"The worst part of holding the memories is not the pain. It's the loneliness of it. Memories need to be shared."
Next day morning.
Sivaangi lay in her bed last night, she didn't know when she fell asleep last night and she was there in her bed lying without a duvet, but she woke up with it and she has been properly placed in the bed.
She saw Mani entering the room and she sat in front of the mirror, adjusting her hair. Sivaangi called her out.
Sivaangi-- Mani Akka.
But mani ignored her and didn't even look at her.
Sivaangi-- Akka please don't ignore me, amma ippadi than ignore pannuvangala?
Mani-- Thappu panna pannuvanga.
Sivaangi-- But naan thappu onnume pannalaye.
Mani sighed and took a long breath before going into a war of speech with her.
Mani-- Sivaangi mothala enna prechanai-nu sollu, aprom thane enna pannalam athuku enna solution-nu theriya varum.
Sivaangi-- Akka please athu mattum ketkathinga, ennala athu ippo solla mudiyathu but I promise naan oru silly vishiyathuku intha mudivu edukala.
Mani-- Aprom? Appadi enna reason?
Sivaangi-- Athu ippo soldra nilamai-la naan illa akka but sathiyama soldren, future-la nee pannathu correct than sivaangi-nu solluvinga.
Mani-- Enna reason-ah venalum irunthutu pogatum sivaangi but unnala avan illama irukka mudiyathu avan nala nee illama irukka mudiyathu, ithuku nadavula enna reason enna problem vantha enna sivaangi, you both are there into this together da.
Sivaangi-- Ippo nalla irukkum akka, ippo naan venum, ippo kalyanam pannitu santoshama irukkalam-nu than thonum but future-la oru second avan yen enna kalayanam panni ippadi oru vaazhkai-ah vaazhanum-nu nenacha ennala antha second uyiroda irukka mudiyathu akka. Intha vali-ya vida antha vali romba athigam akka. Ippo intha vali-ya thaangikalam but appo mudiyathu. Naan soldrathu ethume ungaluku ippo puriyathu but seekiramave ungaluku puriyum naan yen ithellam soldren-nu theriya varum pothu.
Mani-- Ashwin odanju poi irukkan sivaangi, dont you love him? Avana paaka unnaku kashtama illa?
Sivaangi--- Naan setha kooda ennala Ashwin-ah hate panna mudiyathu akka, naan sethalum avana love pannitu than iruppen. That's how much I love him, but ithu avan santoshathuku Kaga than please understand. Marupadiyum ithu pathi pesathinga.
Sivaangi said and left to the washroom while mani sighed and facepalmed thinking about both situations and left the room. After some time sivaangi came back and changed her clothes.
Sivaangi changed her dress took out a bag and started packing her clothes and necessities into the bag. Rakshan came into her room and saw her packing the things, he took a long breath and came in to speak to her.
Rakshan-- Thangam paithiyam-ah di pudichiruku unnaku enna di pannitu irukka? Enga poga pora ippo ethuku pack pannitu irukka?
Sivaangi-- Ethuku ippo ivolo kelvi? Naan konjam naal inga irukka maaten athukulla Ashwin-ku vera ponnu-ah paathu kalyanam panni vaikira poruppu unkitta iruku purinjatha?
She said by keeping her eye on the bag, concentrating on parking the things inside the bag. Rakshan pulled her and made her look at his face.
Rakshan-- Unmai-ya sollu ithellam un manasula iruntha soldra? Neeye vera ponnu-ah paathu kalyanam panni vaika soldra loosu-ah nee?? Ippo appadi enna nadanthiruchu huh?
Sivaangi-- Unnaku sonna puriyathu, ippo sollavum mudiyathu. Konjam naaliki aprom unnake theriya varum appo unnaku puriyum.
Rakshan-- Sivaangi nee enna pandra, ethu pandra-nu ellam therla but kandipa etho thappu pandren-nu mattum nalla theriyuthu puriyuthu. Theiva senju naan soldratha kelu please.
Sivaangi-- Naan soldrathu nee kelu please, you know how much I love Ashwin naane Ippo Avana vera ponnu oda kalyanam panni vaika soldrena that's how serious the things is-nu nee purinjuko, please.
Sivaangis's tear fell on Rakshan's hand in which he held, he cupped her face and wiped away those little tears, and kissed her forehead.
Rakshan-- Thangam nee yen di ippadi pandra? Yenna pandra ethu pandra-nu therla but nee pandrathu-la oru 1% kooda use illenu mattum theriyuthu. Nee avanoda santhoshathuku Kaga than pandren-nu soldra but avan enna-na his happiness relies on you-nu soldran, Naan solla vendiyathu solliten inime un ishtam.
Sivaangi keenly heard his talks but she didnt change her decision, she knew and she was confident on what she was doing was right. Even though it hurts now she thought this will be seen as a good thing in the future.
Sivaangi took her bags and went down to the living room and saw Ashwin sobbing and Shanthi amma and Kumar appa consoling him.
Sivaangi tried to ignore that as she knew even she will break into tears, she walked while Shanthi amma stopped her.
Shanthi-- Enga ma pora?
Sivaangi-- Naan konjam naal vera engayachum thangura ma, athu varaikum unga paiyan-ku vera ponnu-ah paathu kalyanam panni veinga ma.
Shanthi-- Enna pechu pesura sivu?? Naan annaiki hospital-la sonnathu maranthitiya?? Nee vena marakkalam aana naan marakka maaten. Yaaru enna sonnalum nee than en marumaga-nu sonnen nyabagam irukka? Naan innum antha mudivu-la irunthu maarala. Ennaku marumaga-nu oruthi vantha athu nee mattum than.
Sivaangi-- Please ma nilamai puriyama pesathinga please.
Ashwin got up from his place and went near her and held her both cute little hands inside his and placed it in his cheeks where the tears were flowing through.
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma nee illama ennala irukka mudiyathu di ithuku mela enna kenja vaikatha please, ennala nee illama oru second kooda irukka mudiyathu-nu theriyum aprom yen di ithellam. Santoshama kalyanam pannitu vazhaka vazhalam sivaangi ma, thevai illama yen di ithellam.?
Sivaangi couldn't hold back any more tears and she made sure that she cried in a limit so that PBA doesn't affect her.
Sivaangi-- Ennala azhuga kooda mudiya maatingudhu Ashwin, ennaku athuku kooda limit irukku. Theiva Senju enna kenja vaikatha naan soldratha kelu, don't you trust me? Naan unna romba love pandren Ashwin. Appo, Ippo eppovum unna mattum than love pandren Ashwin, Ippo naane Namba rendu Peru kalyanam pannika venam-nu soldrena purinjuko, please.
Ashwin--- Sivaangi ma.
He said and held her hands while Sam and Sakthi packed their bags, came, and stood near her.
Sivaangi-- Neenga rendu perum enga da varinga?
Sam-- Marandhutiya?? Promise??
Sakthi-- Enga thaniya ponalum naangalum koodave varuvom-nu sonnom-la?
Sivaangi-- Kadavule please, college first year-la summa panna promise-ah ippo...
Sam-- Summa panna promise illa athu sivaangi and you know it.
Sakthi-- Konjam varsham job nala enganala unkooda vara mudiyala aana ippo appadi illa-la?
Sam-- Naangalum unkooda than varuvom, nee enga ponalum.
Sivaangi sighed and moved forward but couldn't because of Ashwin's hold of her hands.
Ashwin-- Sivaangi ma please di.
Sivaangi sighed and removed her hands from his hold and moved out of the house, while Sam and Sakthi patted Ashwin and moved out with her.
Unakkaaga thaane naan uyir vaazhgiren
En uyir naadi neethaanadi
Nee illai endral naan ennaguven
En swasam neethaanadi
Ashwin stood like a rock with no emotions but just tears flowing from his eyes, he didn't know what more to ask or what to do to get her back and make her love himself back. He was just blank and stood with tears flowing from his pair of eyes.
Unakkaaga thaane naan uyir vaazhgiren
En uyir naadi neethaanadi
Nee illai endral naan ennaguven
En swasam neethaanadi
He was so weak to even stand that, the moment she left he drifted down and he fell sitting on the couch. Shanthi amma and Kumaran appa couldnt see their son in such a state where he doesnt even have the tears left to cry.
En ullam nee vandhu udaithaalum kooda
Udayamal unnai en uyirai kaapaen
Ennalum nee ennai veruthalum kooda
Neengamal nirkum un ninaivil vaazhven
Ashwin didnt know what to do anymore, he didnt even know the purpose he is living on anymore he walked upstairs and went to his bedroom locked himself inside, and took her photo frame that he had inside his cupboard. The picture that Ashwin kissed her forehead during the engagement.
Ketkintra isaai ellaam neethaanadi
Naan parkintra thisai ellam neethanadi
He went out to the living room and he heard sirrikadhey playing, the first-ever song she has sung in their first meet. Ashwin couldnt hold his pain anymore, there was no more space to hold. Every place he went and saw reminded the moments he had with her and couldnt ignore them at all.
Adi naan patta
Kaayangal azhinthalumey
Ada naan konda
Kaadhal azhiyaathadee
He knows his love is true and he knows that he will grab her again no matter what, but he dont knows what is stopping her from getting married to him. He wasn't able to understand or realize what he did wrong to make her step out of the marriage.
Unakkaaga thaane naan uyir vaazhgiren
En uyir naadi neethanadi
Nee illai endral naan ennaguven
En swasam neethanadi
The words she spoke in the engagement were ringing inside his ears ...
Ennaku enna soldrathunu therla Ashwineyy, unna evolo love pandren-nu vaarthai-ala solla mudiyama-nu therla. Unmaiya-ve oru oru naal-um nee en kooda irukkura oru oru tharunam-um puthu ulagathai unara vaikurathu. Athu karpanaiya irunthalum kavithai-ya irunthalum appadiye angaye unkooda vazha thonuthu. Aana ippo nijama vazha porom. I Love You Ashwineyy.
Unakkaaga thaane naan uyir vaazhgiren
En uyir naadi neethanadi
Nee illai endral naan ennaguven
En swasam neethanadi
He entered the balcony and stood there with his pale face due to continuous tears, he didn't even have his food from the morning, he stared at his engagement ring for a long time and sighed.
Ashwin-- Enkitta marupadi vanthuru sivaangi ma, please. Love You di azhagi.
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