oh wow, what a ride! i love this story so much; it has a very special place in my heart. so i actually wrote the song featured in the last chapter of this story, and i thought i'd share it here. i wrote it specifically with spideychelle in mind. it's called new york's december and the paper i wrote it literally has a note i wrote on it that says "spideychelle anthem". so, here you go.
darling, i fear
that we may not make it out of here
alive
i've seen this film
a hundred times
and they all end with the feeling
of dying a little inside
and you never really knew
how and that i really loved you
so if tomorrow never comes
for me and my fictional lover
i just hope you'll know
how much i really do
i wish we were in a movie
somewhere we could say i do
and move off, ride the sunset together
my fly high place is a softer autumn
but i always but i always go back to new york's december
i see you at the stop sign goin' home
see you at the coffee shop where you work through the window
and i wish i had your superpower with me right now
to calm me down 'cause i'm too far gone
maybe that's just
the way life goes
leaving everything you've ever known
to find your way home
and i'm
really far away from mine
if everything's totally fine
then why am i crying?
maybe i can
dream a little dream
of new york's december
in my mind, dear diary
oh
i'll be
building my new life with legos
and if you happen to see my softer ground
my stargirl and my younger dreams
tell them they can find me
when new york hits december
all over again
for now, i'll be living
in the twilight zone
flying blind in the dark
all alone
and i'll try to hit
two birds with one stone
when it comes down to being
far and almost home
so i'll see you again when
my fly high place is a softer autumn
and i go back to
new york's december
all the time
once again this story has a very special place in my heart and i'm debating on writing a sequel! what do you guys think?
anyways i hope you enjoyed this wild ride as much as i did.