
Shehnaaz wince in pain n in other second she pulled by someone from floor ...
one strong body built man push some man who is running beside shehnaz n pull her to stand...n that man push her in one corner....
that is sidharth.....
when he stop coz of instant peace he felt....his eyes unknowingly start to search Shehnaaz instead of Raju n that man...
his heart is saying she is here...
he literally run on that area n looking evry girl finding out that is Shehnaz is really here...
Raju saw his searching there...he thought Sid is finding him
n his eyes finally found her....
n he stood rooted on his place
taking High breathe coz running
unknowingly eyes become soft...his eyes are desperately finding something some minutes before n now is calm...
his heart utter her name
Shehnaaz
he just stare her continuously standing exactly infront of her...
he saw every feature of her face neatly this time....
she is closing her eyes so don't know who is staring her ...
Sid frown when she start to sob infront of God....
his heart feels strong pain there....like someone harshly punch on his chest...
he don't know just want to hd her....n wipe her tears....
he again whisper this time little louder
shehnnaazz
his lips are moving perfectly when he take her name....
Shehnaaz feels strong air pass by her... n suddenly some soothing feeling she get...
don't know what's that....
n in other moment all chaos start
Sid is also pushed by some mans
but his eyes still stuck on her
she is looking like small rabbit who is scared n looking here n there with fear full eyes
Sid want to hold her tightly in his arms...safe n secure
he try to go towards her direction to protect her
n when saw someone push her n she fall
he this time loudly shout
shehnnnnnnaaaazzzz
his own heart thundered with the amazing feeling when he utter her name
n he also saw someone crush her soft beautiful palm while running
he greeted his teeth n push others n goes near her
grab her arm n push her towards backside wall....press her on wall
she shut her eyes with sudden force
n Sid's heart almost stop to beat....
he would lie if he say he didn't want like to hold her like this forever
he is looking her from so...so..so near like there faces are inches apart
she unknowingly fist his shirt....by both her palms
Sid's mind caught this action by her
he just looking her face n move one hand which is holding her arm..move towards his chest n put his palm over her fist
n squish her palm in his strong one
for sometime he forgot where they are...what is happening around
someone push Sid from back n he pressed on her torso
but didn't crush her...rested his elbow on wall eitherside of her
his forehead by mistake touch her
this is first time he touched her...or see her from so close
he is soooo soo feeling contained
n she open her eyes slowly
n look the person who save her
her breath stuck.. don't know why...may coz of proximity
she look her palm n his palm over her
Sid is now lost in her eyes
they are so... beautiful
she try to freed her palm coz she is scared to hell
she want run from here
n Sid hold her arms tightly she stop her struggle
Sid nods in no....
Shehnaaz eyes start to flow tears....
but landed on his face where little blood is coming from the corner of his nose....
she widen her eyes n anxiety strike her
forehead is sweaty....she see his knuckles also have blood
surroundings shouting make her mind more block
n her vision got blur....
she slowly loose her body in his hold....n slowly closing her eyes
Sid :- shh... Shehnaaz
he whispered slightly
n pull her body on his
now wrapped arm around her waist n patted her cheeks
till now she completely fainted....
her head hang at back n knees fall down
Sid is worried for her
till now Raju n that man going to run from there but caught by police
maulvi sahab call it immediately
maulvi :- giraftar karlo in kambakhto ko....tah umra kaid khane m rakhna....dargha m bandook leke ghusenge ye bigdi hui nasal
tauba tauba
police nods n take them from dargha
here Sid is holding shehnaz's body in his arms
he also bent on knees holding her
looking here n there
one lady n kazi sahab come there
that lady splash water from her bottle
maulvi sahab....
look Shehnaaz neatly
maulvi :- ye toh imam sahab ke sath aa chuki hai...
Sid listen this n got concious
this is not right time to be there holding her
that lady hold Shehnaaz
n Sid stand up n sneakily move towards back gate but stand there hiding himself
once she will go all safe then he will also move
maulvi make call to imam
imam :- ji kaise yad kiya
m bas aa hi raha tha ibadat krne...raste m hu
maulvi :- aap thoda jaldi aa jaye...masla ho gaya hai
imam :- kya bat hai maulvi sahab
maulvi :- yad h ek bar ek ladki bhi aai thi apke sath ...wo yaha behosh ho gayi hai...jaldi aa jaye aap
imam widen his eyes...
imam :- kya Shehnaaz....m bas aaya
n he come there while running
till now Shehnaaz got her consciousness...
lady :- pani pio dar gayi hogi
Shehnaaz is looking here n there to find someone
she is breathing abnormally
maulvi sahab see her
maulvi :- ghabrao nahi...allah ke darbar me kuch galat nahi hota....jo hota hai accha hi hota hai....
imam come there n thanks maulvi sahab n hold Shehnaaz
Sid saw this....
maulvi :- itne din aaye nahi aap
imam :- darasal kam ke sil sile me bhar gaya tha...abhi aaya hu...kamiyabi mili toh socha dargha aa jau....pata nahi tha yaha ye sab ho gaya
Shehnaaz is looking to floor n just thinking about the person who save her
imam :- chale beti
Shehnaaz nods
n they move towards the main gate
n Sid finally goes from there
all the way smiling broadly
the smiling sidharth is look so damn hot , handsome n cute togetherlly
he still can't believe he hold her....he freaking stare her for almost 20 minutes continuously
he is so happy.... silently thanks allah for giving this peace to his restless heart
imam turn n say to maulvi
imam :- aap se dusri bhi bat krni thi...darasal... Shehnaaz ka nikaah Tay kiya hai Javed se
maulvi knows everything that one girl in imam's house is orphan n helpless
maulvi :- accha hai...khuda ne hi kaha hai bebas ko sahara dena uski ibadat krne jaisa hai....
Shehnaaz feels gut wrenching pain listening this
imam :- ji...toh bas Ghar aaiyega...iss sil sile m bat krni hai
maulvi nods n they left
Sid didn't listen this part
n Shehnaz silently shed tears listening this
PRESENT
Sid complete his prayers n left meher wid Anuj who are clicking pictures outside
Sid is standing on that same place where he hold her for first time....push her on wall...how there body pressed against each other that day....
that extreme happiness rush in his veins that day....
he still remember each n evrything
his heart rate again go uneven.... whenever he recall there meeting in dargha....
he touch that wall move his fingers slightly where he push her on wall
n smile
meher :- dadda....
Sid :- haa meri jaan...come
mehr come running n Sid pick her in his arms
Sid didn't believe he is standing on that same place with there daughter... where he touch his Hayaat for first time
meher :- mumma ki yad aa rahi hai Ghar chale....
mehr utter cutely wid pouty lips
Sid chuckled n kiss her forehead
Sid :- jo hukum princess
n mehr smiles brightly
she loves when her dadda call her princess....
on the way towards car mehr tell her father what she ask from God...
n Sid is paying full towards her talk
he stop n turn n finally look to the almighty
n thanks again for giving the Shehnaz...meher to him...
n also thanking that today his love show improvement....
now he ask his to give his Hayaat fully to him safe n fine
n he will come there wid her.... holding there daughter's hand...
they sitted in car...
mehr is on his lap...he is driving
Anuj is beside him
n Sid's phn rang
it's nurse
he hurriedly answer
Sid :- ha what
he is feeling that something is wrong
nurses would never call him until it's emergency
nurse ': sir..sir...madam ki pulse rate suddenly drop ho rahe hai....we called doctor plz come soon
n here his heart stop for a second
his eyes red from corner
he will die if something happens to her...
he knows he have daughter to look after but he will literally finish himself if she left him...he was little selfish in this...but he want someone when she is with him...if she left him he will also left this world
he is that much crazy for her...
it doesn't mean he didn't care for his daughter but he can't do anything...he will die without her n he knew this for sure....
" agar wo hai toh sab hai...agar wo nahi toh kuch nahi "
Sid gently put fastly shift meher in anuj's lap
Anuj :- kya hua...
Sid hand is shivering....
eyes got blur...
he finding difficulty to take breath
he pull break
Sid :- ni...nic..niche utar
Anuj do what told to him
Sid with shaking legs Move towards passenger sit...take meher in his arms
Sid :- tu..tu drive kar
he knows he is not in good State to even sit properly...he can't drive...
Anuj understand something is serious he nods ..
n start the car
Sid :- bahot fast chala....
he utter with seriousness to Anuj
n he nods
mehr is tired so she slowly sleep placing her head on her father's chest....
Sid Cup her one cheek n kiss on her head for 3 to 4 times
he is shifting in his sit.... biting his thum knuckles
eyes are ready to shed tears coz of fear
he hug meher even tightly
Sid :- kahi nahi Jane dunga usko princess i promise....
ja hi nahi sakti wo muze chodke...
he utter loud enough to listen bu Anuj
his eyes also teary watching this much of love
he never ever.... means never everrr see sidharth Nanda like this....
Anuj as much as fast drove the car
once he pull break infront of the mansion
Sid hurriedly open door n almost running taking mehr in arm enter inside ...
Seema :- wo didi
Seema almost utter in cracked voice
Sid hand over mehr n like manic run towards his room.... skipping 3 steps at a time...
his heart is whispering only one thing
she will not go anywhere....wo janti hai mai mar jaunga ...
he pushed door....
n saw doctors are covering his wife....
his heart is pumping loudly
he take High steps...
n doctor give him side...
the moment his eyes fall on her pale face...
he sob slightly
the biggest mafia...from whom anyone can feared...is looking his wife like small kid look there mother when they come back home
he sit beside her n fist thing is do to entwined his fingers with her Little cold one...
her eyes are closed...
n he whisper
Sid :- jaanaaaaa....
he call her so freaking lovingly...
that nurse sob looking his State....they everyday saw his craziness for his Ill wife....
they used to talk about the couple.....like how this strict man becomes small kid infront of his wife
Anuj is also there n have tears in his eyes... praying for him
doctor also feel bad for him...n figuring out what happen her suddenly
Sid pull her fingers to his lips
n pressed tight kiss on them... closing his eyes n his tears shed on her fingers
again whisper
Sid :- baccha plzzzz...no....
he is asking her to don't leave him... alone
he somehow know this she will not leave him....
she didn't even for once deny him for anything he asked for....she always fulfill demands of her ziddi shauhar
she never say no to him
but he scared to hell today
he will burn whole world if she even think to left him...
doctor :- she is little normal than before mister Nanda...we give her injection through saline
Sid :- she...she will not leave me na
he still touching her fingers on his eyes...his eyes are closed...
sitting almost rubbing his thighs on her side....he is literally scared
he ask soooo innocently to doctor
thay also don't know what to give answer
doc :- ummm her heart rates are slightly normal...we have to wait until medicine show its fully effect
but she is out of danger...
n his breath that stuck inside his throat is now released
nurses n anju go outside along with doctor
Anuj ask all 3 doctor to stay here for sometime n they agree...they have to otherwise the mafia aayan anytime woke up n burn entire world if something happens to his Hayaat
Sid slowly open his teary eyelids
n look her face
while looking her his eyes again shed tears...
his mind flash that dreadful night infront of his eyes
he shivered
he while looking her start to kiss her each fingers that entwined with him..
after each kiss he is whispering plzz to her... asking her to not leave him
he kiss on her saline drip...
Sid :- plz
he touch her knuckles by resting his forehead on them....
Sid :- n sob slightly
last 15 minutes are like hell for him
he move closer to her body n put his forehead below her chest
nuzzled his nose there n rub his forehead.....
Sid :- sochna bhi mat muze chodke jane ka....
m nahi Jane dene wala tuze kahi bhi....
mar jaunga yar.....
n on last line his voice cracked
Sid :- aur tu ye janti hai....
agar Jana hi hai na...toh sath leke chal plzzzzz
his eyes are denying to stop the tears
Sid :- plz mat sata muze meri jaan.....jo saza dena hai de...lekin ye wali....bilkul nahi.......
he now rub his cheeks on her upper belly
n pray for her health....
one thought come in his mind that why on earth she is suffering this....just wish that on her place he would be there ..
n then another thought come in mind...
she always said...to sidharth
" tum bahot strong ho....agar tumko thoda bhi kuch hua na m toh ussi pal sasse rok dungi "
yes he knows she is not that strong....if he was there in her place....then she would die till now....she is way too soft hearted girl...
after few minutes of silence....
he was still resting his cheek on her belly
he put other palm which don't have saline drip...put on his head
he miss her fingers in his thick hairs.....
she used to move her fingers in his hairs like everytime he hug her....
he heart rate are fully normal
n she slowly move her index finger
n that touch his back neck...
his eyes widen....
n he slowly pull up his head n look her
n that machine
it showing her heart rate are now increasing like before whenever he is near her...
he again look Shehnaaz
n kiss on her that fingers
Sid bend n cup her face....
n without thinking anything put his lips on her
he got mad for sometime
he take out his tongue n lick her both the lips....
he want her warmth.....
he nuzzled his nose on her jawline
Sid :- i love meri jaan....
i love you
he dig his face in her crook of neck ...n give her wet kiss
he rest his head on her chest n listen her heartbeat....
Sid :- meri jaan hai tu....m pagal hoga tha baccha...sacchi
he again utter too cutely to her .....
he wake up...n wipe her face n his face ..
he call doctifor final checkup
they assure him that she is fine
Sid :- hu...hua kaise ye sab
he call nurses also
nurse :- jab hum the sab normal tha ..fir achanak ma'am high breathe lena start kr diye...
n fir dekha ke heart rate down ho gaya hai...like almost blank line
his heart thudd
listening this...
he made his heart understand that his heart also stop till now if her heart stop to beat...
she is fine...she will never ever leave him...he didn't allow her...
doc :- may be she is stressing herself out...like trying to push herself to work her brain properly n that stress increase her breathing rate
Sid look his jaan neatly
how much she is suffering...why he is still alive....he can't see her like this...
she is doing this for him n meher.....
she is also going through with so much of pain n stress ....
he atleast talk with meher n play wid her to feel calm. but she....
she is fighting the actual battle...n most tough one....
he sighed n doctor left after prescription giving to Sid for shehnaz
guide him what he have to do if that happens again...
he listen neatly
he will not leave her alone for any reason now onwards
all left.....
Sid take his clothes from cupboard
n change there only... looking her face n machine simultaneously
changing
it's like...kahi aur dekha toh kuch ho na jaye ..that much he got scared
he call seema n ask to feed meher n if she cry then drop her in tere room
Seema said yes
she take care of meher
Sid put his head on pillow looking to her face
his thumb is rubbing her skin on her neck ..n jawline
he is mad for her
he move closer n nuzzled his face in her face side
he put her palm on his heart...
Sid :- jaana itna stress mat le ....... tuze jab aana h mere pass wapas tab aa...aur saza dene hai muze de....lekin chodke mat ja....
n kiss her on her ear
his eyes close n he goes in slumber
that night he didn't sleep well
after every freaking 1 hr he woke up with nightmare n look her machines neatly...that showing she didn't left him alone....
he didn't sleep just kissing her fingers sometime or sometime forehead....
let's see what will happen in next part
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