Geonu bursted through my door actually almost breaking it.
"Heeseung I got your pocky sticks!" He threw it at me.
"Ouch! Thanks, I guess?"
"Yes yes."
"What'd you get??"
"Uhhmm definitely not a card to send to Kyungmin."
"Really? It hasnt even been a week yet."
"Shut up, it's just like how you and Youngbin were like. Remember that time—"
"Shut up!'
"Exactly!" He laughed going to open the card he bought.
"Hey Geonu."
"What is it?"
"Do you mind if we go over to yours and sleep there?"
"A sleepover?? Cool!"
"I'll take that as a yes?"
"Duh."
"I'll be right back." I ran to my room packing some things.
-
"I packed my shit but after you're done with that letter we can go."
"Okay sure, did you wanna write in it too?" He asked smiling still writing his part.
"Sure." I answered unsure.
"Okay here!" He handed me a pen with the card which I hesitantly grabbed.
"What's up? You're being weird."
"Oh- uh am I?" I asked him.
"Yeah, why'd you grab it so hesitantly? You can touch my hands you know?"
"You- okay." I turned around with my stomach fluttering. Why'd he say it like that.
What did Geonu write-
Dear Kyungmin, UGH it's literally only been a day or something but I miss you soo much <333. I hope you're healthy right now! :(. PLEASE stay healthy idc what you say. I think of you, I mean I'll be thinking of you everyday from now on (even though it's already been happening since you left) and pls pls don't let anything or anyone ruin your dayyy (besides me) and like again I miss you so much.
I love you stay safe <3
-Love, Geonu (LOYL)
-
I sighed, this guy.
To Kyungmin:
Uh you and Geonu are so fucking cheesy like I read what he wrote like get out *sob emoji* but like yes what he said, stay safe.. ig
I don't really have anything else to say though because.. we literally could just text and you aren't my boyfriend so gbye. (APTGAYBCINGTOG)
-From Heeseung.
-
"Here." I threw the card back at Geonu.
"You didn't have to throw it!"
"Let's go." I threw they keys at him too.
"Ouch! Why do you keep throwing things at me?!"
"I'm not! Let's go hurry up!"
"Okay okay!" He ran out the door faster than I would.
—
"I'm homee!" Geonu yelled walking in.
"You didn't have to be so loud, no one lives with you anyways." I laughed.
"Hey! Don't remind me!"
"Unless."
"Unless what?"
"Nothing."
"Wanna play truth or dare?" Geonu smirked at the thought.
"Fine."
"I'll race you, whoever wins gets to ask first."
"Whe-"
"Three,two,one."
We both sprinted to his room, I pushed him into the door frame trying to get there before he could.
"Hey—OUHCHG?!?! That's cheating!!"
"So? I still made it." I shrugged.
"Heeseung.. you're kind of different today. Are you okay in your mind?"
"What do you mean..?"
"Nothing it was a joke, let's play." Geonu shut the door behind him.
-
"Truth or dare?"
"Dare."
"Text Kyungmin that you miss him."
"Oh, thats easy!" Geonu pulled out his phone smiling and blushing like an idiot.
"Cheesy."
"Nothing is cheesy be quiet!"
"Okay okay, truth or dare??"
"Dare?"
"I dare you to .. text Kyungmin you miss him too."
"But that's your boyfriend, eww."
"You're his friend, do it."
"Yeah maybe later."
"Fine but just know that it's still in mind, i wont forget about it!"
"Okay okay, truth or dare?"
"Uhh truth."
"Does your friend JM really exist or were you making it up."
"You think I'd make that up?! He's a real person."
"Proof otherwise it didn't happen."
"He's— okay." Geonu pulled his phone out searching everywhere to find a picture.
"Geonu you look cute here, what happened?"
"You better be joking."
"Totally definitely joking."
"Truth Or Dare?"
"Uhhhh truth."
"What were you gonna say earlier?"
"Earlier when?"
"When you said no one lives with me anyways unless."
"Oh uhh." I acted like I was thinking about it.
"Spit it out!"
"I was gonna say unless I move in, because like we both live alone."
"Do you wanna move in?" He actually asked curiously.
"I was just saying, I'm too lazy to move at the point. I mean I just moved here too."
"Oh you're right, but your house is still kinda uhm, half packed."
"I'll clean it out later."
"Might as well move in with me." He joked.
"If you really want me to I will."
"Oh? Bett." He laughed.
"Ew, truth or dare?"
"Truth."
"What is the true reason on why you're dating Kyungmin??"
"Uhh I kinda questioned if I liked him before I started dating him but like all of a sudden l was like dating him, like whatttt??"
"That sounds so made up, but whatever."
"I-I'm not making it up I swear."
"That stutter." I laughed.
"Shut up, truth or dare?"
"Dare."
"Let's paint."
"Can we paint tomorrow??"
"Why not today?"
"We don't even have the right things for painting, and we aren't going to the store right now."
"Fine fine, but I'm remembering it!"
"Yeah okay!"
"Can we end this game?"
"Why?"
"I have nothing on my mind now."
"Or are you just tired?"
"How the fuck—"
"It's fine, I'll be in the living room if you need me." I got up to leave.
Closing the bedroom door, a book from the shelf fell, with a page open like it was meant for me to read. I'm joking.
I picked it up reading the page it landed on.
3/16
Dear diary, Kyungmin and Youngbin came to visit Heeseung and I've gotten closer with them. Honestly I think I might like Heeseung but I said I was straight (might think that over) but he's dating Youngbin. I can't like him. I don't know if I like Kyungmin, I've went to the park with him and he's actually fun and has a really nice personality. If he asked me out I would say yes. I honestly don't know anymore. Only if one day one of them could be mine and hold my hand. Only if one day I can be with one of you guys. One chance guys.. yeah I'm gonna keep dreaming ;( I know what a crush is because I've had one before but I -
I shouldnt be reading this. I closed the book and put it back on the shelf.
But shit , what was written there..?