Patience

By forev3erstorm

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"Be patient with me I'm somewhere between losing my mind...and finding my soul" More

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By forev3erstorm

Kori Savanna 🐘 | Stockton CA
April 8th

"You ever plan on getting in another relationship?"I asked my dad as we watched a movie.

"Nah I had my two in one."He said.

"What you mean?"I asked looking at him.

"I had my soulmate and love of my life. Many people don't get that."He said putting some seeds in his mouth.

I honestly don't mind him dating again. I know no one could ever replace my momma and I know she forever in his heart.

"You don't want a lil friend or nothing? You're just going to be a lonely old man."I said.

"One day you'll have my bad ass grand-kids then it'll be me and my bad ass grandkids."He said smiling.

"Yeah no I don't want kids."I said shaking my head.

"I said the same thing then here you come."He said plucking me.

"Should've pulled out."I said with a shrug.

"Nah your momma should've got up."He said. I laughed.

"Alright I don't wanna hear anymore."I said putting my hand up.

"You ever wonder what she's doing up there?"I asked playing with my fingers.

"Nah, she visits me in my dreams often, last dream I had she was starting a garden."He said.

"She's fake as fuck. She rarely visits me."I said rolling my eyes.

Last time I had a dream about my mom we were on a beach in Hawaii, that was almost four months ago.

He chuckled a little.

I didn't say anything. I leaned my head on his shoulder and let sleep take over.

Her baldheaded ass better come visit me.

____________

"Want you to sing to me softly cause then I might run in the dark that's all our love ever taught me."I sung as I vacuumed the living room.

Call and I'll rush out
Mmm
All out of breath now
You got that power over me my, my

Everything I hold dear resides in those eyes
You got that power over me
My, my
The only one I know, the only one on my mind

"You got that power over me."I sung.

"Gangsta."Pops said walking in.

I stopped vacuuming and looked at him. He had Macc and Red with him.

"Yeah?"I said with my eyebrow raised.

"I'm going to Bakersfield to handle some business and I'm taking Mar and June with me so Red and Macc watching the you and the house."He said.

Man I don't know these fucking people.

I rolled my eyes slightly.

"Alright."I mumbled before flopping on the couch.

"I'll be back in 3 days. I love you Boog."He said walking over kissing my forehead.

"I love you too."I said before getting on my phone.

"Cheer up we cool people."Macc said mushing my head before sitting next to me. Red sat on the couch across from us on his phone.

I didn't say anything I went to the group chat.

Hogwarts Rejects😭🤍🤞🏾
Today 5:31 p.m.

Yall come over.
This nigga left me here with Red and Macc.

Like really nigga.

Taylor🍀
😭 he so DISRESPECTFUL.
And omw my grandpa getting on my nerves.

Biggs🧸
Sleepover at Kori's.
Who cooking?

My soul-mate🍯🤎
Better order some pizza.

Jayybo🤍
I'll get the snacks.
I'll be there in in 15 min.

I love y'all ugly fucks.

Taylor🍀
Hennessey or Casamigos?

Biggs🧸
Casamigos.
Head be extra sloppy off the migossss.

My soul-mate🍯🤎
Both of em

BOTH!

I clicked out of our messages.

"I'm going upstairs to shower my folks on the way so open the door for them please."I said before walking out the living room.

____________

"Go to hell."I said as Macc hit me with the plus four. We were playing uno and whoever loses has to take 2 shots of Hennessey and 2 shots of Casamigos.

"Nah pop yo shit."Biggs said while laughing. I waved him off.

"Her ass gone lose I can feel it."He said with a smile.

We kept playing until it was me and Red left.

"Uno."I yelled placing my last card down.

We all watched as he took the four shots back to back unfazed.

"It's a demon."Taylor said.

"On bro because Casamigos nasty as a bitch."Raniya said laughing.

"What we playing next?"I asked.

"Truth or Drink."Biggs said.

"Nope I'm not telling y'all my business."Raniya said.

Taylor agreed.

"Y'all want something from McDonald's?"Macc asked looking up from his phone.

"A large fry and Mcflurry."I said.

"Mcnuggets with sweet and sour."Taylor said.

Biggs and Raniya started to talk over each other and he mugged them.

"You know what here pass it around."He said handing her his phone.

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I laid in my bed staring at my LED lights as the faded from color to color. I sighed turning up my music hearing moaning from Taylor down the hall.

I looked at my door as it opened.

"What you want?"I asked as Red walked in.

"Macc snoring hella loud ole drunk ass and them niggas laid up in the corner giggling."He said sitting in my bean bag.

"And them niggas fucking in the room above me."He added.

I bit my lip to keep from laughing.

"Song request?"I said holding out my phone.

He grabbed it typing in a song a few seconds later, Wedding Song by Tank started playing.

You was like that perfect girl,
Thought I never find that in my ghetto world,
You never question my job,
You never toe up my rent,
You never spend up my money,
You never scuffed up my chin
But when you later I dont know who you be

"And I can't take the way you be mistreating me, now you don't cook nomore, now you go through my phone, now you spend up my money, now you plus all day long."We sung along.

I looked over at him, he held no emotion on his face his eyes hung low from being high but you could tell he hasn't been sleeping.

"Get in the bed."I said scooting over.

"I'm good thug."He said looking at me.

I rolled my eyes.

"I wasn't asking."I said.

He looked at me before standing up. He took off his sweater, leaving him in his wife beater and sweats. He took off his chains putting them on the nightstand along with his gun and money.

"Goodnight."I said rolling over keeping the music playing.

"Night."He mumbled.














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