A week later
Owen's P.O.V.
After the scene in the training, Jason pretty much left me all alone for the past week. I could feel him looking at me and when I'd look at him he would look away. Vlad has been going crazy. Whenever I'd look at him or even if I get that sweet smell, Vlad would jump all over places. He has started to force me, he complains all the time to meet our mate, to talk with him, to feel his touch but I can still not get over everything. My mind goes back to the dark places whenever I see his face. So, I ignore him and he is not making any moves that's why things are going pretty smoothly, well as smooth as they can go. If things stay like this it would not be that hard to wait three weeks.
I was on my way to the school ground when the familiar fragrance hit me and Vlad went crazy. And in a second Jason came out of nowhere and stood in front of me blocking my path.
"Um..."He said looking at the ground.
"What do you want?" I said under my breath.
"Um... You see... I wanted... to talk to you about something..." He was shuttering.
"About what?"
"Can we go somewhere alone?" He said while lifting his eyes off the ground.
"Well, I don't have anything to say to you and I don't want to hear anything from you."
"Please..." He said with puppy eyes.
'Go talk to him, go to the private place, what are you doing. He's our mate.' Vlad was angry at me.
"Fine," I replied to both of them.
"Follow me." He said and started walking. I followed him. He stopped when we were deep into the woods and turned around looking straight into my eyes.
"Shoot it out," I said impatiently.
"Well, you see... I'm not very good with these kinds of things, I'm not sure how you'd react and I'm not sure what I should say-" He was ranting
"What are you trying to say, just say whatever you want to and get this over with." I cut him.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for how I treated you. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for everything. I know I've made so many mistakes in the past and I cannot redeem myself no matter how many times I say I'm sorry. But I don't know what else to say. I'm not saying to forgive me right away, I'm not saying you should forgive me. I know I was a jerk and I would not have forgiven myself if I was in your place, but I want you to know that I really am feeling bad for all that I've done. You can punish me however you want, you can slap me, kick me beat me up you can ignore me as much as you want, I understand, I understand every decision of yours and I'll accept that without any question. You see I've been thinking a lot for a week about us, about you. And no matter what you do, no matter what you say I don't think I can get over these feelings I feel for you. You can do whatever you like I won't question your decision, but all I'm asking is don't give up. Please don't give up on us, please don't give up on me. I know you can't accept me right now, take your time, you can hate me as much as you like as long as you like, I'm willing to wait. I'll wait till you open your heart, till you trust me, till you believe that I've changed, I'm changing and I'm willing to change. So, please just don't give up on us, I need you. Just let me be around you, just let me stay close to you until you are ready to accept me, that's all I'm asking, That's enough for me. I'm not making empty promises here, every word I say I'm willing to give up my life for them, I promise you I'll prove all f them to you, for all my life." He said in a single breath with tears flowing from his eyes.
Vlad suddenly went silent and I was teary too.
"I can't do this, I can't accept you. After all that you've done to me, it hurt to just even look at you, just your sight takes me back to the time I was hurt, to the times you hurt me. I don't know what you are saying is true or not and if you really are willing to abide by the words you say or not but that's not the issue. I just can't be with you, even if it hurts like hell even my own wolf goes barback and hunts me I just can't. But I can't reject you too. The mate bond is real and breaking it would mean going against the lunar goddess and death. I have my whole life ahead of me, there are so many things I want to do and I surely don't want to die. So, I'm not going to reject you. The best solution is to ignore each other. It would be best for both of us. Let's just pretend we never found out that we were mates and move on. Mate bond does not mean we're stuck forever, there are plenty of werewolves who cheats on their mates. So, just go on with your life and be with whomever you like, I'll do the same. This is the best thing we can do for each other, let's just pretend we don't exist. Let's never see each other ever again." I said holding my anger and tears, Vlad was surprisingly quiet.
I turned around and started to walk when I felt him grabbing my wrist. He spun me around and grabbed me from my waist. Then grabbed my chin with his other hand and gently lifted it up, He stated moving close slowly and gently placed his lips on mine. And it felt like my entire body was burning, I was stiff from the shock, but he kept pressing his lips on mine and sucking them, then he pressed my mouth with his tongue and when it opened he started exploring it with his tongue.
I could not hold myself back; Vlad was going wild and I gave in the feeling. I started to kiss him back, our lips moving in perfect rhythm, our tongues fighting. He started to slip his hand from my face to my back and then he grabbed my ass with both his hands and pushed me even close, there was no room for air between our bodies. And I felt sparks fly wherever our bodies touched. A little moan slipped from my mouth and I felt his member harden against mine and mine followed. He went crazy after then and pushed his tongue even deeper, his hands were grabbing me as hard as possible never wanting me to let go. And it felt like the entire world disappeared except for us, the time stopped. I could feel my knees go weak and my heart drumming on my rib cage.
We kissed for what felt like an eternity, then he started to slow down and we break apart. He hold my face close to his and rested his forehead on mine, I could feel his breath on my cheeks. And it felt like it only lasted for a second, when I was kissing him it was like centuries has passed but now it feels like a second. I don't want it to end, I want more, I want to do it again. But then I realized my thoughts and I pushed him away. He stumbled but gained balance and had a regret-filled look in his eye.
It was then I realized no matter how hard I try I can never resist him. He is my mate, he is my destiny. But at the same time I cannot accept him, he is the same person who hurt me, I cannot accept this. So, I started to run back from the way we came, I heard him screaming my name and Vlad was howling, I could feel his anger, he wanted to take control over consciousness but I did not give up and kept running. I reached the school but I kept running, I ran all the way home as fast as I could and went straight to my room. I locked the room and sat on the ground right there, I was breathing heavily, my lungs were burning and it felt like my heart would burst. I don't know if it was because of the kiss or all the running I did. No matter what, this is not good, I need to leave, right now.
Author's note:
They kissed???
Why am I getting sweaty when they are the one kissing/?
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