Life and shit

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by 123swaggy

by 123swaggy

Idek why the fuck half of you couldn't see the picture.

So, I reposted it. Lol

Not a real update. Sorry babys.

I'm waiting until I reach my goal of 45 votes on the last chap.

But, since I'm bored, I'm gonna write.

First is first. I've been thinking. I don't know if I want a boyfriend right now...

I like Joe. I really do. But, right now, I'm all fucked up. But, I think I gotta focus on myself right now.

Why the fuck am I trying to find love when I should be letting love find me? If Joe likes me, he can have me. He just has to make a move. But, I shouldn't be stressing myself out over him.

Second.. Why the fuck do people bring me somewhere to do boring shit? Like damn. My uncle brought me to Target and I was bored as fuck, so I started taking selfies. Lol

Third.. I'm learning how to laugh shit off. Bitches wanna say how disrespectful and judgemental I am because I correct their shit and curse them out when you say some hurtful shit to me. Hahahaha, bitch sit down. It's called standing up for myself, something I haven't done in forever.

Third. I'm not lesbian. Just because I call you guys baby, babe, buttercup, etc., doesn't mean I'm lesbian. There's nothing wrong with being gay, lesbian, etc. I'm not judgemental.

Another thing. You know when you see a cute guy and you start to stare at him because he's so damn attractive? Like, I don't just do that. I say something, too.

I stop and stare, then I'm just like "Damn. He is so good looking." Then, my heart skips a beat and I catch myself. I speak my mind.

Anyway, I'll update soon.

I'm tired as fuck now.

Peace.

~ Malikah