Somebody tell me, is this for real?
Am I not sleeping? This is no dream?
Can you tell me how you can heal?
How you can manage? How you still feel?
Because I feel like falling apart
I can't handle this troubled heart
I'm wishing for so many things
I'm wishing that I'd be a part
A part of something completely new
Maybe, a bigger part of you
A part of something shifting,
Something different, something new
How do you manage to hold on to this life?
Even when it's dark, how do you not let go?
It's not like you're religious,
So where do you go?
I'm wishing for that special somebody
Who'll listen and who'll care
Who'll tend unto my every need
Who'll be there when I'm scared
It may not be the one I want
Due to factors in my life
But I pray that I'll be satisfied
When I'll marry my... wife...?