A/N As I've said before if details make you uncomfy you can go ahead and just skip this chapter, you won't miss much except some hopefully hot lovemaking.
Also, I better not see all the comments suddenly disappear 🤨😈
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Jennie laid back on her bed, laptop and work forgotten as she thought back to it. She remembered every single detail from their first time, it had been perfect.
———8 Years ago, Jeju Island—-
Lisa kneeled in front of her, holding flowers she picked in her hand towards Jennie and the sight of Lisa's adoring doe eyes made her swoon.
Jennie took the flowers from her and Lisa asked her for a kiss.
Jennie smiled at her, swooning because although Jennie had always thought herself too practical to fall for these things, Lisa seemed to break every single conception she had about love. She craved the romance and the cheesiness and the clichés as long as it was Lisa doing them. She'd never tell Lisa though. She needed to keep some part of her dignity.
Jennie giggled in response, running away and telling Lisa she'd have to catch her first if she wanted a kiss.
She wanted Lisa to chase her. It always made her heart skip a beat knowing Lisa would run after her just for a kiss. She knew she could never outrun Lisa and she kind of liked that too. Knowing soon she would be caught and kissed.
She turned back around and squealed when she saw Lisa was so close. She ran even faster. She knew Lisa was letting her get away on purpose, prolonging the chase.
Jennie kept running and giggling and squealing anytime she felt Lisa's fingers scrape her back. She eventually gave up running, turning around and hiding behind the flowers Lisa had given her, smiling giddily because she knew she was about to be caught when she heard the flash of a camera.
"Lisa!" Jennie immediately blushed. Lisa had picked up photography some time before graduating high school and had taken to snapping pictures of Jennie any chance she got when she finally followed her to Seoul.
Jennie still hadn't gotten used to it. Too self conscious about the way she might look, especially with Lisa. They'd made their relationship work as Lisa finished out her last year of high school but they had hardly got to physically see each other.
Lisa had finally graduated and they'd only been living together for a few months so Jennie was still getting used to Lisa giving her all of her attention like this in person. As more than friends.
Lisa just giggled at her as Jennie blushed. Lisa picked her up like she weighed nothing and threw her over her shoulder as Jennie squealed and halfheartedly fisted her hands and punched her on the back yelling at her to put her down.
Lisa ran around with Jennie like that as Jennie protested over and over. Until finally Lisa obliged and set her down softly on a bed of flowers where Lisa had spread out a blanket for them earlier.
Jennie might have lost her breath at the way Lisa was so close, supporting her weight on her elbows as she almost laid on top of Jennie.
Jennie had to look away, "I thought we were gonna watch the sunset?" She said as she looked sideways towards the setting sun. Trying to distract herself from the way Lisa was looking at her at the moment.
"I'd rather watch you."
Jennie felt a blush creep up her neck.
She couldn't look at Lisa. Too shy because of her blush. Lisa leaned down to kiss Jennie on her temple. Jennie finally looked up.
Lisa smiled softly at her. Looking at Jennie with so much love it left Jennie breathless.
"Kiss me Lili." She asked, because she needed some part of Lisa to touch her skin after that look she had just given her.
Lisa leaned down to kiss her, moving one of the hands that were supporting her weight to caress Jennie's side and then wrap around her neck, her thumb caressing her cheek.
Jennie felt Lisa's tongue seek entrance and suddenly it was caressing her own tongue and it instantly made her feel hot. She fisted Lisa's shirt and pulled her down so that Lisa would settle her entire weight on top of her.
The sun was setting and everything looked perfect because they were surrounded by a beautiful beach and pretty flowers but Jennie really couldn't register anything but Lisa's lips on her own and the satisfying weight on top of her. Lisa broke the kiss and Jennie whimpered from the loss until she felt soft kisses fluttering across her jaw and she felt breathless once again.
Lisa had only meant to drop small kisses but Jennie had liked it so much she curled her hand behind Lisa's neck and pulled her closer, turning her face as she exposed more skin for Lisa to explore.
Lisa didn't hesitate, wanting to taste more of Jennie. She lightly traced down Jennie's neck with her lips, brushing it softly and Jennie felt goosebumps, dragging her nails on Lisa's back and neck.
Lisa really liked that so much that she wanted to keep getting the same reaction. Wanting to coax it out of her again, Lisa began to leave open mouthed kisses on Jennie's neck and Jennie moaned. Gripping Lisa tighter to her.
Lisa really liked the sound of that too so she kept going, kissing her exposed collarbone, her neck, squeezing her hips, eliciting the best sounds she'd ever heard from Jennie.
Jennie was a hot mess. Lisa was driving her so crazy. She kept clutching on to her, raking her nails on her arms, her back, her neck because everything she was doing to her was feeling entirely too good. This was a new feeling, unexplored territory. Jennie felt a warmth in her belly forming.
Lisa licked on a particular spot on Jennie's neck as she squeezed her hipbone at the same time and Jennie moaned so loud, unconsciously opening her legs so that Lisa could settle herself in between them.
Lisa almost lost it because God. The sound of Jennie moaning must have been commissioned by angels. She couldn't help but draw back from her ministrations to look at her.
Jennie was panting, eyes dark with new found lust she had never seen in her before and Lisa didn't even get to look at her properly because Jennie pulled her in for another kiss.
Jennie immediately licked inside of Lisa's mouth as she dragged her nails through Lisa's hair and it drove Lisa so wild she pressed herself harder into Jennie making Jennie gasp in response.
"Lisa," Jennie rasped as she broke the kiss. Pulling Lisa into her harder.
Jennie had felt the pressure from Lisa's body against her center and needed more. Her dress had bunched up towards her waist as she had let Lisa settle in between her but she really, really needed more.
"Take it off of me Lili," she said breathlessly.
Lisa looked down at her and Jennie had lightly pushed for Lisa to get up. Lisa sat up and slowly dragged her hand up Jennie's thigh, caressing it and pulling Jennie's white dress along with it. Drinking in creamy thighs as it went.
Lisa paused when she felt the edge of Jennie's underwear with the tips of her fingers, looking towards Jennie, making sure she was really okay with it. They hadn't really made it this far before and although Lisa had been ready to see Jennie for forever she needed her to be comfortable.
"Keep going Lili." Jennie breathed out, feeling extremely nervous but wanting Lisa to see her. She wanted to feel more of Lisa's skin on her own.
Lisa dragged her dress even higher, Jennie helped by arching her body up so that Lisa could drag it all the way off. Jennie shivered as Lisa's thumb caressed her belly as she pulled her dress higher and higher. As she felt a soft hand drag it's way up her sides.
Jennie lifted her body up so Lisa could pull it up and over her head.
Jennie resisted the urge to hide herself from Lisa as Lisa raked her eyes over her semi naked body, drinking her in. Lisa must have sensed her nervousness because she took her shirt off without hesitation, leaving her in only the cargo pants she had been wearing and a sports bra.
Jennie shamelessly stared at Lisa's stomach, raking her nails over her abs and Lisa shuddered. She pressed into Jennie again and Jennie couldn't take it anymore as she felt Lisa's skin on her own.
She pulled Lisa by the neck so she could kiss her before pulling away.
"Touch me Lisa." She husked out.
Lisa's heart almost hammered out of her chest because holy shit she had wanted to do this for so long.
"Jennie, are—are you sure?" She had to ask. She had to make sure. She wouldn't dare make Jennie feel uncomfortable. Not ever.
"Please Lili, I feel like I'm about to explode if you don't."
Lisa kissed the corner of Jennie's mouth. She kissed her cheeks and her forehead before dragging her hand down Jennie's chest, across her stomach, and landing over the cloth covering her center. Caressing her softly at first. Tentatively.
She really wished she would have done some research or something because she didn't really know what she was doing.
Jennie had immediately jumped at the feeling of Lisa's hand down there, tingles shooting all over her body.
"Under, Lisa." Jennie asked as she gripped Lisa's body hard.
Lisa took a few seconds before obeying, reveling in the wetness that she could feel even through Jennie's lace panties.
"Lisa, please." Jennie had closed her eyes by then, feeling entirely too much and not enough at the same time.
Lisa slipped her hand under Jennie's underwear, feeling warm soft skin and wetness for the first time in her life and she almost moaned along with Jennie who had rasped out another whimper at the contact.
Jennie couldn't help but keep making sounds, feeling Lisa's finger in between her folds. Lisa rubbed circles over her most sensitive spot and Jennie was already feeling very close to succumbing to an entirely new feeling.
Lisa watched Jennie's face. Her mouth slightly parted in pleasure. She heard the whimpers and soft moans that came from her. She felt how Jennie's nails dug into her skin where she was pulling Lisa closer, felt the pool of warmth between her fingers and Lisa felt like she could do this forever because Jennie looked so goddamn beautiful like this. She felt so good under her that she needed to burn the mental picture of her in her mind.
"Lis?" Jennie rasped out.
Jennie finally opened her eyes and looked straight into Lisa's.
"What baby?" Lisa kept going, putting more and more pressure into Jennie.
"I want you—I want you inside," Jennie said in between moans.
"Jennie," Lisa started, still continuing the motion with her fingers, rubbing circle after circle onto Jennie.
"Please Lisa. I want it to be you. I need it to be you."
Lisa looked into Jennie's eyes, making sure she didn't see any kind of doubt before circling Jennie's entrance.
"I don't want to hurt you." Lisa said worriedly.
"I trust you Lisa. Please baby, I need you." Jennie husked again.
"Look at me when I do it," Lisa breathed, wanting to make sure she didn't hurt Jennie too much. Knowing she could read her the best this way. She wanted to look into her eyes as she reveled at the fact Jennie was trusting her with this.
Lisa slowly inserted a finger inside Jennie and paused as soon as Jennie gasped.
"Keep going baby." Jennie pleaded.
Lisa was reluctant but continued, she knew Jennie was in some pain as she did so but there was also something in the way Jennie looked at her with dark and lustful eyes letting her know Jennie really wanted this.
Lisa sank fully into her and she'd be lying if she didn't admit how Jennie felt so good wrapped around her finger. Jennie probably didn't even need to touch her for Lisa to feel so good. Jennie was so, so wet and warm. It made Lisa wonder what she tasted like.
Jennie gripped the back of Lisa's neck tight and closed her eyes when Lisa was fully into her. Lisa paused, letting her adjust.
Jennie opened her eyes again, looking directly into Lisa's.
"You can move now Lili."
Lisa started pumping her finger ever so slowly into Jennie and her girlfriend started letting out breathy moans again. Lisa watched her in awe.
"Oh god Lis."
Lisa kissed every patch of skin she could reach as she moved in and out of Jennie. Paying special attention to her neck because Jennie seemed to moan louder when she did that.
"Li—that feels— so, good." Jennie was having a hard time speaking because the feeling of Lisa's lips on her neck and Lisa inside her was driving her crazy already.
"You're so beautiful Nini, you look so beautiful like this," Lisa said in between kisses, pumping her finger harder. Faster. "I love the way you sound right now."
"You're making me feel so good Lisa."
Lisa was so unbelievably turned on watching Jennie writhe and moan underneath her that she thought she might reach the edge even before Jennie did and Jennie hadn't even touched her yet.
Jennie chose that specific moment to rake her nails down Lisa's abdomen, making Lisa shiver, getting close to the waistband of Lisa's pants.
"Can I Lis? I want to feel you too."
Lisa leaned in to kiss her again as a response and Jennie understood, slipping a hand in and meeting wetness.
Jennie immediately moaned and Lisa was pretty sure she was going to come right then and there at the sound of it and the feeling of Jennie's fingers.
"You're so wet Lili."
"This is how you make me feel Jennie. I'm always like this for you."
"God Lis, I need more of you. Please baby."
Lisa slipped another finger in and she could tell Jennie was close because her walls started to clamp down harder on her fingers.
"Lisa. Baby—Oh god—oh my god Lisa." Jennie didn't make much sense after that. She just kept moaning out Lisa's name in between trying to form coherent sentences.
"You're making me feel so good Lisa. It feels so good when you're inside me."
"You're making me feel good too baby." Lisa groaned out because Jennie was circling faster and faster and it felt too good. Her elbow almost buckled from the pleasure where she had been supporting her weight.
She curled her fingers inside of Jennie and Jennie lost it.
"Fuck Lalisa! Fuck baby—Lili baby I think I'm going to—" she couldn't speak anymore, she gasped for breath as she felt a wave of warmth and pleasure explode from the knot that had been forming in her belly. She arched up into Lisa further, clinging to her as she fell over the edge.
Lisa stared at her intently, groaning at the sight of her. Delighted as she gasped and whimpered and cursed as Lisa helped her ride out her orgasm. Lisa kissed her, swallowing her moans.
Lisa followed her right after as she felt the vibrations of Jennie underneath her. As she thought about what Jennie looks like when she comes.
Jennie must have felt it too because she started rubbing her faster to get her there, arm clutched around Lisa's neck and she lightly scratched it as she kissed her and touched her and rasped out for Lisa to please come for her so she could watch her fall apart too.
"Please baby. Please Lili. I want to see you too."
Lisa had still been inside her, moving her fingers so slowly and when Lisa finally let out the sexiest groan she had ever heard as she came and rode out her own orgasm, Jennie couldn't control her body as it arched itself up into Lisa's fingers and came again. Lisa's name on her lips as she did, she came so hard the second time she had tears in her eyes.
They were left gasping and panting, trying to catch their breath. Lisa lifted her face to look at her, seeing the tears in her eyes and Lisa promptly kissed them away, kissing her forehead and her lips for good measure.
"Baby what's wrong, did I hurt you?" Lisa asked between kisses.
"No Lis. Not even close. You were so perfect baby. You made me feel so good. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to cry. I—It was just really intense and—overwhelming. In a good way, in the best way. I love you Lisa."
"I love you baby, so much." Lisa said, stroking her girlfriend's face with such tenderness.
"Kiss me again Lili."
Jennie was ashamed to admit how she didn't let go of Lisa that entire night, cuddling into her hard. Unwilling for Lisa to let go of her for even a second.
Lisa reveled in it, holding her tiny frame as close as possible in their afterglow. Lisa felt like she was just gifted the most precious moment in the world. She felt euphoric.
—————Present Time—————
Jennie was snapped out of her thoughts by a knock on the door, "hey, dinner is ready."
Jennie blushed, had she really sat there for that long thinking about Lisa making love to her for the first time.
She had to clear her throat before answering because she had worked herself up so much thinking about it she's sure her voice would sound raspy.
"Coming!"
She blushed again. Damn her mind. Lisa was driving her crazy.
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A/N
This chapter officially goes out to my lil buddy Nikki B. As a thanks for being the first to ever comment on this story and to beg for forgiveness for the emotional damage you all suffered in previous chapters, especially 46. Hope this makes up for it and you don't come for me now.
This might not be the exact details you wanted but it's details right?
Also I typed this with two hands so you all better have read this with two hands too ahahahahaha. Jk, idc, you can use no hands if you want I'd actually feel flattered 😏