🖋Sometimes we don't want to heal because the pain is the last link to what we've lost -JmStorm🖋
Niara's POV:
Killian and me were both sat with 2 bowls of chicken alfredo on his couch. Turns out cooking was one of his hobbies and well, he's pretty good at it.
"Where did you learn to cook so good?" I say, obsessing over how good the food was.
He chuckled as he looked at me "My mother taught me when I was little, my dad was out.. a lot.. so we had a lot of free time" he explained.
"Your mother sounds amazing" I mumble as I take another big bite.
after I finished chewing Killian used his fingers to turn my face, facing him, he leaned in and placed a soft kiss on the right side of my lip.
"You had some sauce on your lip.." he says, breath fanning against my face.
I tried my best to not choke, I'm not used to so much touch from a guy..
We both relaxed against the couch as we started watching netflix. I picked Jane the virgin because Vivian had recommended it a few times.
I was starting go feel a bit hot so I pulled off my black button up shirt, leaving me in my spaghetti strap tank top.
Killians eyes glanced at my chest but he quickly looked away, clearing his throat. I hosted my legs up so I was sitting criss cross apple sauce, and yes, I still say that.
Minutes go by of us watching the show, every now and then there will be a makeout scene and I would try way to hard to avoid looking at the tv..
Killian noticed both of our bowls where empty, softly taking the bowl out of my hands "I'll take these to the kitchen."
I nodded as I paused the show, watching as he walks away.
I decided to slide my sneakers off and put them by the elevator so I can get em on my way out.
I happily pranced back to the couch, seeing that he was back.
I plopped down, throwing my legs over his so I was semi laying down.
Now that I think about it I've gotten pretty comfortable with him, which is funny since he's my teacher and all. But.. it's kind of exciting.
Killian rests his hand on my thigh, making a chill go to my core.
I scanned over his face, his eyebrows were knotted together with his usual grumpy look. Well, not as usual anymore. Maybe he does it subconsciously.
I leaned forward "Killian." I called out softly.
he turned towards me as I reached out my hand,, sweeping his hair out of the way and I lightly rub the creases out of his eyebrows.
"You'll get wrinkles if you keep looking all grumpy" I mumbled.
He stayed quiet as he stared into my eyes. His brown pools where filled with an unfamiliar emotion that I couldn't figure out.
I've never noticed before but he had gorgeous gold specks in his eyes. My eyes scanned down his face, his nose was sharp with a high bridge, his lips where a shade darker than his skintone with a peachy tone mixed in.
I couldn't help but lower my hand to feel the stubble that neatly highlighted his sharp jawline.
Killian let out a soft sigh as he leaned his forehead against mine "What are you doing to me.." he softly whispered.
His lips connected to mine, setting a hot flame inside of me because suddenly all I can think about is Killian on top of me.
There wasn't a lot of room on the couch so we were very close. His strong arm was wrapped around my waist, pulling me as close as possible to him as he softly pushed us down on the couch.
My lower stomach was swarming with butterflies as I tried to match his pace.
He groaned into the kiss which was making me think very unholy things.
He swiftly pulled my tank top up so it was no longer tucked into my shorts.
His fingers brushing against my bare stomach made me shiver and stifle a moan, but his lips never left mine so he took this as a sign to intrude my mouth with his tongue.
I moaned into the kiss as his hand was slowly traveling up my stomach.
Just as his hand was about to reach my bust a loud ring echoed throughout the room.
"For fucks sake" he grumbled ass he sat up, grabbing his phone.
"What?!" he answered without even checking the name.
"Cosa vuoi?"
(What do you want?)
"Come mai? Sono nel mio appartamento."
(Why? I'm at my apartment.)
"No aspetta .. per favore non venire qui non voglio occuparmi della tua merda."
(No wait.. please don't come over I don't wanna deal with your shit)
Killian sighed angrily, hanging up the phone.
"Alaster's comin over" he says, not sounding too happy about it.
"Oh!" I say smiling, I haven't seen him in a while.
Killians eyes narrowed at me, making my smile drop and my lips pursed. I don't know why he's so mean to his brother, I think Alaster is pretty nice.
And he didn't even make it awkward when he rejected me.. which honestly I'm kinda glad he did reject me because I did not have feelings for him.
I sighed and fell back into the soft couch.
I should really stop letting other people control my life..
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Not even 10 minutes later the elevator dinged and slid open revealing a very satisfied looking Alaster.
"Hi Alaster!" I say as I stand up, meeting his gaze.
"Niara?" he questioned but looks happy nonetheless. "I didn't know you would be here." he smiled widely as he walked over to hug me tightly.
He abruptly stops, grabbing my shoulders as he pushes out of the hug "Wait.. Why are you here?"
Alaster looked between Killian and me with accusing eyes "What's going on here hm.."
his eyes glanced at the tv, making him quickly look back "Netflix? you guys... oh my.. Niara I didn't take you for the type to Netflix and chill.."
"Alaster we didn't-"
I cut Killian off "Yeah- that's right we were just.. Netflix and chilling" I say laughing awkwardly.
Being caught chilling and watching Netflix is wayyy better than being caught making out.
Alaster stares at me, I guess trying to see if I was lying.
"Uhm... wanna join?" I asked, referring to the couch.
Alaster choked before staring at me wide eyes but quickly going back to normal "That's kinda weird to ask me to join when the other person is my brother.. but I guess we can take turns" he says in thought, leaving me very confused.
Before I knew it Killian had smacked the back of Alasters head making him groan and cradle the back of his head with his hands "Ow! that hurt."
"We aren't taking turns on anything" he scolds his brother. "And besides.." he glances at me "I don't think she knows what Netflix and chill actually means..." he whispered the last part making Alaster let out a long ohh.
"Should have known you wouldn't do that" Alaster says, looking at me. He leaned in and quietly says "But my offer still stands if you're interested."
This earned him another smack from Killian.
Killian pinches the bridge of my nose before he turns to me "I think I'll take you home.."
I laughed awkwardly "Yeah.." I want to leave before he smacks all of Alasters brain cells out.
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A/N: Hiyaaaa. I love Alaster so much sob.
I've been thinking about giving him a girlfriend in the story... or should he remain a whore? I honestly don't know 😭
Anyways bye bye love you guys<3