When life is hard,
When times defy my strength,
I evade to a tranquil world,
A quiet world of loneliness.
I'm alone there.
It's mysterious.
It's terrifying.
It's peaceful.
I always see you,
In those angelic thoughts.
They're called dreams.
I see you saying sorry.
I see honesty in your words.
I see you saying three cherished words.
I see that you mean them.
I always see you,
In those malevolent thoughts.
They're called nightmares.
I see the time you destroyed me,
By saying we were done.
I see you tearing me apart, killing me.
I feel the pain though it's merely thoughts.
But then I tell myself,
That it's fake.
Because how can you kill me,
When I'm already dead?