TN to NYC (A Sonny Carisi Fan...

By CherrySkul818

4.5K 66 1

Sophia Tanner is a small town girl from Gatlinburg, Tennessee pursuing her dreams to one day be an SVU detect... More

Introduction
A letter from the past
College Day 1
First day at Precinct
First day Completed
Lunch with a new friend
The fight
The First sting
The Dance Competition
Bad memories from the Past (TW)
After the Attempt
Back to School
Getting to know each other
Wicked
Shut up and Dance with me
Dinner
Bad aftermath
Trying to move forward
Unexpected news
Processing the news
Telling loved ones
Christmas
12 weeks
Dr.Gray
Long Day
Why is he acting like this
Confessions
Parents
Telling the truth

Drunk

91 0 0
By CherrySkul818

****Sophia's POV****
Monday January 16th

8:30pm

I had showered and washed my hair, I put my oversized shirt on and my short boy boxers on to sleep in. I know as my belly continues to grow this will be my go to even more.

Daniel helped calm me down after all the dealings with Sonny. I was so upset, but I did have a really great time with Daniel although I threw up everywhere it was still a lot of fun.
I had a good talk with my dad and told him about everything that had happened today and his words kept playing through my head
"Maybe something is bothering him and he isn't sure how to talk about it or what to say, doesn't justify what he's doing but I know and you know it isn't him to act that way."

"Maybe I'm just supposed to move home."
I said
"Well hunny you got plenty of time to think about it."
Dad had said

I was fixing to go to bed and went into the kitchen to shut the lights off when there was loud banging at my door

"Who the hell."
I said

I went to the door and seen through the tiny hole Sonny standing out there, his hand on the door looking down
He was wearing a T-Shirt and a pair of jeans 

I began to unlock the door and propped it open some

"What do you want."
I said sorta annoyed

Sonny leaned up trying to make his way in
He wreaked of alcohol smell
He looked up at me

"Sophia please let me in."
He pleaded slurring every single word

I hoped I didn't regret this decision
I opened the door more to let him in
He stumbled in and I shut the door and locked it
He stood there swaying

"Come on."
I said

I went over to him and had him put his arm around my shoulders and he was in-between laughing and just swaying all over

I got him to my room and had him sit on the edge of the left side of my bed
His face then went completely white

"I don't feel so good."
He said nodding in and out

I got my trash-can with one hand on the back of his head and the other holding it as he began to instantly throw up
I was trying so hard not to throw up myself

He finished puking I put the trash can down and then he began to cry

He took my hands and pulled me in between his legs

"Sophia I'm so sorry, I mean I'm so sorry that I treated you that way today."
Sonny said crying squeezing my hands

"Sonny.."
I started to say 

He was beginning to sob and said

"I'm so sorry I don't want you to leave, I don't want you to Leave you can't leave."
He was sobbing harder

It was hard not to cry myself

"Sonny I think you need to relax."
I said unsure of what to say

"Sophia."
He was crying

"Here why don't you just lay down."
I said

"Can you help me take my pants off?"
He pleaded

Gese...I thought

"Yeah, do you have boxers or something on?"
I asked

"Yeah."
He cried

"Ok just relax."
I said

I helped him take his pants off and laid them on the floor
He grabbed my hands and practically dragged me onto the bed and sat next to him
He put his head on my shoulder

What the hell...I thought

"Sophia I need to tell you something."
He began to cry again

"What?"
I asked

"I love you."
He whispered

I didn't just hear that...I thought

"What did you say?"
I asked again

"I love you."
He said a tiny bit louder
then he just passed out

I gently helped him lay on his side and covered him up, he was completely out
I got my phone out and messaged our professor telling him we wouldn't be there tomorrow due to emergency.

I went out on my terrace watching the overview of the city, cars moving, people walking, this city really never does sleep.

I cant believe Sonny said he loved me, I couldn't tell if it was real or the alcohol talking.
Time would tell I suppose.

I went back into my apartment and went back into my room
Sonny hadn't moved and was still completely out
I climbed into bed thinking at this point it didn't matter
I covered up and went to sleep

****Sonny's POV****
Tuesday January 17th  

7:30am

I slowly began to open my eyes
My head was throbbing
I realized I was on my stomach my left arm was hanging off the bed, I glanced at the wall realizing I indeed was not in my room

Once I got my eyes all the way opened I sat up and seen my pants was in the floor next to the bed
I had my T-Shirt and boxers on and I I ran my hand through my hair looking around

Shit I'm Sophia's room..I thought
I was trying to remember how I got here and what happened

I then remembered
She must have been the one to help me get my pants off...I thought

I remembered more
Umm I wondered if I told her anything...I thought

I checked the clock on the wall and seen it was
7:45
Shit We got class..but then my head spoke before I could jump up
It hurt so bad
I looked over on the other side of the bed and Sophia wasn't there

I got up and stretched and headed out into the living room
Sophia was at the Kitchen stove cooking something in her oversized T-shirt, her hair up in a messy bun
She looked cute

I went over to the bar and sat down and Sophia turned around and half smiled

"I'm making pancakes if you want some. I would offer eggs but the smell of them makes me too nauseous."
Sophia said

"I also have orange Juice because you're going to probably need some."
Sophia added

"Yeah, uh do you have any Tylenol?"
I asked putting My hand to my head

"Yeah in the bathroom in the medicine cabinet."
Sophia said

Sophia turned back around to keep making food and I stumbled my way into the bathroom
I used the bathroom and got some Tylenol out of the cabinet and went back into the kitchen

Sophia put a plate of pancakes out and a glass of orange juice where I had sat, I took the Tylenol and after a few minutes began to feel relief
Sophia sat down next to me and took a sip of her orange juice and began to eat her pancakes

I felt rude for eating this and her taking such good care of me, class already had passed my mind after I treated her yesterday and who knows what I even said to her and can't remember it.

"I emailed our professor and told him we wouldn't be there today due to an emergency."
Sophia said taking a drink of orange juice

"Thanks."
I smiled at her

She sorta smiled and continued to eat
I really should say something but I didn't know what exactly

I ate my pancakes and we sat there in silence
Once she finished I finished shortly after

"Sophia."
I said looking at her

Sophia looked at me

"I'm really sorry about yesterday."
I said

"Thanks."
Sophia smiled

"I hope you'll forgive me."
I said

Sophia got off her chair and walked over to her dish washer and put her dishes in and turned around rubbing her stomach

She then stopped, looked at me and smiled

"Yeah, I forgive you."
Sophia smiled

I couldn't help but wonder if I told her anything
I had to know

Sophia sat down next to me again

"Did I tell you anything last night?"
I asked

"What do you mean?"
Sophia asked

"I mean did I say anything weird because my shirt is covered in snot, I assumed I cried."
I said

"Yeah you cried a lot and apologized."
Sophia said

"Anything else?"
I asked

"I don't know if I should say."
Sophia said

"Please tell me."
I said

"You said that you loved me and you begged me not to leave here."
Sophia wiped her eyes

"I did?"
I asked

Shit shit shit

"Yeah."
Sophia said

"But I assumed it was probably the alcohol talking."
Sophia said

Continue Reading

You'll Also Like

12.2K 360 38
They once promised to always have each other's back but destiny does not always go as planned. Now almost four years later, each one living their lif...
11.5K 255 15
Olivia Benson, Detective for Manhattan SVU, mother to a five year old little girl, and married to her best friend. What happens when a heinous crime...
49.5K 958 20
Chelsea Carisi lost her mom a year ago. She had been living with her stepfather and things seemed to be okay, until they weren't. When her stepfather...
150K 3K 52
Maddison Grey leaves her home in Virginia to become a detective in New York's Special Victim's Unit. She was on the fast track to join the BAU when s...