Tw: mention of sh, mention of knifes, language, ruikasa, nemu( if that offends anyone)
[ Tenma Household 6:34AM]
" ONI-CHAN!!! WAKE UP YOUR GONNA BE LATE!!"
huh? Wasn't I writing what happened? Was that all a dream? I check my wrist... nothing. But how?
" ONI-CHANNNNNNNNN"
"IM COMING SAKIIIII"
I grab my stuff in confusion. Why would a star like me have such a dream? A star is happy not sad... everything felt so real in that dream. How?
I go downstairs and rush out of the house. I start sprinting to school. I try to get all of those thoughts our of my head. But how was is all so real...
" TSUKASA-KUNNNNNNN! WONDERHOY!! EEEEEKKKK!"
" AHHHHHHHH EMU!"
so it was just a dream after all...
" EMU W-WHAT ARE YOU EVEN DOING HERE?! SCHOOLS ABOUT TO START?!"
"I know! It's ok cause I can just climb through the bathroom window again!"
" AGAIN?!"
I see Rui and Nene start to walk we are. Laughing cause they can hear us all the way from over there.
" OOOOOO NENE-CHANNNNNNN! WONDERHOY TO YOU TO RUI-KUN!"
"EMU CALM DOWN AUGHHHHHHH"
" she's alright tsukasa-kun and wonderhoy right back!"
"Emu-chan how are you always so energetic?"
"WELLLLL NENE-CHAN MY SECRET IS......"
she comes close to nenes ear.
"the power of wonderhoy!"
"Emu-chan you are the worst whisperer ever"
" TSUKASA-KUN?! That's not very wonderhoy of you!"
"whatever go to YOUR school class is starting"
" fineeeeeee... BYE NENE-CHAN BYE RUI-KUN BYE TSUKASA-KUN!!!"
she can be such a handful sometimes. I don't know how she can do this all day.
"hey tsukasa-kun whatcha thinking about?"
" oh rui-kun! i'm thinking about ideas for our next show!"
" classic "future star" "
" NENE-CHAN!"
after I said that we head to class I hate this feeling. Is it fear? no no no! A star like me should never feel anything sad!
Nene POV:
tsukasa-kun looks like he's thinking about those "ideas" very hard. He dosent look like he's think about that at all. Infact for the first time he actually looks scared? That's not the tsukasa I know. I'll ask him after class. I just hope he's alright.
[ Kamiyama Highschool 7:34AM ]
I hear laughter coming from Tsukasa's classroom and he's apologizing? but why? did he not answer a question? but again that's not tsukasa...
God tsukasa you're really worrying me. You're lucky I figured this out.
Tsukasa's POV:
what was that dream supposed to mean? was it a sign to be careful? maybe it's telling them i can't let them down. That's probably it! I won't let them down!
" Mr. Tenma are you gonna say the answer or are we all gonna be waiting forever?"
" oh! Sorry the answer is 42"
" correct. Now don't make me wait again or else detention."
The other kids start to laugh. Gosh I'm starting to fall. I can't be a star if I keep acting like this.
" hey guess what"
" what?"
"tenma-senpai got a detention warning"
" really?! That's not like him!"
" yeah people are saying saki died so he's acting like this"
" wow... So he's tryna make saki dying an excuse for not going to detention"
" seems like it he's annoying anyways"
" yeah what a loser"
" he acts like a baby"
wow... So there's a rumor going on about me. That's okay! It wont affect a star like me! Until someone pushes me to the ground.
" hey mr. "future star" did you know your annoying?"
" yeah do u ever shut up"
" hey! I got a great idea for you! kys."
" smartest idea yet! Make sure to take her advice mr. "future star!"
They run off. That kinda hurt. It's okay! No one can stop me from making saki happy! As they run I hear someone run to me. I'm ready for a slap.
" tsukasa-senpai! Are you alright that must've hurt "
It was toya-san.
" hahaha! Toya-san nothing like that affects me!"
" yeah toya-sans right tsukasa-senpai that sounded like that hurt a lot"
Akito-san was also with him.
" oh akito-san! No need to worry!"
He helps me up
" well we were about to go have lunch wanna come with us?"
" sure!"
As we are walking I realize something about that dream. I made rui-kun cry... I never knew my words hurt that much. Why do I always lose control while I'm angry...
[ Kamiyama Highschool - Rooftop]
When we get to the top I see rui-kun having some sour gummy's. Classical rui-kun. Lately I've been feeling something when I see rui.
I feel butterflies in my stomach. Almost like love for him. I mean yeah he's really handsome, he has awesome hair. His smile is the best! As well has his personality and-
" tsukasa-senpai?"
" relax toya-san he's falling in love~"
" I AM NOT!"
" oh hello tsukasa-kun!"
" o-oh h-hi rui-kun!"
I feel my face heat up am I blushing? A star like me is falling in love?
"wanna eat with me?"
" s-sure!"
"toya-san lets go we don't wanna disturb them. Also we have our own thing to do ~"
" a-akito san!"
I see them leave the rooftop. Now it's just me and the love of my life.
" so did I hear correctly you were falling in love with me just a few minutes ago fufu~"
" i-i-i um y-you must've h-heard s-something else! Wait fufu?!"
" yes?"
" y-you-"
I get cut off with a kiss. Is this really happening?! I love it. it's so magical... I get so caught up in the moment I start to move my tongue around. God this feels like heaven. We stop to catch our breath.
" how was that fufu?"
" i-i-"
" do you want to do it again? Awwww fufu your blushing~"
" s-stop!"
" did I make you upset? I'm sorry tenma-san..."
That clicked something inside of me. The dream...I start to tear up. Am I crying in front of my love? He looked at me with worry.
" hey fufu i didny m-mean it... It's just a j-joke"
" n-no it's fine i-it wasn't y-your f-fault. It j-just reminded m-me of s-something"
" do you wanna go to my house? It's okay about school. Your health is more important."
"s-sure."
We start to walk over to his house. It feels weird to cry. I haven't in years. The last time was when I was left at home for the 23rd time, because my parents wouldnt bring me to see saki.
It feels like a never ending river. I can't stop. This feels like hell. Whats happening to me? Am I not a future star anymore.
I realize I'm holding onto ruis arm. I'm clinging onto it so tight. Am I scared? I dont know why but I just start it sob. I cant stop. My body denys what I tell it to do.
Ruis POV:
Whats happening to fufu? He never acts like this. He's holding my arm so tight. He starts to shake and sob. I feel so worried about him, it looks like he cant stop. Saki-san even said she has never seen him cry. Something terrible must be happening. My poor fufu.
[ Ruis Home - 1:28PM - Ruis Room ]
Tsukasas POV:
I NEED TO STOP CRYING! IT HURTS SO BAD! why am I acting like this? Every bad thought is starting to enter my mind.... The bullying, the fight, getting left behind. I dont feel like a star anymore. I don't feel like myself anymore
I wanna bash my arms together and scratch my legs till they start bleeding. So I start to scratch. It hurts but the pain feels good. So very good.
"FUFU WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!"
Rui grabs my hands.
" WHAT HAPPENED?! I WANT TO HELP YOU!"
This reminds me of the argument in my dream. Instead this time I stay calm an tell him everything. Sobbing more and more as I continue.
" tsukasa-kun... i-"
" IM SORRY IF I MADE YOU MAD B-BUT IT WAS A D-DREAM I C-COULDN-"
I couldnt finish my sentence... I started scratching. I saw blood on my nails. just then rui hugs me.
" fufu you didnt make me mad... you made me scared. i'm scared for you. but its okay we will do this together. Also please stop hurting yourself
.it hurts me seeing you like this."
"i-"
"shhhh fufu just relax"
rui lays down and puts me on top of him. I feel safe and put my arms around his neck. as tears fall onto his shirt he tells me something.
" go to sleep fufu~"
" b-but what about p-practic-"
" dont worry about it we have our its friday just rest~"
I feel a small kiss on my forehead and fall asleep.
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