hidden feelings

Chapter 36 - Illegal Sex

POV Brandon:

Bar: "B-Brandon.. where were you?-"

Manu: "We were so worried about you"

Brandon: "Stop acting like i'm dumb"

Manu: "What?-"

Brandon: "I know that you guys are keeping a secret from me"

Bar: "Brandon-"

Brandon: "And I know your secret"

Bar: "Oh.. Brandon I'm so sorry that we didn't tell you earlier-"

Brandon: "Shut up bar. Don't act like you're a great and innocent friend cause you're nothing like that.
You're just a whore and the fakest friend ever"

Manu: "Hey don't talk with her like that"

Brandon: "Ohhh and yeah you as a romantic boyfriend? Bullshit. Go and keep defending her. You both truly deserve each other"

Bar: "What-"

Brandon: "I'm done with both of you. I don't wanna see you both ever again.. so don't even come somewhere where i can see you"

Manu: "Brandon.. don't.."

Brandon: "No.. I can't even look into your eyes.. after all the romantic days and nights we had.. you still slept with bar... "

Bar: "Brandon-"

Brandon: "No.. just don't talk. I'm gone now..."

Bar: "No you're thinking wrong-"

I turn around and just walked outside.
I can hear them calling my name and to come back but i just kept ignoring them.

.. finally i let everything out.
god.. no don't start crying...
ugh... i'm feeling more and more sick....

I sit down on a bench and tried to calm down...
suddenly it starts to rain.
I pick up my phone and .. right now we have 5 pm..
Ugh.. I won't go to that sleepover party..
I will just stay alone and-

Mr. Hajun: "Brandon?"

Brandon: "Huh- Mr. Hajun?-"

I quickly wipe my tears away.

Mr. Hajun: "What are you doing here outside in rain??"

Brandon: "Oh uhh.. i'm just chilling?!-"

Mr Hajun: "Yeah sure.. why don't you go back to your apartment so you don't get sick"

Ugh... I.. I can't hold it any longer...

Brandon: *cries*

Mr. Hajun: "Oh... what happened??"

Brandon: "I- I w- went t-to-to Manu a- ugh.." *cries*

Mr. Hajun: "It's okay... look my house is right there.. you can come with me in there and i'll make you the best hot chocolate.. and if you want you can talk about what happened... what you think?"

Brandon: "Yes.."

Mr. Hajun: "Great.. then come here"

He pulled me up from the bench and he held me tight with his hand on my hips.
I.. I feel so safe with him.
No wonder why he's my favourite teacher.
My other teachers would've just kept going when they see me.

Mr. Hajun: "There we are"

His House is pretty big for one person.
The whole house from the outside is brown.
Then I realised it's right next to the lake.
It made me think of that day when Manu and I had fun in the lake even tho we were friends..