The diary's owner's pov ;
First page :
Today , me and my siblings want to make a prank on my mom , she's actually at work but she'll be back soon , so we thought we can put all her makeup in the sink , draken didn't want to do it cuz he thought she'll get mad , but me and Elijah are very excited for this prank .
Second page :
Draken is crying because he lost his toy , and Elijah hit him with the basketball , i kept filming them with my mom's phone , and they both hid their faces but
I still filmed when draken was crying , it was so funny . My mom will kill me , I'm sure .
Third page :
Today is Elijah's 17th birthday , me and draken helped with making the cake , since I'm just as old as draken , we were responsibles at the decoration , we wanted it to be special and unforgettable
Draken always cries because he doesn't get any gifts , but I'm a really nice sister so i got him a nerf gun , he was so happy that i gave him that , the party is over , and everything is a mess , but i really wish my dear brother Elijah a happy birthday.
All the pages talk about this person's life until the last pages .
Page 65 :
Soon I'll finish all the pages in this diary book , since i used it for years , and now I'm 20 , me and my brothers shared everything in this diary , so I'm always keeping it with me , today I'm leaving with my best friend to the mall to buy some clothes , she brought her younger sister along , her name was Lexi , she is so sweet so i didn't mind at all , this happens all the time , so I'm so okay with her being with us .
Page 66 :
Draken is acting wierd lately , he's not coming home at all , and Elijah as well , they really changed , I'm not sharing a lot of things with them , my parents divorced and we're living with mom , dad just left us here , every night , draken will bring a girl to his room , making out with her then just leave her , kinda felt bad for him , cuz he really changed and every time I ask him about it he'll tell me that it's none of my business i tried to talk with Elijah but they both are not listening .
Page 67 :
I visited my grandma today , draken refused to come even tho he always loved the idea of visiting our grandma but now he doesn't , and Elijah is getting more into wearing suits and stuff , weirdo .
Page 68 and the last one :
Today is really surprising because we were actually going to the beach , and i really insisted to bring Lexi with us cuz she's so adorable , she's 17 years old , we are pretty close now , so now we are going to the beach , hopefully to make it there safely .
The author's pov :
This was what nessa read .
Lexi's pov :
I woke up at 10 am , feeling really tired but i had to go back since afternoon i have classes , i left the room seeing the long Hallway empty , Rebekah popped right in front of me making jump in fear .
" Wtf , what was that " i said grabbing my chest feeling my heartbeat .
" Sorry about that , i just wanted to say good morning " she mumbled .
" Well , good morning i guess " i spoke awkwardly , and then just left , i wanted to leave this house specially after last night , i stepped outside seeing how beautiful the sun was , how the sky was pretty cloudy but not that cold .
I went to the main gate , but the guard stopped me and didn't let me out , he asked me to wait for him to call draken and make him know that I'm leaving .
" You don't have to do that " i spoke in a rush .
" Sorry , but i can't let you go , they have to know " i sighed and waited him to call , as he did i kept staring at the house how it was so massive but really dark . I had the worst day of my life here , Every time i looked at it i remember all the bad things happened here , all the events i was in were stuck in my head .
" Draken didn't answer but i did tell Elijah and he excepted " the guard spoke while he opened the gate for me , i got out right after i heard him , staying in this house was a nightmare .
I made it to my house , i huged my mom and dad , ofc i was lying about the fact i slept in Emily's house , such as faking scenarios and stuff , i headed to my room and lay down on my bed , felt really tired and really wanted to sleep but i had school , so i decided to stay awake , instead i checked my phone , saw few messages from my friends , i chit chatted with them for some time and then got up to prepare my bag and all my school stuff , i headed downstairs to the dinning room , where the food was placed , i ate my lunch with my sister and my dad , mom was still doing the laundry , i was pretty late so i quickly finished and grabbed my bag and left saying my goodbyes to them .
School was as usual , i met Emily , we talked a little , and then Nina joined us , kinda felt like she was a little sad .
" Yo , what's up with you ? " I asked .
Nina sighed " me and Kai had our first argument "
" Do you want me to talk to him , what's the problem "
" He was dancin with some girls at the bar last night , when i said something about it he said it was just dancing and I'm overreacting , i would love if you actually talk to him "
" Okay then , I'm going , see you later guys " i waved goodbye to them and left . Thinking to myself this is the perfect chance to get to know him more .
I looked for him everywhere and finally found him with his friends , i was a little nervous but i went anyway " hey guys , can i have you for a moment Kai ? " I asked nicely and he excepted .
We walked away from everyone to talk , he said that he was just dancing and this is what Nina does too , i didn't want to go deep in the subject because I'm here for a mission . Not to try getting them together .
" so where do you live now ? " I asked random questions cuz this what nick told me to do .
" At the ****** street " .
" Are you not scared ? You know . All the crimes are happening these days , everyone is saying that this high school is about gangs and stuff "
He kinda panicked for a second but played it off " no that's stupid , why would this school have gangs "
" Look i know i sound crazy , but if you know any of these gangs let me know , i want to join "
He looked at me shocked " you ? You want to join a gang ? "
I chuckled " and why not ? Is it a bad thing " i kinda messed with kai's hair which is stupid but i had to just to make him invite me among his gang .
He kinda blushed a little and turned his back on me , i turned him to face me by grabbing his arm and smiled " you have such an amazing smile " he stood there watching me , i find this so not romantic because i hate this guy , I'm doing this just for draken , not someone else .
He grabbed my waist bringing me closer to him , this bitch is a cheater , isn't he dating Nina ?
" I need to tell you something , but i want you to keep it a secret " he dropped his smile into a straight face .
I mumbled " sure " i was so nervous in that moment but acted cool .
" Are you sure you wanna join a gang ? "
I quickly noticed how serious he was , never thought he'll say that to me .
" Are you .... " I mumbled but he didn't let me finish talking .
" Do you ? Yes or no ? " He asked me putting his hand on my cheek . Making my eyes look deep in his . I felt happy for a second that i actually did what nick told me but that felt wrong .
" Yes " i spoke , he kinda smiled at me but in the same time looked at my lips , fuck this guy wants to kiss me but i don't , i want this moment to end , god please help me .
" Then join us , the suicide gang "
" You ? Have a gang " i said keeping a distance from him
" Yes , i do , I'm the leader , and i want this to be our little secret if you want to join "
I quickly said without hesitation" yes , yes I'm joining " that was just the beginning of this mission and i feel so excited .
I excused him to go and he said goodbye , i finished the last lesson and headed home , i have to convince my mom tonight also .
" No Lexi , you're not going "
" Mom , please , it's not just me , Nina is coming as well , please mom , please " i begged my mom till she finally said yes , i wasn't worried that much about tonight , as long I'm out of the game , I'm living .
I prepared myself , kinda wanted to look hot today so , i wore everything in black .
Kinda overdressed but i really liked how it looked , i called nick to come and pick me up , he excepted .
Skip to when Lexi made it there .
Me and nick got in , the place wasn't that filled at all , only the people that survived yesterday , the vibes were just like last night before the game started , everyone talking to each other but they all stared at me the moment i came , felt uncomfortable but didn't want to show it , me and nick met with nessa and Paul , both of them looked really good and well dressed, nessa smiled at me when she saw me coming towards her . She was actually sitting unlike Paul , it's because yesterday she got shot and ofc she couldn't move .
" You look great " paul complimented me , which i gladly appreciated it , i complimented him Back and stared at the people for some time but i quickly remembered what happened between me and Kai so i decided to tell nick .
Nick smirked after he knew what happened , he said he's proud of me , i really didn't try to run or make my way out of this .
Elijah has came among the people , he gently hit the fork with the glass of wine to catch everyone's attention .
" I appreciate your present here with us tonight , as you know we lost a lot of people yesterday but tonight is not like the last one , tonight is about how smart you are , all of you will be searching for money around the house , you have to find more than one thousand dollars , me and Lexi will be hiding them , so i wish you all a good luck " Elijah waved to me to come , i followed him to one of the rooms inside , he gave me a lot of money in my hands , and when i say a lot , i really mean it .
He asked to hide those in the house randomly , so i didn't mind , it's actually better than getting killed , draken wasn't present, inside me , i really wanted to see him but i didn't listen to myself and always tried to hate him but he's so unique and you can't dislike him at all .
I wasn't the only one who had this mission there's two guys are going to hide the money as well , i felt like this challenge is pretty stupid , what's the point of finding money , this game is like more about luck not intelligence .
Me and the two others hid the money , it took us almost fifteen minutes since the house is huge , and after that we went back to the others , i actually found Enzo with nick , so i didn't want to bother , i decided to make sure nessa is feeling fine .
" Hey , hope you're feeling better " i asked nicely showing my bright smile .
" Yeah , still hard to walk but i actually did survive , plus , draken didn't want me to continue , which there's no luck for me to be the deputy " she sighed .
" It's fine , maybe it's meant for another one to get it , since you montioned draken , where is he ? I didn't see him at all "
She said like she doesn't know either " idk , he just left " i looked among the people but still didn't catch him , until finally Elijah came announcing the beginning of this game .
" Lexi , i want to ask you something " nessa looked at me confused .
" Sure , go ahead " i spoke nervously , the look on her face was a little wierd .
" Do you already have something in common with this family "
Thx for reading 😊 .