Yn: Whatever, I just have to tutor you... Just don't test my patience...
Yoongi: Not interested...!!
He said sitting on the chair of the study table as Mrs Shen arrenged a new one beside Yn's...
Yn: Very well...
She eyed him from top to bottom but felt something missing to which she raised her eyebrows...
Yn: Where are you books... Do you think I can teach you without any single pen and paper??
He looked around and said pointing to Yn's book shelf...
Yoongi: What the hell are these shits... Can't you teach from them?
Yn: So disrespectful...
Yoongi: Seems like you respect me...
Yn: I don't respect assholes...
Yoongi: Same here!!
They bickered with each other more than studying but it felt like they enjoyed...
Yoongi: Bye, don't want to see you tomorrow but left with no choice for any sake...
Yn: Here too, bye!!.
She slammed the door close and went to her bed while he made an annoyed face while going but somehow ended up with a small grin...
Yn perspective
Well, I guess after days I have talked to someone freely even if it was not very great conversation... Atleast it was a bickering chit chat... Hehe... He was somehow... Nice? Aishh... What am I even thinking? I shall study... But let me take a break first...
Yoongi perspective
Aishhh... Why the hell am I smiling.... Concentrate or else I will end up in hell today... Anyhow, heavens won't accept me... Reaching home I parked my bike and went in, getting greeted by my father, or my smiling father... Don't wanna admit but his smile makes me guilty towards him and I don't know why... It's not event fault...
Mr Min: How did it go son?
Yoongi: It was fine...
He smiled again... Goshh... Why does he smile like that...
Mr. Min: Come let's eat...
Nodding to him we sent to eat...
Yn perspective
Mr Shen: FOR GOD SAKE SHUT UP!!!!
I flinched hard hearing the voice... Figuring out that I was again sleeping out on my table... And then it hit me... They are fighting again... From my childhood only... I have seen them fighting from my my infancy... It was hard to not let my scenes affect me and something that is opposite of what I have always seen... I will be lying if I say that it doesn't affected me at all... Yes, it did... It for sure did hurt me... Seeing that I don't have a parents who care for my feelings... They did care for everything accept being an idol parents...
Mrs Shen:Why did you marry me then?
Did I mention that my father not only metally but abuse my mother physically too sometimes?? I lazily went down seeing the sight in terror... My father was twisting my mother's hand and slamming his hands on her face... While she? She was screaming in an high pitched voice... I went to my dad, removing his hands and pushing him with all my force... He hissed a little and looked at me with rage while I was telling mom to go from here but she... How can she listen?? She want it to be a fight to be remember in the history of Shen family... I sighed while my mom was crying and shouting, I started pushing her with all my force and taking her to her room locking her there... Then turning around I saw my father with a fierce gaze...
Mr Shen: Yn What did you study today?
I kept my brain on repeat realising I didn't studied anything... I woke up late and then taught that guy, then slept... Huff... Iam gone now!!
Mr Shen: Lost your voice??????
He held my chin harshly only to yang it harshly... I kept quiet cause I was afraid... I want to cry but I have a fear if I would cry he will scold me more... He scoffed and said the words of fire...
Mr Shen: My funds are really less for dowry. Start learning household chores, I am so done... Just have to send off from here...
It could be normal or a little hurtful for everyone but I just threw my own box of dreams on his hands, telling him to do anything with it and now when he can't fit fire in the box, he is throwing it away saying my box is trash?? I couldn't take it, it hurts... I silently cried... And went to my room, it's already midnight... I cried for an hour and then checked my phone only to see a message saying that schools are gonna open from next month... I was somehow relieved... Why? I will go to school and then teach my student in library... Study myself and return home as late as they can make it happen... While planning everything I slept...
TIME SKIP!
Waking up early morning as I set the alarm so that I can do my class and study.... I just went to shower with not so good mood... Taking shower and wore something... Well, somehow, I wanted to look presentable in front of him... Now don't tease me... I just want to okay..??
Going down I saw my mother and father talking... Nothing new... After giving me a dark memory, they are all fine... Honestly, I wouldn't have tolerated a man like my father but it's not me... Saying nothing I just took an apple and went back to my room, tho they were calling me I couldn't care less about them right now! Btw, I changed the timing of tution... From 10 am to 2 pm so that I can also get some time to study... And as expected, he came on time...
Yn: So, today we are gonna study about heta and theta... It's a bit confusing but still...
He frowned.. I don't know why!!
Yoongi: Did something happen?
Yn: N.. No?? What will happen to me??
I said trying to put on a smile and starting the lesson...
Yoongi Perspective...
I sensed that something was wrong with her... But she chose to keep it personal so who am I to interfere in it... But I felt concerned for her... Don't know why? I just met her yesterday but an urge to hug her and ask her about it growling in my heart but I chose to ignore and let the time pass... After few hours, it was almost the time go leave but I got some guts after all I am Min Yoongi...
Yoongi: Umm... Are you free? Well, I like being straight so, if you want then let's go on a friendly date...
Wait, what did I say?? Common Suga, you can pretend that what you said is what you really wanted to say... Be brave...
Yn: Uhh...umm... I don't think so I could come... I have to study...
Yoongi: Come on, what the hell we just did for this whole damn freaking fucking hella three hours?????
I said and heard her chuckle making me put on a grin... Getting some nerves, I hd her wrist dragging her out...
Yn perspective...
I just went with him... I know the consequences won't be too great but I really wanna go with him and that's what I chose... He sat on his signalling me to follow him which I again followed... He just took me somewhere, I don't know where.. He just took me... And I trust him... Yeah I do... I just do... ;)
After some minutes he stopped... I looked around and saw a building then looked at him with raised eyebrows...
Yoongi: Don't worry, you aren't sexy enough to the things you are thinking with me!!
I scoffed and mumbled...
Yn: Over confident asshole...
Yoongi: I can hear that...
Yn: Do I look like someone who cares?
This time he scoffed and then held my wrist dragging me in... I mind it... But at the same time dont... Arhh... What happened to me???
Yoongi: Here!!!
He pushed me further and I saw... I SAW!! A mf dance studio in front of me... The thing I dreamt all my spent life... Didn't thought I will get it as a surprise and also with someone who doesn't even know me...!!!!!
Yoongi: A fly mig-
Don't letting him say further... I hugged him, or I can say crushed him...
Yn: Thank youuuuuu Min Yoongiiii!!!!
Yoongi: I hate clingy people ( not this one tho)... Get off me...
Yn: Hehe... Okie!!
Yoongi: KK now dance, I wanna see!!
Yn: Wh.. What... You will see???
Yoongi: Hmm...
I started dancing and he looked perplexed which gives me confidance.... But then he aggressively stood up making me stop dancing and look at him with an hint of fear... He came to me with a cold a face...
Yoongi: IS THAT HOW YOU DANCE???
I felt like crying, I am very sensitive when people discourage me....
Yoongi: Watch me...
I looked at him and he played gangam style and.... Started... ummm maybe dancing??? I tried not laughing but saw him laughing which make me go burst in laughter...
Yoongi: Join me!!!
I run towards and joined him... Doing our silly dance... The music stopped but we both were laughing remembering each other's dance... We layed down for some moments to breathe... Ge checked his watch...
Yoongi: Which type of movie you like??
Yn: Umm action!!
Yoongi: Okkk... Let's go!!
He again dragged me and this time I was eager to see what we gonna do... I know movie but still I am gonna enjoy... Minutes later we reached the theatre and took the last seats...
Silently we watched the movie till interval and then he went to grab some snacks...
The movie started again. Fighting scene appeared and the villain was beating the hero... I was tensed up but then this boy said..
Yoongi: Ever tried howling???
Yn: What??? No!!!
Yoongi: Ok, we gonna do that in... 1 2 3...
The hero kicked the villain and I closed my eyes...
Yoongi/ Yn: Hooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yoongi: Come on!!!
Yn: Kill him!!!
Everyone looked at us but I didn't cared!!!
We howled all through the fighting scene and our throat were then rough... After movie we went out...
Yn: Can you drop me home, my father won't be pleased if I am late...
Yoongi: Who said we are going back?
Yn: Huh??
Yoongi: He again dragged me...
I am tired of being dragged!! Minutes later... I was on the beach...
Yoongi: Just relax...
I just close my eyes and tried to relax...
Yoongi: Yn...
Yn: Hmm..?
Yoongi: I might not know why you sad... I know didn't comfort you well... I don't know what's going on with you.... But you know what... It doesn't makes me curious.. It just makes me concern about your sadness....
I just smiled at him... Then we went home after a little chit chat...
Jumping off from his bike I said...
Yn: Thanks for today... I really did feel better!
Yoongi: After tution are you free again?
Yn: Umm only for you??
He smiled and then drove off while I waved at him until he went away....
TIME SKIP.... 2 WEEKS LATER!
Author Perspective...
They always hanged out these past weeks... Enjoying each other's company... Tho they didn't open up but anyone could cay that they know each other very well...
Right now, Yn entered her home after their paying a small visit to Yoongi's home... This is the first time he took her home... Where they played video games... And did different stupidity... Yn was surprised to see how Yoongi treated his father but more surprised to see how his father treated himm???
Mr Shen: Oh, you came...
Yn: Dad..!!
She smiled but soon it faded seeing him red in anger...
Yn: What happened dad?
Mr Shen: Nothing just thinking why the hell are you born...!!!! What I didn't gave you??? I gave you freedom from such an Young age..?! I gave you everything you wanted.!!!! Just asked you to fulfill my dreams but no, you are busy hanging out with boys....!!
Yn: Sorry dad...
Mr Shen: This time... No sorry... Just go to your room and study!!
She quickly ran to her room locking and then start studying but the copies were getting wet and eyesight were blur... She shrugged it off...
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Yn Perspective...
I woke up seeing that today I was on my bed... Rubbing my eyes, I remembered last night... Scoffing I said to myself...
Yn: My love story is over before being started!
I took a shower and wore my clothes... I didn't have to go somewhere so I pulled of just a t shirt...
I went downstairs and sat on the dining table... Looking at my parents... And ate silently... Then was going back to my room...
Mrs Shen: Don't you have to go to library...?
Yn: Umm... Yoo-
Mr Shen: He won't come from now on, I reject his father...
I totally froze... He was the only one.. The one I always was with... Happy!! They took him from me...
Yn: Ohh Ok! I will be off to library then...
I went to my room and cried again while changing... Why not?? He was my one and only crush...!!!
TIME SKIP
I was starring at my book lost somewhere... When I felt a tap on my shoulder, looking back is saw... Yoongi..!
Yoongi: Hi...
Yn: What you want?
He frowned, seems like it doesn't affect him but does it to me when I am rude to him..
Yoongi: Umm nothing but... What about our hangout??
Yn: You are not even my student now so that means we have lost every relation we had so now go your way...
Yoongi: Are you taking revenge on me again for eating your slice of pizza..?? Oh come on, promise I will buy you today one... Lets go!!
He held my hand buI didn't budged... The way he is making efforts is breaking me...
Yn: Yoongi you should go and enjoy your time.. I won't come...
Yoongi: You will... Come!!
He starts pulling me!!!!!!!
Yn: I SAID I WON'T NA!! WHY DON'T YOU GET IT IN YOUR HEAD...?????
I said it, I said it too harsh right?? I ran from there cause I can't see his soft face... It makes me embrace him... I know he doesn't like me... I just know it... And it's true... But why I do, I also don't know...!!
Reaching home I just went to my room keeping myself curled on bed sniffing silently!!
TIME SKIP!
I was returning to my room after having dinner... It's already late but I have to study...!! Sitting ony study table... I put on my earphones and start studying... But a message came from Yoo- wait what?? YOONGI???
Yoongi: (message) Open the window!
Yn: Huh??
I instantly open the window oug of curiousity and there he was... Panting heavily... Hanging from the sill...
Yn: What the hell!
Yoongi: Pull me up you dumbo!!
I pulled him up while he sat on the sill... Looking at me panting...
Yoongi: Yn...
Yn: What???
Yoongi: U like me right?
Yn: I..
I am too shock to say anything...
Yn: I don't know...
Yoongi: But I do... And I also know that you know that I don't like you but I care for you... I am concern for you... Let's just make you free... Please I dont know what hurts you, what bothers you and now I am even curious but I know that you lack freedom... I want to give you that, to make you feel what's its like to be left free like a bird... It feels majical Yn, it's beautiful Yn like you... Think about it... It will feel so ethereal.... Come with me Yn... We will be back... Till morning... Till then let me show you what's real me and we will also meet the real you... HOLD ME, LET'S RUN AWAY!!
#to be continued#