INDIE STEWART HOLDS THE paper grocery back as she walks out of the super market.
suddenly stopping in her steps when seeing benny.
"oh hey ben." she grins happily.
"i-indie what're you doing here?" the man stutters.
"oh i got nominated for a VMA thought i'd make dinner and we can celebrate." the redhead smiles pointing to the paper bag in her arms.
he looked nervous, scared and so sketchy.
"oh really that's great inds," he gulps.
"i think you should, maybe go home and start cause it's almost dark out." benny looks to his watch.
"oh right," she laughs straightening the bag in her arms.
before moving
"oh there he is."
a woman with three little toddlers come walking over to them.
"ben."
"hi, i don't think we have met." the blonde lady smiles holding her hand out to shake.
indie takes it with a happy smile.
"i'm indie." the teen told.
the lady's face lights up.
"your indie?! oh my goodness i have heard lots about you." she claps her hands happily.
"i'm donna."
"bennys wife."
her hand placed itself on the man's shoulder showing off the diamonds ring.
indie drops her smile.
he had a girl at home.
"and these are our kids, lola, marie and carter." donna touches her kids heads with a smile.
indie looks blankly at the family.
then to benny.
she gaps her mouth in shock, in utter disfuckingbelif.
indie bats her lashes trying to blink away the people, it didn't work.
she stares at them for a while.
"well it was nice to meet you indie, but we have to be headed home now." donna informed
"i'll meet you in the car honey." she said, while walking off silently.
her kids following after.
benny stayed behind.
"inds." his hand reaches to her arm.
she didn't move, just looked at him with water colored eyes.
"that's not fair." the teen girl mumbles.
"i know, i'm sorry." he try's telling.
"you had a wife and kids."
"you said you didn't, you probably told them you where going to hang out with some friends when you where hanging with me."
her eyes start to pour like rain and he was the harsh cloud that hit back.
"indie, it's not what it looks like. i'm getting a divorce the marriage it's-it's going downhill." he started shaking his head trying to explain.
did he think saying this was better?
"you have kids, you have a wife, i am the fucking side chick. you aren't leaving your wife for me."
her fingers point to herself as she sobs.
he stayed quiet.
"what am i supposed to do then? i'm trying here you aren't taking it." he told harshly.
he wasn't even trying.
"this wasn't gonna work out and you knew it." benny indicates to the two of them.
"if we where closer in age then ut might've been fine,"
"but this, this wasn't going to be fine." he told.
"you have kids benny, you have children who think their mom and dad are in love what is seriously wrong with you?!"
"you have a wife who loves you, and your out here trying to fuck a nineteen year old girl!" she screamed.
indie stands there and taps her foot with anger.
"anything to say?"
he nods.
"i feel bad about the way things are ending between us." benny shrugs sadly.
indigo scoffed.
grabbing the pie from the paper bag and smashing it straight into his face with zero hesitation.
"fuck you, you and your old ass." she pushed him back walking away with anger.
entering the mini van.
she kept it together, so together that you would actually think she was happy.
her breathing wasn't doing too good but that was literally it.
she wasn't crying, wasn't screaming, wasn't tugging at her hair, she was fine.
walking into the house was tough, her eyes search for anyone she wanted a hug from, yet no one.
strutting into her room, she starts aggressively cleaning it up while throwing things around only to make a bigger mess.
her hands grow red at the impact of anything bouncing and hitting her back, like it was her fault.
"what did you do?"
that voice she really did not wanna hear right now.
indie looks to him while sitting on the edge of her bed with head in her hands.
she didn't answer making him sit next to her, keeping his distance.
"jolene cheated on me." he stated softly.
making her head lift up not look to him but at anything in front of him.
"should've known, she's been acting weird lately." he stated sadly like a rasp.
"where's benny?" matt asked softly.
she gulps her spit.
"with his wife and kids." the girl whispers.
matt looks up, not to her but anything in front of him.
"i guess i should've known, he's almost forty." indigo licks her lips.
a minute or so goes by.
matt turned his head to her gently.
"he didn't deserve you." matthew closed his eyes.
not being able to look at how beautiful she is.
even when she dies, he will envy the earth that wraps her body.
"he was rude and disrespectful." he tries.
indie laughs softly.
that laugh.
matt grimaced not hearing it in a long time.
the world was made just for her to laugh in it.
"he was so nice, i couldn't even lie," she rolls her eyes with a tired sigh.
"he was exactly what a girl needed."
"he's exactly what his wife needs." indigo says.
the two go into silence again.
"what did jolene do?"
matt rubbed his temples.
"she said she found someone new, someone who loved her back." he said.
indie whistles lowly.
"the L word huh?" she bites the inside of her cheek.
he nodded.
"well do you love her?" indigo turned her head to his, while he did the same to her.
"i don't know." he mumbles looking into her eyes.
"she was everything i was looking for until..." the boy trails off thinking of what to say.
"she wasn't." his eyes where now deep into hers, someone could walk in and they wouldn't detach.
"do you think she loved you?" indie questions.
he shook his head straight away.
"why?"
"she walked away too easily for me to believe it was love." he sighed tapping his fingers on his thigh.
they slowly stop.
indies pinky finds its way softly onto his, then softly around his.
her touch making him shiver.
like she was cold, cold ice.
like she was hot, hot water.
they are both drowning under waves of words they weren't saying.
the space between them was so small, one small move from either of them would cause their lips to finally find each other.
indie moves closer.
her eyes closing softly.
his following straight after.
with hesitation,
lips on lips.
his hand moving to her face as hers did to the back of his head.
her moving closer than she even could his other hand finding it's way to her soft waist.
matt hums.
ever since that kiss at the party.
the only sweetness he's been craving is the one that comes from her lips.
indie loved this.
but that didn't stop her from pulling away.
getting up and standing in front of him.
he looked confused at the sudden stop.
"matt we can't." she shook her head in disagreement.
"why?" the boy asked with confusion.
"us, we just got cheated on. its- this isn't okay."
"we're both upset, we don't want this." she wanted this.
"you don't want this." he wanted this.
"we're using each other." indie runs her fingers through her hair.
"we're both vulnerable, this is us wanting not needing," he stares at her words come out.
licking his lips tasting the chapstick of hers, he nods.
indigo nods back.
"i'm sorry, we just can't." then she was out of the room, holding her breath with agony.
matt sat on the edge of the bed his elbows on his knees as he looks to the floor.
not even able to move his hair out of his face
because indie stewart comes running back in slamming the door open,
grabbing his face and planting her lips back on his.
his body fell making his back hit the mattress and her hands find his face.
his arms slithering on her waist the lips moved in sync.
it wasn't soft it was aggressive.
like they have been keeping it in for a long time they let it out all at once.
because indie stewart returns like autumn and matt sturniolo falls every time.
his fingers sliding onto her thighs, that he missed so much.
with a sigh of small relief leaving his occupied lips.
how strange?
she was dreaming of him while being wide awake.
H speaks!
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ALSO FUCK U BENNY AND JOJO
OMG STFU GUYS ITS LITERALLY HAPPENING.