Beyonce pov:
"Shot please" I said holding my money out.
The bartender poured me up a shot then slide it to me.
I grabbed it chugging it down. "Lemme get another one !"
My heart was hurting.
I tried to fight for the relationship but onika made it very clear she didn't want to be with me no more.
'The love just isn't there' is what she said.
I chuckled wiping a stray tear from my eye "Shot !" I called out pulling more money from my purse.
I got slid another shot and I downed it thinking about the conversation I had earlier.
Flashback:
"A divorce ?" I asked feeling a ache in my heart.
"Yes beyonce. I've thought about it and I think it's what's best" she said with a shrug.
"Are you shrugging ? Do you e-ven care ?" I asked with my voice cracking.
"Yes I care beyonce ! But this is your fault, you did this" she said pointing at me.
"Nika please I'm sorry, how can I fix this ?" I asked with tears starting to pour out of my eyes.
She sighed heavily sitting on the bed "bey don't make this harder than it already is"
"I'm not trying to make this hard onika ! I want it to work"
"It's too late for that beyonce, the love just isn't there no more" she said shaking her head.
My chest pain got stronger and I sniffed wiping my eyes "so you don't love me no more is what you saying ?"
"I do love you but it's not the same. It's toxic and I'm tired" she said scratching her neck.
"i don't want a divorce" I said with my voice barely coming out.
"Bey please don't be difficult" "I'm not being difficult I just don't want to be without you" I said trying to stop my tears
She sighed heavily scratching her arms. "Why do you keep scratching ? Are you off a pill ?"
"This ain't about that bey" she mumbled resting her hand on her hand.
I took a deep breath then walked out.
No use in talking when she's high.
"Aye you know what, how much is it for the whole bottle ?" I asked standing up.
"It's not for sale" she said making me smack my lips.
"Then just give me the biggest cup you got" I said and she nodded walking off.
"Hey pretty, what you doing here all alone" a man said sitting next to me.
"I'm married" I said dryly lifting up my hand to show my ring.
He walked away and I sighed heavily. The bartender came back with my cup and I paid her before walking off.
"Beyonce ? What are you doing here ?" Chanel said walking up to me.
"I'm here to see a show" I smiled drinking out the cup ignoring the burn.
"Girl is that a cup full of dark ? You are gonna get fucked up" she said with wide eyes.
I shrugged sipping more then keri stumbled up to me.
"B-Bey- Bumble" she slurred then giggled. "You're drunk" I said sipping more of my drink.
"Listennn" she dragged out leaning on me.
"i think he likes me" she whispered pointing to a boy in the corner.
I followed where she was pointing and seen a dude with dreads looking at us.
"Girl he is ugly" I said then started to chug the cup in my hand.
"Bey slow down" chanel said trying to grab it but I held my hand up continuing to drink it.
When I was done I pulled the cup back wincing a little "You drunk that like it was water"
"The burn ain't got shit on my pain" I shrugged about to walk back over to the bar but I was pulled back.
"I know you ain't still drinking" I heard mercedes voice.
I sighed heavily turning to her seeing she had stripper wear on "You look good" I said with a smirk.
"Bey you're drunk" she sad crossing her arms.
"No i'm not" I said pulling her into me. I kissed her lips and she pulled back making me frown.
"Come on". She grabbed my hand walking me back over to the bar.
"Yayy more drinks !" I smiled clapping.
"Hey shay, can you get me a bottle of water please ?" she said to the bartender.
"Yea and get me a shot !" I said pointing to her.
She nodded walking away and came back with water and a shot. I smiled reaching for the shot but it was snatched away.
I snapped my head up watching mercedes down it.
"Why did you do that ?!" I asked mugging her.
"This is yours" she said giving me the water. I rolled my eyes dropping it on the floor.
"I don't want that shit" I said then walked off.
I stumbled almost falling to the floor but somebody caught me. I looked up seeing a good looking man and smiled.
"Thank you handsome" I said putting my hand on his chest.
"No problem" he smirked lifting me up.
"Get yo hands off her jaylen" mercedes said coming over. "Chill cedes, i'm just trying to get to know the pretty lady"
"You keep yo dirty ass away from her" she said pushing past him dragging me along.
"Aww but he was cutee" I pouted.
"Beyonce that man is a not good. You need to go home while you're like this" she said making me huff.
"I could make him good" I said lowly and she turned to me.
"I know you're hurt but being here like this isn't safe for you, or keri" she said and I rolled my eyes.
"I am a grown ass women ! I can take care of myself". She smacked her lips crossing her arms.
"Look here, yo ass is drunk and hurt and these niggas take advantage of that. I'm gonna call you a ri-"No. Youu listen to me" I slurred cutting her off.
"i'm not going no where. I am gonna stay until I see you and chanel dance" I said.
"I'm not dancing tonight" she said "Pleaseeeee. I want a show"
She sighed heavily "Ok just go sit over there with keri" she said pointing to out section.
"Ok Imma sit here with keri and you gone shake yo booty on me" I cheesed.
She chuckled shaking her head and walking me over to the section where keri was hitting a hooka.
I sat next to her smiling "Let me see" I said reaching for it.
She turned to me blowing the smoke in my face making my smile grow "Do it again !"
I could feel my medicine slowly wearing off putting me in between baby bey, sasha, and beyonce but I didn't care.
I knew it was because of how much I drunk tonight. But I felt no pain and no worry.
"Again ?" she asked and I nodded quickly.
"Ok" she said hitting the hooka again then she blew it in my face making me laugh clapping my hands.
"Bumble are you good ?" she asked drinking some of her water.
"I'm great" i shrugged taking the hooka from her
I hit it hard making me start coughing and keri laughed. "It's not funny !" I snapped.
"Awww you're in between, poor baby" she teased poking my cheek.
"Stop" I said swatting her hand away.
She laughed looking away from me "How did you know I was in between ?" I asked.
"I raised you beyonce.. Remember ?" she said raising a eyebrow.
"Duh I remember" I said then somebody walked over with a tray of wings and fries.
"Yay my food !" keri said happily grabbing it.
"I want somee" I pouted. "These got weed in them bumble" she said sitting back down.
"Just give me one" I said reaching for them. "No" she said pushing my hand making my frown deepened.
"Keriii stop playinggg" I whined starting to get irritated.
"Here" she said reaching in her purse giving me some money. "Go get you some food"
"Thank you !" I smiled jumping up.
Onika pov:
"Onika you need to come get beyonce"
"Beyonce is grown chanel"
"She's drunk as hell"
"So ? You're there and so is keri and mercedes"
"Me and mercedes are working !"
"Keri there. She ain't gone let nothing happen to her"
"Keri is drunk too cookie ! They both are drinking their pain away"
"Man look, I don't like keri but I know that ain't nun gone happen to bey while she there"
"You don't know how messed up she is"
"What do you want me to do ?! Go up there and drag her out after I just told her I want a divorce"
"You told you want a divorce ?!"
"Yes."
"Well that's why she up here drinking hennessy like it's water"
"Just let her do what she want to"
"Danger comes with that onika, She can't just be up here by herself AND SHE'S FAMOUS"
"That don't matter when you're in a club"
"It does if somebody is planning on snatching her ass up !"
"I'll send her a car"
"No you need to come get he-
I hung up in the middle of her sentence tossing my phone to the side.
I took a deep breath looking at all the pills in front of me "How much ?"
"Same price, you know I always give it to you for the low" he said and I nodded giving him the money.
"Here" he said sliding me all the pills.
"This is too much" I scrunched my face.
"I know" he sighed. "I can't keep doing business with you cookie"
"What ?! Why ?" I yelled.
"I was asked not to and I respect the person that asked me" he said making me roll my eyes.
"This some bullshit" I mumbled.
"Maybe it's a good thing, you can get clean and shit" he said. "Mmcht nigga I ain't a addict"
"Well you act like it. Yo ass turn heartless on them pills and you got kids" He said and I squinted my eyes at him.
"Nigga you literally a dealer, I know yo ass ain't tryna lecture me" I said and he started laughing.
"Yea aight, lets not forget who you was before the fame barbie" he said making me roll my eyes.
"Who asked you not to sell to me ?" I asked. "Can't tell you that" he said sitting back.
"Really ? I been knowing yo ass for three years and you just gone kick me to the curb"
"You know I fucks with you nic, I just can't be yo dealer no more so this is the last serve" he said.
I rolled my eyes grabbing the pills "Fuck you"
"Love you too sis" he laughed getting up.
Beyonce pov:
"Keri I want to go over by the stage" I said tapping her.
"No I think we should stay right her bb" she said looking over at me with low red eyes.
"But we came here to have fun ! This ain't fun" I said frowning.
"Just let me sober up a little more so I can watch you" she sighed rubbing her eyes.
"You don't have to watch me. I'm grown" I said mugging her.
"Don't mug me" she said pointing at me "You know how you get when you in between beyonce, You will go out there and start a fight then cry when you get yelled at"
"that's not true" I rolled my eyes.
"Just give me a few minuted bumble" she said sipping some more of her water.
"No i'm gonna just go without you" I said looking over at her.
"No you're not. You gone sit yo lil ass here and wait" she said sternly. "You ain't my momma"
"Basically am" she mumbled shrugging.
"Ok I don't care. This is boring I wanna go with the strippers" I said standing up.
She huffed standing up too "Come on crybaby" she said grabbing my hand.
I smiled while we walked over to the stage. As soon as we got up there mercedes came on making me squeal happily.
I watched her climb on the pole starting to do tricks.
I reached in my purse going to my secrete part I had to with my stacks of hundreds.
I threw it on the stage and passed some to keri "Throw money on her"
She nodded grabbing some and throwing it on her while cheering her on.
She crawled up to me getting close to my face "hi mercedes" I giggled.
"hi baby" she said lowly then kissed me making a lot of cheers go around. She pulled back and I smiled "do it again !"
She raised a eyebrow glancing at mercedes "She's in between right now"
"Again mercedes ! Do it again !" I said getting impatient.
She smiled kissing me again then pulled back a little "it's time for you to go home" she whispered before backing away.
"No" I frowned looking at keri. I seen she was talking to chanel then they both turned to me.
"It's time to go home bumble" keri said and my frown deepened.
"No ! I don't wanna fucking go home !" I said angrily.
"If you go home then me and you can watch cartoon and eat ice cream.. I'll even put hot sauce on yours" she said exciting baby bey.
"I'll get a lot of cream ?!" I asked smiling.
"Yea you can get as much as you want bb, but we have to go. It's a car waiting on us" she said grabbing my hand.
"Ok ! Lets go" I said hurrying off with her following me.
When we exited the club a group of guys walked up to us "Heyy beyonce, i'm a big fan" one said smirking.
"Thank you !" I smiled. "Come on keri I want ice cream" I said tugging her.
"Wait hold on baby, what's the rush ?" the same dude said stepping in front of us and I frowned.
"I want ice cream." I said dryly feeling sasha start to come out more.
Keri tugged me in another direction "Get the fuck out our way" she said mugging some other dudes.
"How about y'all come chill with us, we got plenty ice cream" he said reaching for me but keri pushed his hands and pulled me behind her.
"We good" she said trying to walk away again.
"Hold on" one said grabbing me and I quickly turned around punching him in the face.
"DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME !" I yelled kicking him.
"It's ok bumble, let's go" keri said grabbing me. We walked away and I had a mean mug on the whole time.
"It's ok bey lets just hurry up" keri kissed my cheek starting to walk faster.
"Aye bitch !" I heard one yell and I turned around.
He lifted his gun up starting to shoot at us.
"AAAHHHHHH"
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