"After a week"
(August 15)
/During this one week you didn't talk to your parents. You cooked separately for yourself and minded your own business. And most hurtful thing is that your parents didn't even try to talk too. You were so broken inside but holded yourself together strongly. You practiced so much for the audition for the whole one week and you were quite confident to give the audition so you decided to record your audition and submit it./
/After recording the video she submitted it on the website and prayed for best/
Audition video -
"After a week"
(August 21)
"YN's POV"
/I was scrolling through instagram and watching some memes to distract myself from the world, then I got a notification. It was an email I opened it and there was no end to my happiness! I was screaming!/
YN : Omg! I got selected for next level! Yes! *Jumping here and there* I can't believe this! OMG! Thank you god for everything! 🙏🏻🥺
/Reading the instructions/
YN : (Oh so first for confirmation they will do a video call which can be considered as 2nd level and then they will tell me a address where 3rd level audition is arranged.) So they will call me Tomorrow at 10am kst so it will be 6:30Am!! I literally wake up at that time ಠ︵ಠ So I should wake up at 4am, 2hrs for morning routine and ½hr for going to the studio. Ofcourse mom and dad shouldn't know about anything. I should prepare everything now!)
/I ate my dinner early and arranged dress for tomorrow and slept off early after setting alarm for Tomorrow/
"Author POV"
"Next morning (At 4am)" (August 22)
*Alarm ringing*
YN : Ughh.. don't disturb.. *mumbling in her sleep*
/Then suddenly reality hits her and wakes up/
YN : oh sh*t! I need to hurry up! /While entering bathroom/
(Outfit)
(Hair)
(Makeup)
/After getting all ready she rushed out of the house sneakily to the studio/
"In the studio (At 9:50Am)"
"YN POV"
YN : Huff I am on time and I prepared myself yesterday night itself so I am kinda confident.
*Phone ringing*
/I answered the call and greeted them with a gentle smile/
On video call -
YN: 안녕하세요 좋은 아침입니다 (Hello, good morning!) *confidently*
(I didn't expect bangpd would call me)
Bang PD : Annyongaseyo! I guess you already know me. It's Bangpd here! How are you doing? *Speaking in English*
YN : Hello! I'm YN! And I am doing great how about you sir? *Speaking in korea*
Bang PD : I am great too and not gonna lie your korean is really good! *Continued talking in Korean*
YN : Thank you pd-nim I am still a beginner tho *Chuckling*
Bang PD : Oh That's fine! So now YN how old are you?
YN : I am 19 years old pd-nim.
Bangpd : Are you confident that you are going to get selected for training?
YN : Umm yeah I am confident but even if I don't it's fine I'll try again *Smiles warmly*
Bang of : *Smiled warmly* That's a great spirit! So tell me about yourself like hobbies, intrests, etc.
YN : My hobbies are listening and writing songs, and doing poetry, dancing and working out, reading novels and sometimes I write stories too.(I mean fanfictions lol)
Bang PD : Hmm Good.. *Said while nodding* Are your parents aware about you planning to become a kpop trainee?
YN : Currently no, but I will convince them if I get selected. *He nodded*./She lied about it/
Bang PD : So what's your relationship status at present?
/I was surprised by his sudden question but stayed composed/
YN : I am not in any kind of relationships,Sir.
Bang PD : Any past relationships?
YN : Umm sorry but are these questions really important?
/I asked feeling kinda uncomfortable./
Bang PD : I am sorry but Yeah they are.. you know right dating is not allowed for kpop idols for a certain period of time *he explained*
YN : Ah Yeah I understand. I have never been in any relationships *chuckles* I always focused on my dreams and myself *smiles*
Bang PD : Hmm That's good. Okay, so here's an important question for you Ms.YN, think carefully before answering it. So.."How would you handle your Professional and Private life?" Like you know how hard it is to be an idol. You have to face so much hurdles in your life. So tell me how are going to handle it. Feel free to answer me what's exactly on your mind.
/I took a deep breath before answering/
YN : Sir.. I will just be me. No matter how much criticism I face, I will be me! Many idols are criticized for what they are, so eventually they change themselves for their fans or haters. But I don't want to do that. As you said a life of an idol is indeed complicated. Even if you are dating someone, it won't take much time to get hated for no absolute reason. So I don't want to be like that. I won't let people interfere and control me about what I can do and I can't. I want every idol to be themselves and enjoy their life just like normal people. They say "Change starts from you" so I want to be that change. Even though I know it'll be hard.. but life will be boring if everything's easy. *Proud smile*
YN : (Damn I didn't know I could talk this much-)
Bang PD : I.. *sighs and chuckles* You made me speechless! The confidence you have is just awesome! That's your main charisma. Never lose it.
YN : Thank you sir, I am never gonna loose my confidence cause it's the most important thing for everyone.
Bang PD : Absolutely correct! Okay so now YN, I guess it's time to say the results of your Audition and I am so happy to announce that you have been selected for last round. Congratulations Miss YN 👏🏻
YN : Do you really mean it sir?? Am I really selected?? *He nodded* OMG! Thank you so much sir! I'll surely prove myself! Thank you for giving me this opportunity. *Grateful feeling*
Bang PD : You deserve it😊. The last round is a live audition. *My smile faded after hearing that*
YN : So.. I have to come korea for that? *Nervous*
Bangpd : Oh no YN, The auditions are being held in your country itself.
YN : What?! Really? *Jungshook*
Bang PD : Yes really. We will email you address be there before 10am on 29th August okay?
YN : Okay sir thank you!
Bang PD : Your welcome and Good luck for your audition! Bye YN Hope to see you soon.
YN : Thank you so much sir! I promise I will make you proud and you'll never regret your decision! /I said with dedication./
Bang PD : I believe you YN. :)
*End of the video call*
/After the call YN was returning home. On the way she stopped by a grocery store to buy something for dinner./
"In the store"
"YN POV"
/I was picking some groceries in the store./
YN : What's this? /While seeing a pack of snacks in the rack/
YN : Looks yummy.. should try it.
/I was going to grab it but at the same time someone else was going to grab it too. But we accidentally touched eachother's hands and immediately pulled back./
*** : I am so sorry miss! I didn't pay attention. *He apologized kindly*
YN: It's fine I didn't pay attention too sorry *warm smile*
/He bowed and left./
YN : (I think he's not Indian but why does he look so familiar to me? Isn't he the guy in the restaurant that day?? Why am I bumping into this guys like this??? His voice... Its so familiar.. it's like I have been listening to it but why can't I remember?! Ughhh! Leave it! I guess I am just thinking too much.)
/I left the store after taking necessary groceries and returned home still thinking about that guy./
"At home"
YN : (My parents are still not talking to me. I mean c'mon what did I even do? I just want to achieve my dreams is it wrong? When will they understand?)
/I sighed at my thoughts and left to my room./
"In room"
/I was scrolling through my gallery clearing some unnecessary things. Then I went through a special album "Tannies ♡" My favourite one!/
YN : *sigh* I miss them!
"Strange I miss those people who don't even know I exist!
I may have never met them but they have and always will have a special place in my heart! <3"
/I was looking at there photos then something caught my attention./
YN : No- its impossible- so the that guy.. it- its him?!? No way! But his looks, his voice everything is similar to him! I can't believe it- I-
*In literal shock and can't process anything*
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