INDIGO STEWART NEVER IN HER life thought bad of anyone.
actually that's a lie.
she thought bad about the people that deserved it but most of them didn't.
did she hate jolene dawson?
why the fuck would she?
did she hate matt sturniolo?
again, why the fuck would she?
it was them being happy. she really did think it was gonna be rainbows and butterflies when they kissed but she forget about the reason why they had in the first place.
it was jolene.
she would never hate someone who's done nothing wrong, let alone a girl.
maybe indie would envy her but she won't ever wish on her death or that sort of shit, she didn't think of people that way.
indigo knew nothing would go on with her and matt. it was literally impossible.
and she knew that he was the moon, jolene was the sun,
and she was just another star.
she loves matt really, she does.
but those words hurt, they hurt more than a stab, more than sanitizer on a cut. they hurt.
and everyone says rude words when mad so she didn't mind, but what she did absolutely mind was that he didn't even say sorry.
indie wasn't sad about it, she was sad in general.
sad how life doesn't turn out like she wants it to, sad that the boy likes someone, sad that she wasn't that someone.
and she still likes him.
why does she still like him?
he's with someone else.
that's not fair.
the girl walks around the kitchen in her silk pajamas, hair in two braids with a spoon of ice cream in her mouth and the bucket of the ben and jerry's in her hands.
huffing and puffing out very loud.
matt and jolene were out.
how was this so possible? why were they together! why? why?!
"last bite." she mumbles trying to restrain herself from the ice cream.
shoveling it in her mouth. her eyes avert to the bucket and reaching in to have more.
a loud dramatic wail leaves the girls mouth making her look to the ceiling.
and then indie hears an annoyed sigh come from the living room.
"indie get in here." jimmys voice yells from the couch.
she placed the dessert on the counter softly.
"stay there." she mumbles to it and running into the room.
"yeah zio?"
"what's got you so upset." he questioned.
"nothing." her shoulders shrug.
"alright then quit huffing and puffing i'm trying to relax here." he jokes around.
"right." she nods smiling while looking to the floor.
indigo turns around walking back to the kitchen.
"inds."
"yeah."
"come here." jimmy pats the cushion in front of him.
she runs up plopping down while cross legged.
"tell me what's wrong?"
her brows furrowed while looking from side to side and a gulp going down her throat.
"come on indigo." he stated sternly.
she fiddles her fingers.
"have you ever had a problem you couldn't work your way out of?" her soft voice looks up to him.
"well tell me the problem and we'll figure out how to work it out." the man shook his head.
indie bites the inside of her cheek.
"i like this boy." she whispers.
"yeah."
"but he likes someone else." indie looks up frowning sadly.
"well how could that be?!" he yells lowly with shock covering his face.
"i don't know but i feel... stupid." the girl shivers her shoulders.
"well obviously this boy is a complete and utter moron." jimmy told her with full confidence.
"you are the most beautiful girl in the whole world." he nods.
she waited.
"and you want the truth?"
indie nods.
"i'm not sure i want you with a dumbass fella like that." he explains in all seriousness.
she felt the need to defend him.
but she didn't.
"and if you come crying about some boy again it better be about some kid who doesn't know you exist."
"like that harry styles guy." he grinned to her.
"thanks Z." she smiles.
he doesn't say anything just grabbing her head and kissing the top of it.
indigo stewart walks down the stairs of her house at eleven in the morning rubbing her eyes with a yawn.
"morning." she mumbles to the family as they all sat in the kitchen her joining them.
they don't answer making her side eye the room.
looking to her phone.
indie was interrupted by someone's arms around her.
and the yells of all the people in the room.
"happy stranger things day!" mary lou yells with joy.
( GUYS LMAOOO I DONT KNOW WHEN SADIE JOINED THE CAST BUT LETS PRETEND ITS LIKE TODAY OK LY. )
"what-" she was again cut off when confetti was thrown at her with laughter.
she holds her chest with cackles.
after a minute or two of celebration.
"okay gift time." nick grins holding his present out.
opening it up, she grins softly.
it was a picture frame.
turning it around, the girl lets out a scream.
"fuck you!"
"what what is it?" mary lou taps the table.
"it's a picture of a fucking clown." she shows off the it clown in the frame making them laugh.
suddenly they hear footsteps.
it was matt.
"hi honey." mary lou smiles.
"why are we yelling?" he asks not even looking at her.
"stranger things day." chris smirks.
the boy nods quietly sitting on a stool.
indie looking towards him, but the boy was caught up on his phone.
little did she know it was a black screen, and he was just trying to make himself look busy.
"my turn!" the gift was shoved in her face by the youngest triplet.
"jelly belly's?" she asks pulling the bag out.
"im allergic to jelly beans." her eyes roll knowing he knows this.
the boy gaps his mouth fake like with a gasp.
"are you? i didn't know." he covers his mouth in 'shock.'
"so uh anything you want to like do?" christopher grins hopeful.
"do you want my jelly belly's nick?" she laughs handing him the pack.
"i thought you'd never ask." he touch's his heart with one hand and the other snatching it.
"here you baby." mary lou hands her the small gift from her hands.
unwrapping it.
she screams jumping up and down.
"no way!"
"no way!"
"a limited addition barbie cd?!" indigo yells loudly holding it while showing it around.
"thank you!"
it was matt's turn.
but he didn't seem to know that.
"matt it's your turn." chris reminds.
matthew looks up from his slumped seating position
who was smiling with excitement and shaking her leg.
"sorry i forgot."
indies face dropped, the smile now a frown her happy eyes now looking soggy with sadness, and her leg stopped shaking.
the whole room went quiet.
"i-i gotta go, i'm meeting up with jolene." his body gets up touching the counter while walking to the front door.
mary lou felt the need to end the silence.
"where you guys going?" she asks her son.
"this place called a rage room." then he was out the door.
indies mouth opens slightly hearing his words.
her eyes lifting to a soft furrow, while she gulps down her saliva with a bite of her inner cheek.
did he not get déjà vu?
"let's go somewhere." nick stated to the two sitting on the couch.
"where?" chris asks.
"like somewhere." he shook his head.
indie laughs.
"alright." she grins.
"i'll order the uber." nicolas smiles.
"i'll drive." indie nods proudly with her hands on her hips.
"alright indigo!" chris high fives her with a giggle.
"where's the car keys?" she questioned.
"matt's room in the drawer in his desk." nick told.
she sprints up the stairs and into the closest room to them.
her hands moving to the mess of the desk and opening the drawer.
a bigger mess.
throwing a bunch of shit on the floor while cringing at the weird shit in there.
finally hearing and grabbing the keys she thankfully found.
but before indie closed the cupboard her eyes notices a small black velvet box.
she was nosy.
her slim fingers wrapping around it and opening it up.
a necklace.
with a pair of cherrys charm.
her eyebrows raise softly.
was this hers?
she rolled her eyes thinking of how stupid she probably sounds.
a small note sat in it.
again she was nosy.
unraveling it ever so delicately, it was her talent it took her five years of sneaking looks at christmas presents to master this.
unwrapping it, there was only a few words.
her eyes skim.
to: cherry
from: blueberry
her eyes stop, it was hers.
she looks up to the necklace with a smile.
but of course it drops when realizing it was her who found it not him who handed it to her.
why wouldn't he give it to her?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why?!
her fingers touch the charm with a small sigh.
unclipping it, a try wouldn't hurt.
holding it around her neck with a shy smile.
it looked so pretty, she looked to herself in the mirror with a blush.
matt bought this for her.
he got it for her.
he payed his money to get her this necklace.
indies eyes settle to herself in the mirror.
touching her face like he used to do when comforting her.
her mouth frowns, they could have had it all.
"indie!" nicks voice screams.
"coming!" she screams back.
"hehe that's what she said." the redhead giggles under her breath.
placing the jewelry back into the box and the box back into the drawer.
and literally sprinting for her life down the stairs.
and in that moment when feeling the cold silver on her neck with the hope of his warm hand on her face and thighs.
she knew that the stars would go out before she'll stop loving him.
H speaks!
holy fuck a doodle doo
MATTHEW WHAT THE FUCK
IM SO DISAPPOINTED
ALSO MY GIRL DESERVES SO MUCH BETTER OMGGGG
LOVE U ALLLLL