My sister is a bad mom. That's been hard to come to terms with because she's my sister but she is a bad mom. She keeps around her baby daddy for some fuckimg reason, he clearly doesn't give a shit about her or her baby. He doesn't have a job, he lives with his grandma. His family has not given him any responsibility and let's him be a deadbeat. As I was typing this I just remembered a part of my dream, I was in my living room when my sisters bf barged in and started yelling at me and threatening me. I was so ducking scared, and I tried to tell my parents and my family but they didn't care. My other sister M, she's exactly a year younger than E who has the baby. She used to tell me about how she had nightmares like that and how she was very scared of him. But I brushed it off yk cause I didn't want to come to terms with it. I'm writing this now cause my sister is being so mean to her baby rn.
She only cares about image and pictures. She doesn't really truly care about her baby and her future. She spends all her money on her baby daddy, clothes and stupid shit. She has a job that's two hours away but doesn't have a car. Now she's reliant on everyone to take her there. For some reason she chose a fucking job super far away for no reason. We don't want to take her, it costs so much gas and it's a long as drive just to take someone to work. The last two days I went to my dads work to get volunteer hours and one of the days we had to pick up my sis cause she was working. They work in similar areas and it makes more sense for us to kill and hour rather than driving all the way home then all the way back.
But a day before I went with my dad he waited an extra half hour for her, she's supposed to get out at 6:30 and she got out at 7:00 which is really ridiculous. I don't even know wtf she's doing. The day I went with him we waited an hour and a half longer. We wake up at 5-6, get to my dads work at 7, stay until 5:30 cause he's working 10 hour days over the summer, then wait 2 and a half hours for my sister. That's a long ass day and she's so ungrateful too
My dad texted her cause was taking a long time, she was all polite to him. Then he asked me to text her a bit later to say that her kids frosty is melting. Oh yeah we also got food on the way to her cause she thought she'd be out sooner. Then she replied almost instantly to say she's trying. Then I asked "what in the world do they have you doing?" In kinda a joking way
She replied instantly, and I mean instantly with "I'm fucking working" and "leave if you can't wait" liek bitch we were so close to leaving you. I showed my dad cause HE ASKED me to text her and he got pissed off. He was so close to driving off cause he doesn't have to do this shit for her. He even told my mom about her telling me off when we got home, he was not happy.
And she always says shit liek thag, telling us to leave like girl who's getting you ?? You'll be there till fuciing midnight waiting for our other sister to get off work. Like no one's getting you, we would leave you there for the night if your gunna act liek thag
It's absolutely ridiculous
And she was replying as I was texting, like what work are you doing ?? How are you so busy and trying to get out as fast as you can when your able to message me back AS I AM SENDING OMFG
if y'all ever have children, have one. Don't give them the fucinf trauma of having siblings man
She also doesn't want to pay me for babysitting, I've watched her kid 8 hours a day almost everyday since she was born. She only payed me one summer and then that was it. Now my dad told her she has to pay me so she's supposed to pay me 25 a week cause she is a broke bitch who wastes her money. And she's supposed to have a differnt job at her work as a cna but didn't get a background check. Now she's been working in the kitchen with low ass pay for god knows how long instead of getting a background check ?? Oh and she failed her cna test lmaoo but she still got a job, they just want you to retake it or something idk
And last time she payed me she bought me food all the time, she would work really late and the baby would go to sleep with me in my bed. She also has hated her crib. But she'd buy me food and I thought she was being nice ig, I didn't really understand cause she's never done stuff like that for me. But then when I asked her to give me the money she owed me she got all mad. She was saying she got me McDonald's a couple times. Like my order from McDonald's times three is going to equal 300 bucks. And she didn't even give me fries most of the time, so a ten piece like 5 times. She didn't get me stuff every night.
So that was just a waste of her money cause she still had to pay me everything
Now she's trying to do that shit again. Last time I got money I spent it all on clothes for school cause I was starting high school and I wanted to have nice stuff. I didn't want to worry about my mom and when she could take me to a store or waiting forever for her to give me her card cause we're poor and she's waiting for more money. So I just bought my stuff myself.
Now I want to save tho, my parents are buying my stuff this year and I'm saving so I don't end up in the same positions as the rest of my fam.
But E tried to pay for my clothes instead of paying me directly. Now that's not what I want. I told her I want cash and walked away, at that moment I didn't totally process what she or I said and I didn't understand why I said that for a min lol. I just got really mad and didn't understand but then I realized she's trying to pay me with anything but money, AGAIN. It's so fucking annoying. I'm so close to getting a real job, they'll pay me better and with real money. She'll have to find other child care cause I can't watch the baby and have a job and do school. It's too much and it's what I told her to get her to pay me in the first place. She seems to be forgetting this fact and it's really pissing me off
I'm so dehydrated but I refuse to drink water
I wish I had one
Have I posted this yet ?? Idk
But the reasons why everyone hates Maryellen lol
In response to someone asking why they started watching supernatural lol
I forgot about this lmaoo
If I gave you my twitter would y'all follow ??
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I'd so beat joe in a fight tho, I'm sure of it 💪
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my friends always point out when I go red, whenever I smile or laugh for a while I get red. Every time they do I say I'm peppa pig or say oink oink lol
Also my besty found my scalp is pink, she was standing above me in the last day of school and noticed it lol. Then she took and pic and I haven't been the same since tbh. It that normal you think that my scalp is pink ?? It seems weird lmaoo
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Im not mad just disappointed
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Seriously, never go to your school counselor ever.
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So true, and none of them got any damn taste. They say all the bad books are th best and all the good books are overrated ?? And they fancast the minority characters as white ppl?? And they refuse to read books with a poc main character or with a plus size main character. "I just can't relate to it" like tf. Like it's fine ig as long as you have good reasons and aren't trashing the book for inclusiveness. People will trash books and say the characters should have been skinny white girls cause "they couldn't relate". These are real books, not y/n fanfics in wattpad. If you don't want to read good stories about people who walk differnt lives than you than that's you. Don't tear down shit cause it's not catered specifically to you. It can still be a good book without the story and characters being 100% relatable to you
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