POV KR:
KR: "i don't know what to say-"
Bar: "It's more scarier than letting fall a ice cream huh?"
KR: "......."
Brandon: "I'm sorry what happened to you.. you really had a hard time"
Bar: "Yeah.. but I'm not this person anymore. I also actually hate it to talk about it.. but you all are my friends so... of course I'm sharing it with you"
Caro: "Thank you, it really means so much to us"
Bunna: "But I'm impressed I didn't you can kill people"
KR: "What the- Bunna just shut up"
Bunna: "Whaatt I'm just saying the truth, we all didn't expect that from her"
Bar: "....."
Now she feels uncomfortable ugh why is Bunna so.... let me try to change the topic.
KR: "Okay Okay now it's my turn!"
Why tf did i say that-
Istg sometimes I can't control what I say..
Bunna: "Safe you killed some people too"
KR: "Worse..."
*KR'S STORY*
I'm walking down the street with my best friend Melinda. We're talking about how lame school is.
Melinda: "Wait KR look there's new food in the bakery"
KR: "Nooo just keep walking"
Melinda: "No No I need that"
KR: "Melinda wait-"
And she's gone ugh. I really need to find a another way to home so she won't see the bakery anymore.
"You're standing in my way"
Huh. The deep voice comes from behind me.
I turn around and the guy stands right infront of me.
He's taller than me, has a messy dark brown hairstyle and well he has the same edgy style like mine.
KR: "Huh?"
Guy: "Move"
KR: "Ehm excuse me?"
Guy: "Ugh you're standing in my way"
KR: "You know.. there's a magic word called please"
Guy: "Hmm I don't know that word"
Melinda: "Hey you!"
Guy: "Huh-"
Melinda: "Leave my best friend alone"
Guy: "I didn't even do anyt-"
Melinda: "Move!"
Guy: "Wha- Ugh"
KR: "No.. it's fine, here is your way.."
I move to the right side.
Guy: "Uhm.. thank- WATCH OUT"
Suddenly he takes my arm and pulls me to his arms.
It feels like that my heart stopped beating... I never was in the arms of a guy before..
Melinda: "KR ARE YOU OKAY??"
KR: "What- Oh.. yeah yeah.. what happened?"
Melinda: "You got too far on the right side, you went on the street and the car almost hit you"
Guy: "Better watch out next time. I won't help you next time"
Melinda: "Shut up"
Guy: "What did you just tell me?"
While they are fighting over me.. I still got butterflies in my stomach... wait.. what no! He just helped me from getting hit by a car.. why do I feel that way?...
KR: "ENOUGH! BOTH OF YOU!"
Melinda: "But he-"
KR: "Thank you for saving me but try to put your madness in your ass"
Melinda: "YAS"
KR: "And you Melinda, just shut up and let's go"
Melinda: "Oh okay-"
We walked fast as we can... I turn around to see if the guy is there...
he's not there anymore....
I hope I'll see him again...
*3 days later*
Ugh why does school even exist... and great Melinda is not there, she's sick.
Right now i'm in my class and drawing on my paper.
Teacher: "Everyone quiet please!! We have a new person at school!!"
KR: "Ugh new person? Yay more ugly pick me girls.."
Teacher: "His name is Simon"
KR: "Oh it's a he.. safe another ugly guy-"
I look up and... I couldn't believe my eyes. It's the same guy from 3 days ago.... why is he here-
Teacher: "Go and sit next to KR, there's a free chair for you"
Simon: "Thanks"
WHAT? NO NO NO!!!! THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING. WTF NO!
I NEED TO HIDE MY FACE...
Simon: "That's a good drawing!"
KR: "Huh......thanks......."
I try to not look to him...
Simon: "Do we know each other?.."
KR: "Uhh I don't think so..."
Simon: "Waiitt... aren't you the car girl?"
KR: "What?-"
Simon: "The car girl. You almost got hit but I saved you"
Shit...
KR: "Uhh yeah.."
Simon: "Well nice to meet you here.. I'm sorry that I was rude to you before.."
KR: "It's okay.."
I look to him and he smiles at me.... suddenly I feel my face getting warm... don't tell me I'm blushing...
After sitting there for hours next to Simon who I possibly have feelings the school finally ends. I quickly pack my things and stand up. As soon I wanted to go, someone held me back.
I turn around.
Simon: "Hey uhh do you have something to do today?"
KR: "Uhm not really why?"
WHY IS HE ASKING ME???
Simon: "Uhh I'm new in this town and maybe.. you could show me around?"
KR: "Oh uhm sure!"
Simon: "Let's go then"
KR: "Oh now?-"
Simon: "Of course! Don't worry I'll watch out for you that you won't get hit by a car... cargirl"
Ugh and i get butterflies again. Why me?!
KR: "Very funny. Anyways let's go"
After I showed him some places Simon wanted to go to Bakery so bad.
KR: "Ugh why you wanna go there so bad?"
Simon: "I never was there, I wanna try some food"
KR: "You're like Melinda for real"
Simon: "Is that your friend who tried to fight with me?"
KR: "Yeah sorry for that"
Simon: "Haha no no she's cool tho"
KR: "Cool?"
Simon: "I mean she's a real friend to you, I understand if she gets mad if someone bumps into you"
KR: "Yeah she is.. I love her cuz of that"
Simon: "Aww... wait isn't that Melinda?"
Simon points the finger to the traffic lights and.. I see Melinda with some girls waiting at the traffic lights.
Simon: "Wait I just realised she wasn't at school today?"
KR: "She told me she's sick..."
Simon: "Oh..."
I walk fast on my way to her.
Simon: "Wait uhm maybe we should-"
KR: "Shut up"
Simon: "Okay.."
As soon I got there, I stand behind her.
KR: "Hey how's going? Still sick huh?"
Melinda jumps and turns around.
Melinda: "KR?- What are you-"
KR: "No no What are YOU doing here? I thought you were sick and now I see you here with some... girls with full cake make up on their faces"
Girl 1: "HEY!"
Melinda: "I'm sorry I mean I feel better now and I thought you got homeworks to do so I didn't want to bother you"
KR: "Oh.."
Melinda: "I'm sorry..."
KR: "No no... it's okay sorry.."
Melinda: "What the hell are YOU doing here?"
Simon: "Uhhhhhh..."
KR: "No no he's fine. He's now going to our school too"
Melinda: "Ew another reason to skip school"
Simon: "You think I enjoy it to go to school and see your face everyday?"
KR: "Oh crap STOP!"
Silence. This will never get better.
KR: "Melinda go wherever u wanted to with those rats and Simon u can go home, I need to go to home too"
Simon: "But what about the bakeryyy"
Melinda: "Why you wanna go there?"
Simon: "They look so good"
Melinda: "Well KR hates the bakery cuz it's my favorite... I would go there with you tho but... no thanks bye"
Simon: "Ugh"
KR: "Fine fine I'll go with you."
Simon: "YAYY"
He jumps around like a kid.. he's so cute-
Wait- what did I just thought-
I lost my mind..
At the bakery he's taking so long to choose what he wants to eat. Istg I could kick him in his balls.
KR: "Can you be faster?"
Simon: "I'm tryinggg... there are so many good ones..."
I'm actually so confused...
On the first day.. he was so... mysterious, dark.... and now he's suddenly open.... and he talks too much.
Simon: "I'd like to have one Croissant please..."
He looks at me... then to the seller again..
Simon: "2 Croissants please!"
KR: "Wha-"
Seller: "Here's your Croissants"
Simon: "Thank you. Let's go to the table KR"
KR: "What? You wanna eat here?"
Simon: "Of course. Come"
KR: "Ugh okay"
He sits at the table which is next to the big window. I sit infront of him.
Simon: "So tell me something about you"
KR: "What? Me? .... Uhh there's nothing to tell. My life is boring"
Simon: "Same same... what you like to do when you're at home?"
KR: "Uhmmm I watch anime sometimes-"
Simon: "Wha- you watch anime too??"
KR: "Yeah- wait... you too??"
Simon: "Of course!!! I loveee anime!!"
KR: "I guess we have now more and more in common"
Simon: "Huh?"
KR: "I mean like.. our style.. now anime"
Simon: "Ohh yeah I didn't notice that.. it looks like we're a couple-"
Did he just-
Simon: "Uh.. I mean-"
I guess he can't believe too what he just said..
KR: "Uhh it's okay.."
Simon: "Okay cool cool... "
Now it's silence.... why did he.. ugh... now I don't know what to say...
Simon: "I'm finished... uhm you wanna eat something or you wanna go?"
KR: "No no let's go.."
We stand up and we accidentally bump into each other. I look up to him and he looks down to me...
His eyes are so beautiful...
Simon: "Your eyes are so pretty.."
Wha-
I let go off him.
Simon: "Oh.. uh sorry.."
KR: "No no.... it's fine let's go now..."
I walk fast outside and walk on my way home... I was so deep in my thoughts that I forgot Simon...
I turn around.... ugh shit..
Simon: "There you are!"
KR: "Huh- Oh... I'm so sorry!"
Suddenly he kisses me...
I push him away...
Did he.... I...
I look at him and he looks at me. I go to him and push him against the wall and kiss him. We couldn't stop kissing it was so.. beautiful.
Simon: "You can't believe how bad I wanted to finally kiss you.."
KR: "I'm so glad you feel the same things as me"
We continued kissing.
Suddenly my phone rings.
KR: "Ugh sorry.."
I look to my phone and.. SHIT ITS MY MOM! ITS ALREADY 8 PM
KR: "OH FUCK- ITS MY MOM- I FORGOT TO TELL HER THAT IM COMING LATE"
Simon: "Oh uhh.. then you should go! We'll see tomorrow.."
KR: "Yeah... wait Simon.."
Simon: "Yeah?"
KR: "The kiss... it was beautiful.."
He blushes.
He's so cute when he blushes.
Simon: "Now go!!"
KR: "Yeah yeah... BYEEE"
I run home..
Luckily my mum didn't got mad at me, she was just worried.
The next days Simon and I met up more and more times and ended up kissing and making out. We got into a relationship. He's my boyfriend...
Until to that one day...
Simon: "2 Croissants please!"
Seller: "Here!"
Simon: "Thanks"
KR: "Ughh it's so hot outside. It feels so good to be in bakery with the cold air"
Simon: "Haha well be happy that we're not in bed"
KR: "Shut up!"
Melinda: "In bed huh? Sounds suspicious"
I turn around and it's my best friend. We kinda talked less and less cuz she was more busy with her new friends. I tried to call her etc but she never hang up.
KR: "Melinda! It's so good to see you! How are you?"
Melinda: "I'm finee. Just sweating so much cuz of the hotness outside. Hi Simon"
Simon: "Hi.."
Simon kinda acts weird..
before Melinda came he still was so himself and now... huh weird maybe it's nothing I shouldn't overthink!
Melinda: "So what are you two up to?"
KR: "Nothing. We are just celebrating our first anniversary."
Melinda: "Whatt?? It's been a year since he saved you from the car?"
KR: "Yup!"
Melinda: "That's great!!!"
KR: "Are you alone here?"
Melinda: "Noo my friends are outside they love the heat which I can't understand tho but anyways I have to go... bye KR... it was good to see you Simon"
KR: "Byee take care of yourself!'"
I look to Simon and he only looks to Melinda as if he's waiting for her to go out.
KR: "Hey are you okay?"
Simon: "Huh? Yeah yeah of course!!"
KR: "Are you sure?"
Simon: "The Croissants are so good"
Did he just ignore me-
Maybe... I'm just overthinking....
KR: "So should we meet up tonight in your house?"
Simon: "Ouhh what you wanna do?" *smirks*
KR: "Hmm.. I don't know... maybe I'll have some fun... with you"
Simon: "Ouhh sounds fun"
KR: "It is"
Simon: "But I can't"
KR: "Huh? Whyyy??"
Simon: "Cuz I have a lot of things to do. I have homeworks"
KR: "Maybe I could help you under your desk.."
Simon: "I wish.. but no. Not today"
KR: "Come on-"
Simon: "I said no!"
KR: "Okay okay calm down.."
Simon: "I'm sorry... I'm just so stressed from school.."
KR: "Hmm I'm sorry for you tho. Don't put a lot of
pressure on you okay? Call me if you need help.. and I mean real help not.. under desk you know"
He starts to laugh.. His laugh is literally so addicting I love his laugh.
Simon: "Anyways I have to go now!"
KR: "Yeah sure. It was fun babe!"
Simon kisses on my cheek and whispers in my ear.
Simon: "Let's do your imaginations tomorrow.."
I got goosebumps on my back.
He really knows how to make fold.
Simon: "See you tomorrow babe"
KR: "Love youu"
And he's gone.
Seller: "You two are really cute together!"
KR: "Aww thank you!"
Seller: "Between that girl who was here before.. Melinda... is she your friend?"
KR: "Yeah.. why?"
Seller: "Hmm just asking. Cuz I saw her few days ago here with your boyfriend. They seemed close"
KR: "Oh.. really?..."
Seller: "Yeah... but it's probably nothing. Have a nice night!"
KR: "Uhm thank you, you too!"
Simon and Melinda? Alone? Close?....
Waiitt did Melinda threaten him? Safe she told him if he hurts me that she'll kill him. Probably that's why he was so weird today. Ugh Melinda that girl needs to get slapped.
Huh... Simon forgot his wallet. How can he forgot-
Ugh this guy. I take his wallet. I'll give it to him tomorrow... or should I now?...
Let me just call me him and ask him.
I take my phone and call Simon.
"The User is currently busy"
Huh? With who is he calling right now?
You know what? Let me just go to him and bring him his wallet now. He won't get mad.
I get out of bakery and walk on my way to Simon.
Ugh it slowly starts to rain... in summer.. at least it won't be that dry outside then.
Now I'm there.. I rang the bell... no answer.. but I see the lights in the window. I rang again...
Ugh I'll just bring him tomorrow.
I run fast to home cuz of raining. I run past by the bakery and suddenly I hear the seller shouting.
Seller: "Come in here and wait here first"
I run back to the bakery and get inside. Ugh it's so cold.
Seller: "Are you okay?"
KR: "Yeah it's so windy"
Seller: "Listen to me.. your boyfriend just called here. He said if I can let the bakery open longer cuz he wants to be here with his girlfriend.. I thought he meant you but then I see you alone so... I don't know.."
KR: "Huh? I don't know anythin-"
Suddenly 2 people comes in bakery...
Melinda and Simon...
KR: "Wh.. What are you two doing here?"
Simon: "KR!... I- I thought you're gone..."
KR: "Didn't you say you were busy tonight? What is she doing here?"
Melinda: "Isn't it obvious?"
I look on their necks.... kissing marks...
I can't believe my eyes...
KR: "Don't tell me that's true.."
Simon: "I can explain-"
KR: "DID YOU FUCK HER?"
SIMON: "YES I DID!"
KR: "......"
Simon: "Shit.. no wait.."
KR: "Why?... What did i do to you that you cheat on me?"
Melinda: "He loves me more than you. I mean isn't that your favorite topic into romance.... enemies to lovers?"
KR: "I.. I can't do this no"
I run outside and accidentally fell on the street. Suddenly the car from far is coming to me.
Simon: "KR! GET AWAY FROM THERE!"
He runs to me and wants to save me.... but I look into his eyes.... and I feel nothing.
No butterflies.
No love.
Nothing.
I stand up and push him on the ground and run away from the start..
The car ran him over..
Melinda: "SIMON! NO! WHAT DID YOU DO"
KR: "Me? What you mean? What did YOU do?"
I call the police and said that someone pushed Simon on the street and he got hit by a car.
The polices came. I lied that Melinda pushed him on the street cuz Simon chose for me. Everyone believed me.
Simon actually could've tell them that I push him.. but he didn't. I guess he really loves me... but I still don't wanna see him again. When I see him, I see Melinda.
Melinda got arrested for violence on Simon and trying to kill Simon.
Me? I'm just a "victim"
As soon I got into the tenth grade, I moved to Spain and got a new boyfriend.. I wanted someone who would be scared to cheat on me.. so I took George.
*End of KR's Story*
KR: "And yeah that's it..."
Bunna: "You're really crazy!!! I guess I'm gay now.."
KR: "Wha- It's not funny Bunna. It's serious... I don't even regret it which makes me scared what person I am"
Bar: "Don't worry KR.. I understand you. I also don't regret killing the people and I don't if that's a good thing"
Brandon: "I'm sorry what happened to you about Melinda"
KR: "She's just a whore I hope she rots in the jail"
Caro: "To be honest I'm impressed by your lie. Everyone believed you"
KR: "Yeah.. you guys are the first people I've ever told about what happened!"
Brandon: "Thanks for telling us KR..."
KR: "Of course, I want you to trust us"
Caro: "Before you say something, now it's my turn!"
Bar: "I have no idea how your story will be.."
Caro: "Now you will..."
Finally new chapter😍🤌🏻 Ok I'm honest this book is the worst. But I'll continue and end it and yeah.