Lee Know POV
While I was walking home, I couldn't help but think about the party.
Should I go? Should I not?
I didn't have an answer for myself. I knew Jisung was going, but I didn't know if he's being upset would cause him not to. I did worry about this kid. I had never really seen him so upset about something. Once again, thank go it wasn't the kiss.
I saw Hyunjins convertible pass by, no surprise there. That made me think about Jisung even more. I did like this guy, even more than I liked myself. He was just so cute and small and undeniably comforting.
When I made it to my house those thoughts stopped immediately. I unlocked the door and walked into the quiet space. I looked around and didn't see mom. Her car was in the driveway, but where was she. There was also another car in the driveway but I didn't pay it any mind.
I set my keys on the counter and saw an envelope. I picked it up and saw it was from our landlord. The letter was along the lines of us being behind on our rent. He wasn't going to give us another warning and would be gifting us an eviction notice.
I was in disbelief before my mom showed up.
"You're home?" She asked.
"Yeah, this is when I usually get home," I said watching her fix clothing.
Before I could ask any questions, a man walked from her room zipping up his pants. He handed her a few bills and left with a smile on his face. I watched him get into the unknown car and drive off.
"Lee Know I can explain." She stuttered.
"You're doing it again aren't you?" I asked setting the paper back on the counter.
"We need to pay the rent somehow."
"You have a fucking job!" I yelled, "Is this why you've been home really early? To have sex with a goddamn stranger?"
"We're not making anything with that." She said walking closer to me, "We need to find another source of income."
She put her hands on my face and put her forehead on mine.
"You said you were going to stop," I explained removing her hands from my face, "Don't touch me with the same hands you probably put around someone's dick."
I walked out of the house and left to go to the party. My mind was made up at this point. I need some sort of distraction to get through the day. I made it to Hyunjins house and saw some people were already walking in. When I and Hyunjin made eye contact, he smiled at me.
"I didn't think you would come." He said holding my shoulders, "HEY EVERYONE, LEE KNOW'S HERE!!"
He took me outside where the others were. I didn't see Jisung, which made me a little disappointed. I liked the other guys, but jisung wasn't just a friend to me. I sat down next to Changbin, and the first thing he did was hand me a drink. I smelt it and looked at him confused.
"It's that strong stuff to get you in the spirit," Changbin whispered.
I chuckled softly and took a sip. When it hit the back of my throat, I felt a burning sensation. I started coughing after I swallowed it. It was really strong that it brought small tears to my eyes. I didn't finish it right away because it wasn't a shot, but I knew it would probably take me a while to down the rest.
But I had nothing to worry about because I was sitting next to Changbin, who filled my cup each time I drank some. The drink started tasting better once I got used to it.
After a while, Hyunjin came back to join us. He brought Jisung out as well. I tried not to smile while I watched him scurry over to me. He has this big ass bottle of vodka and more cups. I could see Changbin's evil grin forming before they even set the bottle on the table.
We were laughing for about an hour before Changbin wanted to play a game. I found it impossible that he was only tipsy after refilling his drink a thousand times.
"It's would you rather." he said setting his cup down, "If you don't know how to play fuck off."
"Why can't we play truth or dare?" Bang Chan asked.
"That's so basic, and means you're a bitch." Hyunjin replied.
It seemed that Hyunjin said the dumbest things when he was drunk. But then again, he would say the same things if he was sober.
Knowing these guys for some time, I knew the questions were going to be far from child friendly.
"Seungmin, would you rather spit or swallow?"
"Swallow." Seungmin answered rather quickly, "How else would I keep you inside me?"
We all started laughing. I always thought of Mr. President as the goody-two-shoes who would never say such things out loud.
It was now Seungmins turn to ask someone a question. He looked around and noticed me. I was already feeling dizzy and lightheaded but at the moment I just wanted to drink. My cheeks were most likely red and my vision was becoming blurry.
I kept hearing Jisung laugh, and I'm pretty sure it was at me. From where I was sitting Jisung wasn't doing any better than me.
"Lee Know, would you rather dominate or be dominated?"
I took a moment to comprehend the question and then decided to answer. I put my hand on my chin and looked at the sky. I was searching for a smart answer in the scramble in my mind.
"It's whoever is hornier, to be honest." I said throwing my hands in the air, "It could be now or later."
I looked at Jisung and he looked at me. Wow, he is really cute.
"I want to fuck Jisung," I said causing everyone to laugh.
I didn't know what I was saying but I didn't care. He just looked so adorable when he was drunk. I could tell he was blushing but decided to keep my mouth shut and just smiled at everyone else.
~~~
After leaving the pool, I was dancing with the crowd. It was just me and my drunk self. I was having the time of my life. I had no worries nor a care in the world about how troubled I was.
Once my favorite song changed, I walked to the nearest room to catch some sleep. I knew going home and having to face my mom would not put me in a good mood. Plus, I would look like a dumbass to try and walk home.
I opened the door and noticed it was a bathroom.
And then-
And then I-
Shit.
I can't remember what happened after that.
All I can say is that I had a hell of a time, and I wish I could do it again soon. Knowing Hyunjin, this just might happen tomorrow.
Jisung POV
I wasn't in my right mind for the rest of the day. Talkative, teasing jisung has left early today. While we rode home I saw Minho walking on the road like he always did. It seemed that every time I looked at him, my mood lifted in the slightest. Always seeing how Hyunjin and Seungmin were when their together made me jealous.
I wanted that. But nothing ever went the way I wanted it to.
Once we made it to my house Jeongin and I went into the house. It took me a moment because I wanted to act like a child that couldn't leave their mother.
"Jisung, I can't be out here all day." Hyunjin said lifting his eyebrow, "I understand I'm great, but you have to detach at some point."
"It's his dad, you moron." Seungmin scoffed, "But he is right. You're just going to be coming to the party in an hour anyway."
"If I'm still alive."
"Good luck with that," Changbin blurted," We have to go before my mom gets worried."
Changbin pushed me away from the car and shut the door. After a second, the car started rolling off the property.
My friends aren't shit.
I walked up the stairs and held the door handle. I took a deep breath before twisting it and walking in. I saw the light from the chandelier in the dining room was on. I knew me trying to sneak into my room wouldn't work.
But it was worth a try.
"Jisung?" My dad called, stopping me in my tracks, "Get in here."
I couldn't even make it to the third step before having to turn around. I rolled my eyes as I stepped into the room. My mom and dad were sitting at the long table while Jeongin stood next to me.
"Kids," Mom started, "We got a call from your principal today."
"Not so much you Jeongin, it's you Jisung." My dad began, "What the fuck is up with you?"
"What?"
"A fight at school with Lee's child?"
"That's not true."
"Are you going to stand here and tell me that your principal is lying?" My dad said while standing up.
"Yeah, I am," I scream.
"Not only did you get into a fight, but Jeongin also got a little hurt."
"Fuck you!" I said walking out of the dining room and out the door.
The only thing I could think of while walking on the street was the drinks I was going to down in seconds at this party. When I stepped onto Hyunjins property, I saw a bunch of cars and people were already inside. I walked in and was greeted by Hyunjin wearing shades and one of those feathered necklaces.
I was never the one to be angry for a long time, so seeing how ridiculous he looked made me laugh.
"You need to get a drink right now." He said with his arm around my shoulders. He led me to the bar and was sifting through the various drinks.
One drink in Imparticular caught my eye.
"Starting with the strong stuff I see." He said laughing with me.
We started walking with cups and bottles to where the pool was. There weren't many people out there besides our friends. Surprisingly, Lee Know was already there. He was sitting next to Changbin with a cup in his hand. We made eye contact and I hurried to sit next to him.
We were all laughing before I started getting into it. Once I did, Changbin decided that we play a game.
"It's would you rather." Changbin said setting his cup down, "If you don't know how to play fuck off."
"Why can't we play truth or dare?" Bang Chan asked.
"That's so basic, and means you're a bitch." Hyunjin replied.
No one understood the logic that went through Hyunjins head but we always went along with it.
Knowing our friend group, the questions went from holy to unholy on the run.
"Seungmin, would you rather spit or swallow?"
"Swallow." Seungmin answered rather quickly, "How else would I keep you inside me?"
Everyone started laughing. I guess people are more revealing when they have drinks in their system.
It was now Seungmins turn to ask someone a question. He looked around and noticed Lee Know seemed out of it. He was laughing along with everyone and also himself. It was a funny sight because his cheeks were red and he was slurring the hell out of his words. But I wasn't any better.
"Lee Know, would you rather dominate or be dominated?"
Lee Know took a moment to comprehend the question and then decided to answer. He put his hand on his chin and pulled his eyes to the sky.
"It's whoever is hornier, to be honest." He said throwing his hands in the air, "It could be now or later."
I looked at him as he looked at me.
"I want to fuck Jisung." He said causing everyone to laugh.
DID HE JUST SAY THAT!?
I started to become flustered and the butterflies swarmed my insides. He started smiling at everyone with his eyes completely closed. I couldn't help but laugh at his cuteness.
~~~
The day felt like it was going so slow and I loved it. Soon enough, I had to use the bathroom. I stumbled in and shut the door behind me. I guess I forgot to lock the door because once I was done Lee Know came rushing in. We were staring at each other with drunk eyes. I couldn't help but look at his lips.
It was silent.
In the very next second, we were falling all over the place with our lips attached. I felt nothing but bliss and we were hungry for this. We both wanted it for a while. I didn't know what was happening but one thing led to another and I was bent over the sink with him behind me.
Both our pants were sitting at our ankles.
"Are you sure this is okay?" He asked before proceeding.
I shook my head, very happy that even while he's drunk he's a gentleman. I could tell he took his time because nothing was rushed. He made his thrust slow and deep making sure I felt every inch of him. I moaned even more with every thrust. I could hear him grunting as he sped up the pace to feel more of me.
As soon as he was almost done, I turned around and got on my knees. I took him in my mouth and bobbled my head back and forth. I loved the small whimpers that came from him. As I went faster in faster his breathing become more and more shallow.
At some point, he grabbed my hair and pushed it further and further. We were at it for a while and I was astonished at how long he held out. Once he finished, we were both panting for air on the bathroom floor. We smiled at each other knowing that we wanted this for a while.
Oh, and of course, I swallowed.