I always hear them out,
I always tried my best to help them,
I always tried to resolve their own problem, not for clout,
Even if I can't handle my own Mayhem.
Now, that I need someone to talk,
No one wanted to hear my cue.
My anxiety is here, I just sighed and gawked,
Because no one wants to help me in my blue.
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Lesson: Stop being people pleaser. Appreciate yourself and learn to reject the plea of someone. They can hate you for that, even your dearest friends can hate your for that, but isn't it true friends know your worth and understand why you can't grant that request? Peace of mind is important and choosing your friends wiser. Also, make yourself your priority, as it is the only thing that can help you in your silent battles and the one that will never betrays you. Yourself alone is your SOMEONE TO TALK when there's a problem that you can't shout to the world.