Farah/Reader
Farah's PoV:
As soon as she starts nibbling on my ear, it is my undoing, I need her and I need her right now! As I can feel the wetness between my legs starting to build, she starts placing kisses behind my ear, kissing downwards to my jawbone just below my ear, she stayed there for a moment or so, before kissing her way down to my neck.
I throw my head back and to the side a little, granting her more access to my neck as she continues to kiss, lick and biting my neck, I know I will have red marks when she is done devouring me.
I remove my hands from her hair, placing them at the side of me on the desk as I get onto my tiptoes trying my best to sit on the desk, realising what I'm trying to do, y/n with her hands still on my hips, takes a small step back, lifting me up onto the desk, we are both looking into each other's eyes with love and lust.
y/n go's to step closer to me, however I stop her by placing one of my hands on her chest right between her breasts, stopping her, giving her my best sexy smirk, before opening my legs, I than slowly move my hand that was on her chest upwards to one of her shoulders and around to the back of her neck before pulling her towards me, wrapping my legs around her waist as I place both my hands in her hair.
"Your mine," I tell her before pulling her into another kiss, I had imagined doing this with her for years, I just never imagined it would feel like this, how amazing it feels or how she would make me feel so alive after feeling dead inside for so many years, I pull back from our kiss when I need to breathe, "you...have no....idea...how much.... I love you..." I tell her between breaths before kissing her again, not giving her a chance to respond.
y/n takes a hold of my shirt as she begins pulling it out of my trousers, once she has pulled my shirt of my trousers, her hands find their way under my shirt, slowly making her way up my torso, towards my breasts, she doesn't go under my bra, she kept her hand above the bra as she started massaging them, I let out a little moan, it feels so good to be touched like this again after all these years and especially as I am finally being touched by the woman I have been in love with my whole life.
I enjoy the feel of her hands on my skin, however I need to touch her as well, so I remove my hands from her hair, slowly moving my hands down her back, the top half of her back is bare, so I let my hand's roam around her top half of her back, enjoying the feel of her skin under my fingertips, from the noises she is making, I know she is also enjoying the feel of my fingers on hers skin, she is driving me insane from all the noises she is making, plus with her massaging my breasts, I'm at the point where I almost cannot take it anymore.
I move my hands down the lower half of her back, I take her top in my hands, pulling it upwards, as soon as I begin pulling her top, she takes her hands off my breasts, taking a hold of my hands stopping me from removing her top, I pull back from our kiss giving her a questionable look, she looks downwards to avoid my eyes, I place a hand under her chin, lifting her face up trying to make her look at me, "look at me," I order her when she keeps her eyes looking down, she closes her eyes tightly for a brief moment, before opening them again, finally looking at me as our eyes meet.
"I told you Farah, I was damaged, I am not just damaged on the inside, but also on the outside as well," she tells me as she places a hand on her right side of her lower torso, I can see the pain behind her eyes, I slowly place a gentle hand on top of her hand, that was resting on her torso.
"Samantha?" I ask in a soft whisper, she only nods her head as a single tear falls down her cheek, I lift my other hand wiping her tear away, "I will not think any less of you just because of some scars, and I most definitely will not stop loving you," I tell her kissing her lips lightly as I hold on to her wanting nothing more than to keep her safe and protected from all the Samantha's in the world, as I am holding her, I begin to also think about the three scars on my own back.
We are pulled out of our own little world when we hear one of the men calling or rather yelling for us, she pulls back from me, touching my face lightly, "I will get rid of them, so we can go back to this," she says pulling me into a very passionate kiss, a kiss that not only leaves me breathless, but with little doubt, that we will most definitely be continuing this.
I unwrap my legs from around her, freeing her from my hold, she steps back, giving me enough room to hop down off the desk, as I begin to straighten myself up as the men call out again, "I won't be long, why don't you start unpacking one of those boxes for me?" she asked before giving me another kiss, the last thing I want was to be unpacking boxes, however I agree before going over to the two boxes, "I won't be long sweetheart," she tells me as I start to open up the box on top, I did my best not to think about what Samantha had done to my girl, it was an good distract as I smile when I see all the books inside, I start taking out the books and placing them on the bookcase, I was halfway through the box when I came across, what looked like an old photo-album, letting curiosity get the better of me, I open it up, there are some photo's of y/n with her parents, there was photos of the two of us, as well as some from all of us, me, y/n and our parents, we were all so happy back then, so carefree, we were so young, I was so young, it didn't matter how old I was, because I even knew back then I loved her.
I than remembered the photo we took last night, we were suppose to be going to Solaria tomorrow and spending the whole day, I had completely forgotten about that, now we have made other plans, I just want to spend the day in Solaria with her having fun, we had even kind of called it a date, though I also want to show her my surprise, I had done for her, done for us, I also really wanted to finish what we had just started, than out of nowhere, I get a rush of anger towards Samantha as I remember how she had stopped me from trying to remove her top, I close my eyes to calm myself as y/n doesn't need me angry, I'm need to be calm, if I am going to help her through whatever it is that bitch did to her, especially since I don't want what Samantha did to her in the past affecting our relationship, that's when I come up with the best idea ever.
I look at the desk that we were just on, as frustrated as I feel right now! in a weird way I'm glad we stopped as I want our first time together to be more romantic, than just a quickie on the desk, we can always come back to that another time, another day, beside y/n said she wanted to talk before we did anything, I will respect her decision even though I want to make love to her once before telling her about Rosalind, however I don't think she is going to leave me now once I tell her, god why do we have such fucked up pasts? Plus could she really want to make love to me after what had just happened, how she didn't want me seeing her body, because of a scar that bitch had given her? No I won't let that happen, I will reassure her every day if that's what it takes.
So with a plan in mind, I leave the office, making my way to the main hall, I see y/n talking with one of the men, she sees me walking through the main hall, she gives me a quick smile as I pass, I smile back at her, as I carry on walking to my suite, once I enter my suite I take no time in grabbing a jacket, my bag, I also take out the biggest overnight bag I have, I throw blankets and pillows inside, I'm also able to put some candles into the overnight bag as well, before throwing the bag out of the window since I don't want y/n knowing I'm up to something, after throwing the bag out of the window, I make my way into y/n suite to get the camera, before making my way back down to the main hall, it looks like the men have finally left.
"Where are you going?" she asks seeing me in my jacket with my handbag over my shoulder, "I thought we was going to finish what we started?" she asked taking a hold of me again, pulling me against her body.
"We will finish what we started, later! As I need to buy some things for our picnic tomorrow," I tell her, I wasn't really lying, I just wasn't telling her the whole truth of what I was planning, so kissing her lightly on the lips, because as much as I want to rip her out of her clothes right now, so I can have my way with her, I just step away, removing her hands from my hips in the process.
"Farah Dowling what are you up too?" She asks me as I begin to walk towards the door, I just turn around walking backwards so I could give her a sexy wink.
To Be Continued:
So sorry guys, I know you were hoping for some smut, I did give you a little taste/teaser of what is to come, I just felt/feel I want something a little bit more romance for them, plus Farah has something very romantic in mind 😉 that I hope you will not be disappointed with 😊 also I know someone has said you felt like I might of rush them falling in love and being in a relationship, please try to remember that Farah and Reader have been in love with each other since childhood, and was separated for many years, so being back together is a little overwhelming for them both.
Thank you all for your support and R&R xxx