Mila's POV
Fez kept his arms wrapped around my shaking body, I felt bad crying over another boy while laying in his arms.
"It's okay, I'm here", the boy kept whispering over and over, without letting his arms untightening.
"I just- How could she do that?", I cried softly, luckily the big sobs and cries had died down a few moments ago.
"I have no idea, Mi", Fezco whispered softly, he brushed the hair that had fallen in my face away.
"And he lied to me, for three months. Three months", I explained.
"He is a dick Mila, it's better now that you've realized it. He doesn't deserve you", he whispered placing a soft kiss on my forehead.
I had come over to Fezco's house about an hour ago and since then, all you heard was my crying. Even though I was still sad, I was unbelievably mad at the entire world.
I felt like the world had looked down on me while hitting my already tired self. I felt betrayed and heartbroken not only because of Nate but because of Cassie.
I kept imagining all the times I had come to her while I was crying. When I found out Sam had been cheating on me, I called her. She had always been there for me but now it was different.
I have never lived without Cassie being by my side. There was never anything that I wouldn't tell her about, she wasn't only my sister or my best friend. She was my soulmate.
"I miss her already", I whispered into the boy's chest. "I know Mi, I know", he answered stroking my hair softly.
We stayed in that position for a little longer. Fezco's arms were the only two things that kept me from breaking apart, it felt like he held all of my pieces together by simply being there.
"You wanna go to sleep?", he asked noticing how tired I was getting. This entire day was an emotional rollercoaster and finally, I felt my body tiring from exhaustion.
"Yes", I answered as we quickly brushed our teeth, I borrowed Faye's makeup remover and cleaned my face from all the makeup that was left.
Fez gave me one of his shirts and very cute M&M sweatpants. "Don't you dare laugh about my M&M sweats", he laughed already noticing the smile creeping up my face.
We laid down, cuddling into the sheets. Fez wrapped an arm around me, pulling me further into his chest. I was glad he was by my side, without him my world would still be crumbling and my heart would still be breaking.
"Thank you Fez", I whispered before we drifted into a rather calm sleep.
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The next morning my head was pounding, not from the alcohol but from all the crying yesterday. My eyes felt heavy and I imagined them being swollen.
The sun was shining through his curtains but I wished it would have hidden away today. I wished for a grey, stormy day that reflected how I felt inside but the world decided to laugh at me once again and let the sun come out.
The moment I woke up, I wanted to cry immediately. I had hoped that everything had just been a bad dream which was finally over. The bad dream wasn't over and it sadly wasn't a dream, it was my life.
"Good morning beautiful", Fez whispered and placed a soft kiss on my cheek.
"Good morning Fez", I smiled and turned around to face him. He was looking super calm, his lips looked plumper than they did during the day.
"You like what you see?", he joked, I hadn't noticed that I was basically examining his face. "I do", I laughed, noticing a blush creeping up his cheeks.
"You're so beautiful", I whispered. "Thank you. You are beautiful, you literally take my breath away", Fez mumbled without breaking our eye contact.
The moment was perfect and I had never felt more connected towards him.
As if he was able to read my thoughts, Fez placed his lips on top of mine. The kiss was sweet and light, neither of us wanted to pull away.
While I was kissing Fez, I felt like all of the weight was lifted off of my chest, even if it would only be like that for a few moments, I enjoyed every second of it.
We kept kissing and at one point our kiss deepened, he pulled me closer as our tongues fought. The kiss wasn't sweet anymore, it was passionate and hungry.
Fez got on top of me, while I wrapped my legs around his waist. We did make out a few times but this time it was different. Neither of us wanted to stop, I was finally out of my relationship.
My hands were buried in his hair while his hand made its way under my shirt. He started kissing down my neck, hitting my weak spot as a soft moan escaped my lips.
His hips were pressed against mine, slowly stroking against me. He tugged on my shirt before lifting it over my head, I was exposed to him but I never felt more appreciated.
"Wow", was all he said before taking his shirt off. Fez wasn't as muscular as Nate but his body was more gentle, not as many hard edges.
"Wow", I said as well before we attached our lips together again. Fez reached down and pulled down my sweatpants before kissing down my neck, in between my boobs, and down my stomach.
Before he pulled my panties down he stopped looking up at me. "Are you sure?", he asked.
"Yes I am sure", I answered, within seconds my panties were down and I was completely exposed to him. He went down on me and placed soft kisses all over.
I moaned softly not wanting him to stop, if I was being honest, he was way better at giving head than Nate was.
After a little bit, he came back up, reattaching our lips again. I tugged on his pants, this felt right. I needed him at this very moment, to forget everything and to feel what I had wanted to feel for so long.
Fez quickly pulled his pants down and grabbed a condom from the nightstand before positioning himself.
He gave me a questioning look but I just pulled him down so our lips touched again. Without any more moments to waste, we started fucking.
It wasn't rough but it wasn't weak either, it was perfect. His hips moved perfectly with mine, his kisses made goosebumps erupt on my entire body.
"Fuck", he whispered without slowing down. His lips were all over my body and my hands roamed his. Our bodies were melting into each other, it felt right.
After we were both finished, Fez quickly cleaned up before laying back down next to me. He pulled me into his arms kissing my head.
"That was amazing", he whispered. I looked up and smiled at him, "It really was. Just how I imagined it".
"You imagined fucking me?", he laughed making me hit his chest.
"Maybe", I giggled. "It's okay cutie, I did too. This was supposed to happen, from the moment I laid my eyes on you, I knew we would fuck eventually", Fez admitted.
"Really?", I asked a little shocked. "Yes really", he giggled.
We stayed quiet for a little longer and enjoyed each other's company.
"Are you okay?", Fezco asked looking down at me. "Yes why?", I asked.
"Just because, I don't want you to feel taken advantage of", he explained.
"No Fez, don't worry I wanted this just as much as you did", I smiled.
"And Mi, I just wanted to tell you, what I said wasn't right. I truly feel like Nate is a dick by the way he treated you but I know you love him. I know that you will probably go back to him and I just wanted to let you know, that that is okay for me. Even though I do like you a lot I want you to be happy", Fez smiled.
We leaned in for a kiss as the door swung open, luckily I was covered by the sheets.
"Oh fuck sorry. Wait? Are you two serious?", Ash asked as he uncovered his eyes looking at his brother and I, "Oh fuck, finally. Yo Faye, they did it!"
The young boy yelled running away to her, Fez and I shared a quick glance before starting to laugh.
Just for a second, the world felt okay.
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I knew that you guys wanted smut so badly in the last book, this is all I could give you. I really tried lol, hope you enjoyed it.