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YIKES! You were NOT happy about the cliff-hanger... im sorry... as promised the next installment of the book is finally here!
CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE!
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Craig's POV:
Silence fell across the room. His eyes were glued to me. Shit is now the right time to say this. Come on pull your self together, just say it. Just tell him the truth. All you got to do is say the truth. This is a bad idea. My thoughts rushed like a car in formula 1 racing. What if he took it badly. What happens when i say it. His eyes were glaring at me just searching for the answers. Why is this so difficult, to tell him how i feel. Just grow a pair and say it, he is waiting. My heart raced. Everything will be different when i tell him. What if he hates me, he probably already does. I frown and look at the desperate wreck of a boy who needs answers. I took a deep breath a sighed.
"I-I dont know where to start" i stutter slightly. Shit. Why am I stuttering. Am i nervous. For fuck sake what is wrong with me, why are my emotions being like this. Just man up. What is the worst thing that can happen? He will never talk to you again? Not lioe he does much anyway, so why am i so nervous for his reply.
"What im trying to say is... well" i mumble slightly rubbing the back of my neck. i look around the room nervously, looking for the confidance to speek. Just spit it out already. Tweak just stared blankly at me. Why is time moving so slow. Why cant i just say how I feel. Common Craig pull yourself together and just say it.
"i-i want you to l-leave...please don't c-cone back..." Tweek spoke up, breaking the silence. His eyes were glued to the floor, unable to look at me. I was shocked my heart felt numb. Why do i feel like this. I gulp and take a sharp breath. It's now or never. Im gonna tell him.
"No... Tweek... I'm sorry for all those things happened to you, i never ment to hurt you the way i did. It was foolish and stupid... i relised we went too far when you ended up in hospital on your 3rd day in town, that wasnt fair on you... it started as harmless pranks, but escolated further than i thought it would." I touched his shoulder and watched him flinch. I frowned
"i know your scared of me... i would be too but I wont hurt you anymore, that is a promose. After I lost my temper I went home and punished myself..." i trailed off, looking at the floor below. Tweek picked up on that.
"P-Punished yourself how?" he asked innocently with confuision in his tone. I sighed and hesitantly rolled up my sleeves showing him the fresh marks on my arms. He looked horrified. I saw him study my arms cautiously. Why is he judging me. Say something. I'm so stupid for showing him.
"You did this to yourself? Why?" he asked sounding concerned.
"I broke my promise, i swore i would never hurt you..." i mumble looking away from him. I held back the tears. "...Its how i cope when things get too much" Tweek moved my head to look at him. My face twisted in a frown. Why on earth did i show him. Why is he trying to get me to look at him. I simply can't look. I cant risk him seeing the pain.
"Ive done this for as long as i can remember" I say solomly. He looked at me and softly ran his fingers down my arm. His touch made me jump and i end up looking at him with surprise.
"B-But why did you promise yourself to not hurt me?" Tweek asks almost sadly.
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU" I errupted without thinking. An awkward silence fell across the room. I panicked and tried to leave. I wasnt suppost to say that. He was not suppost to know that. WHY DID I FUCKING TELL HIM. My face brushed a deep crimson red, My eyes fell to the floor instantly.
I needed to leave. I darted for the door but was stopped dead in my tracks. Tweek held lightly on to my wrist stopping me from leaving. I slowly turn to look at him. Why did he stop me. Why does he want to see my pathetic excuse of a human. My head raced with so many questions.
"Y-You probably hate me for all the-" My sentance was cut short by Tweeks mouth touching mine. Was he kissing me. I tensed up unsure what to do. Ive never been kissed before. What am i suppost to do. I awkwardly stayed there, my heart racing. After a moment he pulled away i was left with so many questions.
"C-Craig... ive loved you since i first saw you... i-i was to scared to say anything because i thought you h-hated me" he said sheepishly while twitching quite a bit. I rub my neck awkwardly. Wait. What. He likes me back. I felt my heart flutter in my ribcage. For the first time in my life I had a reason to be happy.
"I beat you up because i was so scared of what the others would say. If they found out the truth that i was gay, I know what they are like. The truth is ive been kinder because i feel strongly towards you.." i smile slightly. Tweek gasped.
"y-you can smile" he said jokingly. I glared at him slightly to which he frowned.
"s-so what happens now Craig?" he askes innocently.
"i guess if you wanted to...you could go out with me" my heart raced. Did i just ask that? He is going to say no. You just messed it all up. Why did i ask him like that. I must sound like such an idiot right now.
"Ive never dated anyone..." Tweek mumbled. i couldnt help feel sorry for him.
"Well you would be my first so we can experiance it both together." I reply sheepishly. God did i really just tell him im still a virgin. How embarassing. Tweeks eyes lit up and nodded excitedly.
"O-Only if you promise t-to not beat me up anymore" he says looking serious. I chuckle and nod. He looks so adorible when he is being seroius. My heart melted as the thought hit me. TWEEK WAS MY BOYFRIEND. I smiled deeply and was about to lean in and kiss him when there was a loud bang from down stairs.
"YOU ALWAYS DRINK TOO MUCH!" a voice screeched loudly. Tweek flinched and whimpered. I look at Tweek and frown.
"YEAH WELL YOU DRIVE LIKE A BITCH" a deeper voice yelled.
"YOU HAVE A PROBLEM, YOU ARE ADDICTED" the woman screamed loudly. Tweek jumped and twitched a lot. I wanted to go and smack them for scaring Tweek. I wanted to make sure he was safe.
"ITS NOT AN ISSUE... I KNOW MY LIMIT" I assumed it was Tweeks parents arguring. i watched Tweek get worse and frowned not sure what i could do to help. It broke my heart seein him twitch like this.
"YOU KISSED THE BAR GIRL..."the woman screamed making the walls shake.
"IT WAS ONE KISS HUNNY. IT WAS A MISTAKE, I STILL LOVE YOU" he slurred a reply clearly in denial.
"YOU ARE SUPPOST TO BE MARRIED TO ME YOU ARSHOLE. FUCK YOU I HOPE YOU ROT IN THE DEPTHS OF HELL" she was really not happy. I have never witnessed such rage in a person so sweet and caring. His mother always seemed so kind, I heard a new side to her that sent shivers down my spine. I turned my attention to Tweek. He was a mess. He shook aggressively and twitched like mad. He slowly shrunk to the floor and whimpered quietly. I sat beside him holding him in an attempt to comfort him. His twitches made his body flail. I wince in pain slightly but continued to hold on to him. The arguing came up the stairs, stopping at his door.
"WAKE HIM UP AND YOU WILL BE SORRY!" his mother Screamed making the walls vibrate.
"MOVE THAT FUCKING ASS WOMAN OR I SWEAR I WILL PUT YOU THROUGH THAT FUCKING WALL." He replied. I was so ready to punch anyone that tried to hurt Tweek. There was several loud thumps before the door flew open. In the doorway Tweek's father stood looming over us both. Tweek started to cry, I just glared angrily at the dick in the door frame. I could see his mother laying on the floor. I was unsure what was about to happen.
"YOU ARE SUCH A FUCKING CRY BABY TWEEK AND WHAT YOUR GAY NOW! IM SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED IN YOU. YOU DISGUST ME!" He slurred and stumbled into the room. I let go of Tweek and stand up using my body as a blockade. I was going to protect him at all costs. His father laughed.
"THIS IS PATHETIC. GETTING YOUR BOYFRIEND TO PROTECT YOU. YOU REALLY ARE A -" his voice trailed off as a loud smash was heard. I look over to see his mother holding a broken vase. He fell to the floor, passing out almost instantly. I was shocked and stared at her.
"I warned you..." she said glaring at his body. Tweek was so scared he fell into a massive panic attack. I instantly went to hug him. Tweek started thrashing and kicking screaming in terror. His mother dropped the vase and left the room. How could she just leave him in this state! I did my best to hold to to Tweek. He was kicking hard it hurt a lot.
"Tweek baby... calm down... your hurting me" I say as calmly as I could. It was no use. He continued to thrash as if harder. His mother returned shortly with a large coffee cup. This one was different to his usual ones it was in a non spill cup and smelt very strong. His mother kneeled down next to him and forced him to hold the cup. I was very confused, surely this wouldn't work. She just held her hands around his. I watched helplessly.
After some time and soothing words Tweek wore himself out and slowly drank the now cold coffee. I just held on to him feeling guilty I couldn't help as much as I did. His Twitchs slowly settled and he became sleepy. His mother kissed his forehead and got up to leave. Once we were alone I scooped him up and placed him on his bed. He cuddled up to be and fell asleep on my chest instantly. Well looks like I'm spending the night. I didn't mind it. I found it adorable. My little Prince asleep in my arms. My Tweek.
I have a boyfriend. Not just any boyfriend...
I have Tweek