Sorry, I can't update tonight.
I got a lot of stuff to do.
And I'm depressed af.
I actually told my twin about when I used to cut. It was hard af.
She was so shocked. She felt kinda bad for me, too.
That was a big thing for me.
I can't believe that I actually spoke about it. She's the only family member who knows.
And something else happened, but if I talk about it, I'm throwing my bed out the window.
I'm about to go full out Sharkiesha.
And many of you have been asking about my Joe, my crush...
Idek anymore. I'm too insecure. There's no way that he could actually like me and....
Ugh.
Fuck it.
I don't wanna go to prom anymore, I don't wanna keep believing in myself, I don't wanna smile, I don't wanna cry, I don't wanna do anything.
Can I just lay underneath my covers and blast Bieber to escape my reoccurring sadness?
Ugh.
I need advice.....
~ Malikah