Mismatch || Hyunlix

By marshyunlix

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"It was merely a marriage of convenience. There are no feelings involved." "He's nothing but a symbol of our... More

✧༺♥༻∞ Prologue∞༺♥༻✧
Fates Tied, Freedom Denied
Healing my open scars, Wishing on a shooting star
Time runs fast, I hope this lasts
The beating of my heart, slows when we part.
In the darkest of nights, an anxious fire ignites.
Together in heart, soul and mind; Destiny roped forever to bind.
Shattering my broken heart, Crystal tears that fall apart.
Lost in an endless void, Answers I want to avoid
A beginning once again, something different from then.
Mysteries discovered, Truths uncovered
I just wanted comfort, but all that I feel is Hurt.
This house of cards, will fall and scar.
My broken soul shall heal, and feelings be concealed
I Hate our love, I do, Hate how much I love you
Wish that I could love you back, Wish that I could love like that
I could hold you tighter, cause through the morning, You're my light
Bloom like a rose, Flutter like a cherry blossom, Fall like the Morning Glory
It hurts sometimes when I'm with you, It hurts sometimes but I miss you
The day bleeds into nightfall, and you're not here to get me through it all
Please don't go away, Please just choose to stay, stay with me
I'd Live For You, I'd Die For You, And It's All For You
I'm sorry, don't leave me, I want you here with me
I wish that I was good enough, If only I could wake you up
Now matter how much I wait, I'm not a stranger to being alone anymore
And no matter whatever I do, I will never not think about you
I have died every day waiting for you, darling don't be afraid, I have loved you
You're my starlight, that shines more in the deepest night
Lately, I've been thinking, I want you to be happier
My love has come along, My lonely days are over, And life is like a song
Over the ocean, it's overflowing, Colors of blue; But you make it golden
I see your true colors, and that's why I love you
And I See Forever In Your Eyes, I Feel Okay When I See You Smile, Smile
Heaven's A Heartbreak Away, Never Let You Go, Never Let Me Down
I Can Feel You Over Here, You Take Up Every Corner Of My Mind
My heart is running, I'm still looking at you
If I'm with you like now tonight, I could die in this moment
Every Second, Every Thought, I'm In So Deep; But I'll Never Show It On My Face
Heading Towards The Day 'Till I Get Winded, Best Moment Is Yet To Come
I'm in a field of dandelions, Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine
I'm Dancing In The Dark, With You Between My Arms
Follow The Song And Dance In The Moonlight, Right Now, Play My Rhythm
✧༺♥༻∞ Epilogue ∞༺♥༻✧
Dohyun Loved His Siblings, Really

I hurt you and I'm sorry, all I wanted was to love somebody

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By marshyunlix

Not a word was spoken between the two for a while, except for small curt instructions for Felix to move according to where Hyunjin was rubbing the oil. At first it had been awkward, but then the freckled omega had felt himself relax unconsciously, leaning into the alpha's chest and laying there comfortably. 

Hyunjin smiled to himself, as Felix gently stirred, the water around the two of them slightly sloshing around at the movement. There wasn't a lot of water, just enough to cover Felix's baby bump and up to his waist. It was evident that this was lulling the omega to sleep and it pleased the alpha that Felix was finally comfortable around him. 

He scoots closer, his hands going from Felix's neck and shoulders to his back. The smaller male let out a satisfied hum and rested his head on the wall of the bathroom, moving forward slightly to give the older male space. 

It was when Hyunjin pressed firmly on a particular spot, that Felix let out a slight sound, something between a whimper and a muffled moan and he hastily covered his mouth with his hand. His face flushed red in embarrassment, glancing over at the alpha to see his reaction. 

Hyunjin was no better, almost equaling the omega as the tip of his ears burnt red, staring right at the freckled boy, his mouth open in shock. The blonde bit the back of his hand, as if punishing himself and hid his face in his hands, looking away from the alpha. 

A fond smile laced the alpha's lips as he went back to his massaging Felix's back, laying a soft peck on the omega's shoulder. 

"You're so cute." He whispers just for the two of them to hear and the omega blushes red again, smiling slightly. 

"Stop..." The freckled blonde mumbles and Hyunjin chuckles at his response as he finishes oiling the omega's back. He sits there awhile, hesitating on what to do next. 

The alpha gets up from the tub, grabbing the oil bottle and placing it on the side infront of the omega. He gets out of the water momentarily, to switch places and sit infront of the freckled boy instead. 

Felix looks confused as the taller male sits in the water once again, but this time he spreads the omega's legs apart to sit in between, pouring oil in his hands and working on the smaller male's shoulders from the front. The action startles the blonde and his blush from earlier turns a little more red as he realizes the position they're in. 

"Relax, Felix...' Hyunjin reminds him as he stares into the freckled boy's eyes with concern, hinting at the way the younger boy suddenly tensed. 

The omega sighs softly and the older male hums as he continues massing Felix's shoulders, his hands gently going lower to his chest. He spreads the oil over the flushed skin and the omega bites his lip nervously. He glances down at the way Hyunjin's hands are gentle, his touch soft and warm. 

There's a silence once again as Hyunjin continues going lower, his fingers brushing against the omega's pink buds and Felix suddenly gasps, a moan tumbling out of lips before he could realize. Hyunjin looks up quickly, retracting his hands suddenly in fear of overstepping boundaries. 

"I-I'm sorry-" Hyunjin suddenly mumbles and he looks away, his cheeks burning red and the freckled boy is no different. 

"It's o-okay..." Felix stutters almost inaudibly, his voice shaking slightly and this makes the alpha look at him, sensing something wrong. 

"Did I... Did I hurt you...?" Hyunjin asks, not knowing what else to do. The omega flushes a deeper red as he nods only the tiniest bit, before looking up quickly to assure the alpha. 

"It's n-not like... that kind of hurt..." He mutters softly and the alpha looks confused, making Felix groan and hide his face in his hands in embarrassment. 

"I'm really s-sensitive..." The omega finally admits after awhile, his face still hidden in his small hands and Hyunjin can only see his ears peeking out, red and embarrassed by the whole situation.  The alpha contemplates, before placing his hands on the omega's chest, gently touching the soft skin like testing the waters. He checks for the smaller male's reaction each second, before his hands travel downward again, this time, with purpose. 

He brushes his fingers again and Felix whimpers, closing his eyes instinctively. Seeing as how the omega wasn't stopping him just yet, he circles his finger around one of the omega's pecs, tracing his fingers across the warm and flushed skin. 

Felix shuts his eyes tighter, his mouth opening to let out another soft sound as the alpha continues to silently indulge to his pleasure. A few moments pass with the alpha's constant teasing, touching the omega just slightly , but never enough. 

"Hyun... H-Hurts..." He mumbles and it's almost as if the alpha understands immediately, when he moves forward and gently tugs Felix by the arm, changing their position so that the younger male is now straddling him. He's careful to not accidentally hurt the pups and the smaller tentatively puts his hands on Hyunjin's shoulder, the two of them staring at each other. 

Hesitantly, Hyunjin leans forward to softly kiss his omega's neck, laying only butterfly kisses from his neck to his chest. He's slow, giving the time for the blonde to back out any minute, yet Felix doesn't move from his spot. His eyes are shut tight, laying his head in the crook of the alpha's neck as the latter trails his kisses lower. 

It's almost as if time stops for the both of them and Felix feels his stomach fill up with butterflies as Hyunjin cautiously placing a kiss on Felix's chest, looking up at the omega for any signs of discomfort. Felix nods as him, sighing shakily as the alpha places a kiss on his sensitive perky buds, dragging out a muffled moan from his mouth. The freckled boy bites his lip to silence himself and the older male stops his actions for a second. 

"Don't hide your sounds from me." He mumbles, looking at the omega, his hand reaching out to cradle the latter's face, his thumb caressing Felix's bottom lip. He stares at the pretty blonde male, tempted to kiss him. 

Felix notices and he leans forward, connecting their lips together and surprising the older male with his sudden boldness. Hyunjin responds to the kiss immediately however, his hands still gently caressing the omega's cheek as they let go of each other. The blonde gives him a small smile and Hyunjin smiles back, before he is reminded of what he was doing. 

Quickly, he gets back to work on tracing his path to Felix's chest, now more bolder since he was aware that the freckled boy had given him consent. He licks over one nipple, keeping his eyes on the omega's face, watching as Felix sighed softly, threading his small fingers into the longer hair of the alpha. 

The alpha gives a few tentative licks, switching between both buds as a faint honey smell wafted around the room. Small muffled moans were tugged out of the blonde's lips and the air around the room became thick and hot. 

"P-Please..." Felix whispers softly and Hyunjin nods as he stops his teasing, sucking on one nipple while his fingers stimulated the other. Since the omega was fifteen weeks into his pregnancy, he notes how soft the omega's now 'breasts' are. 

It was a little while later when Hyunjin feels something sweet yet bitter hit his tongue and his eyes shoot wide open, looking at the freckled omega as the latter stares back at him, his cheeks flushed red and another loud moan echoing the room. 

The alpha doesn't stop and slowly, he tastes more of the sweet liquid, swallowing it eagerly. He realizes quickly that it's his omega's milk and he feels his insides fill with an unknown warmth. He smiles at Felix when the blonde lets out another whimper and Hyunjin switches his attention to the other nipple, satisfied when he tastes the same sweet liquid. 

Felix tugs on the alpha's hair and Hyunjin stops, looking up as the omega connects their lips together once again. The omega giggles slightly when he experimentally pulls at the black strands of hair and the alpha groans, biting on the smaller male's bottom lip. 

"We... We should probably..." Felix begins once they both calm down and Hyunjin nods, agreeing quickly. Felix attempts to get off the alpha, but he freezes when he feel something hard poke at his abdomen, making the taller male turn red in the face, groaning quietly when the omega tried moving again. 

"Oh- I.. uhm..." Felix starts and he glances down nervously, realizing that was a horrible mistake as his face flushes the darkest shade of red, looking away almost immediately. There's an awkward silence, before the omega opens his mouth once again. 

"I-I can...help..." The freckled boy states unsurely and Hyunjin shakes his head quickly, getting up from the tub and picking up the omega along with him. He places Felix carefully on a seat next to the tub and grabs a towel and gently dries the water off the omega, handing the latter a longer towel to cover up with. 

"I don't want to force you into anything. I'll take care of it myself, you should take some rest." Hyunjin assures with a smile and Felix appreciates it. He uses the towel to cover himself and the alpha gives him his privacy as he steps out with some clothes, going to change and... the omega doesn't want to think of the rest of that sentence. 

Felix sighs softly to himself, a little overwhelmed by everything that had just happened. He sniffs the air, blushing to himself when he notices the heavy scent of honey and dark chocolate. Putting on some minimal clothes and covering himself with the towel, he walks out of the bathroom. He hurries to his own bedroom, which is only a door away. 

He looks around his closet, settling on a velvet red silk nightgown, one that his mother had bought for him. He's well aware that Hyunjin will be sleeping in his room tonight, something he had decided when they were spending time in the market. 

He sighs as he stands infront of the mirror, checking himself after he had put on his dress. It's pretty, hugging his small figure and his baby bump very much visible under the clothes. He smiles, placing a hand on his bump and rubs softly, giggling to himself when he feels something move under his hand. 

A few minutes pass quietly as he moves to the bed, fixing the sheets as he sits on the mattress, pondering over what had happened in the bathroom. Funnily enough, that was the first time they'd done anything like that, even kissing each other was new. He scarily remembers they're first night together, and he shudders at the memory. 

The door opens and Hyunjin enters the room, his hair wet and wearing a black shirt and grey shorts. He freezes when he sees Felix sitting on the bed, playing with his fingers. His eyes scan over the omega, and the latter feels his anxiety seize him again.

Word Count: 2040

AN:  So....ahem ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Ahhh, my exams start next week and I'm nervous >-< It's like my pre-finals for this year and then right after that my finals- I'm going to actually throw myself out of my window at this point.

Chapter title ~ Lauv - Love Somebody

On the bright side, The Valentines day special is almost done and I'll be posting it on February Fourteenth. It'll be posted as a separate book, so look forward to that! It's a short book but has lengthy chapters, so there'll be enough to read. And this is completely unrelated but I took the MBTI test again and turns out I'm INFP-T (Same like last time), what about you guys?

Thank you for reading this chapter and Stay safe everybody <3

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