Germani Da'lane Grace
Indianapolis, Indiana
2020, November 29th
Killa's house
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"I'm killing you bitch." Keontae spoke harshly choking me against the wall.
"Stop." I clawed at his hands.
"Did you fuck him?" He asked dropping me to the floor.
I shook my head slowly.
"Fuck was those hickies?" Killa asked
"I-I." I stuttered.
"Gigi what the fuck did you do while you was gone?" Killa asked
"I messed with him." I put my head down.
I was mad that he fucked Cornai.
"Imma kill 'em." He clenched his fist.
"YOU FUCKED HIM?" Killa yelled punching me in my face, blood gushed down.
My body had just got done healing damn.
I wasn't gonna cry. No matter how bad this beating was gonna be. I want this time to be different.
"WHY THE FUCK DO YOU MAKE LIKE THIS!" He screamed pulling at his short locs that were starting to form.
This nigga is for real crazy. I found some shit out in these last few weeks.
"Gigi." He spoke calmly.
"Yes." I replied.
"Go home." He said
"W-what." I said confused and scared.
"Go back to yo apartment. Go back to work. Do the shit you did before I got here." Keontae said
I was so confused on what was going on. He has been acting really clingy lately.
"Imma get you later." He said
"I don't understand." I spoke.
Honestly I did not want to leave. Despise all the shit he has done. I love him. I hate that I feel this way. I've felt like this for a few but I didn't accept it because I thought it would go away. It was weird how I felt this way. This whole time I've been with him is weird.
"I love you Keontae and I actually mean it this time." I spoke truthfully.
He looked up at me. Like he was trying to read me.
"I knew you would end up to later on. I should be happy, but I'm not." He spoke.
"I'm fucked up. As you know now." He said
I nodded my head.
"Say it back." I said
"What?" Keontae asked.
"Tell me you love me before I go." I spoke making my way over to him.
"Tell me." I said staring up into his dark brown eyes. I once saw him as someone evil but honestly he was just someone who had a rough life and it fucked him up.
"I love you." Keontae said staring back into my light brown eyes.
"Imma explain everything when I see you again. If I will." He said
"I'm lost but I'm trusting your words for once." I said causing him to chuckle.
"Go on. Take the keys and whatever you want out the house." He said
"Okay." I said
"Shit after awhile you might be able to come back here. Imma let you know." Killa said
I nodded.
"I love you lil mama." He said gently bringing his hand underneath my chin and then bringing his lips close to mine and kissing me.
He backed away.
"Bye I love you." I said
"I love you to." He said as I walked out the room.
I went downstairs grabbed the keys and our dog cookie.
"Hey girl. Mama got ya." I spoke to her, picking her up. She was a lil white pit bull with cookie spots.
I walked to the front door and took one last glance before opening up the front door and walking out.
Surely this wasn't gonna be the end but more less of another beginning.
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Germani Da'lane Grace
"Gigi"
Indianapolis, Indiana
2020, September 14th
Killa's house
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Yesterday was hell. Killa actually ain't do nun when he told me to help him. He just let me clean his lip.
"GIGI." Killa yelled.
"WHAT?" I responded.
He ain't respond indicating he wanted me downstairs.
I rolled my eyes getting out the bed and walking out the room and downstairs.
"Yes." I said
"What you think about you getting 3 hours out of yo Saturday and Sunday to do whatever you want." He said causing me to beam in joy.
"YAS." I said
"Don't get to excited. You gotta earn it." He said causing my joy to go away.
"How." I said sadly.
"Just listen to what I tell you to do." He said
"Okay." I said nodding in agreement.
"Deal?" He asked
"Deal." I nodded.
"Keontae?" I asked
"Hmm."
"Can we get a pit bull?" I asked
"Yea if you want one." He said
"When can we go and get one?" I asked
"This weekend. Imma take you and get you one." He said making me happy.
"Thank you." I said
"You welcome." Killa said
I made my way up the stairs and back up into the bedroom.
Imma start looking for places to go on my 3 hours.
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