co-translator : zosik39
Chapter 5
Kwin
- Lost in the way-
I want to tell you one more time.
That please, please.
Can you stop being cute?
My heart is melting.
"I'll flirt with View anyway."
!!!
"Dammit!!!!!!"
Knock!
The person outside the room yelled my name with a loud bang on the room's front door, causing the door to shake. If I had to guess, it was probably caused by the person's small feet outside the room, that's for sure.
Fortunately, I ran into the room as soon as I finished speaking. Otherwise, there would be no possibility of standing smiling in the room like now. This is the size that just listening to the sound is still very impressive. If we were standing facing each other, I would have already laid down on the floor by his feet.
Rrrrrr ~
"Oh"
The ringtone on my cell phone snapped me out of my thoughts of the 40 feet that could have been placed on my face. Then I quickly reached into my pants pocket. I took out the phone and saw who was calling.
[Where is Win? Are you free tomorrow?] The clear voice of the person on the other end of the line spoke as soon as I answered. The other person didn't wait for me to say hi first.
"In the room. And I have class tomorrow."
[I don't mean in the morning, but that night after school.]
"Oh yeah, I don't have a date night."
[Well then help Ya. Accordingly, no further dating is allowed.] The beautiful cousin's small voice expressed her own needs quickly.
The person she called me was P'Ya, or Ya, she is my cousin, a year older than me. She is older than me but we are both very close because we were raised together since we were little. So I don't call her P’Ya as she should be. We represent each other by our nicknames.
She is already studying second year in the same faculty and the same branch as me. She is also my code sister. A year ago, Ya became the "Big Star". Ya's beauty and sympathy can be considered poisonous. If she already needs something, don't expect anyone to reject her. Her pretty face and sweet voice will convince you to accept. But if one is very stubborn, the dictatorship will reveal itself immediately.
"What kind of work, Ya?"
[Record a MV, but the teacher told me to do it about homosexuality]
"Huh? So what should I do?" I listened to the theme, the more it surprised me.
[Win will be the protagonist. Do not refuse. Otherwise, I'll tell Uncle and Aunt what Win has done.]
"So what have I done, Ya?" Come on, I said no one can deny the need for Ya for sure. And what I cannot deny is that my parents threatened me. Even if there is nothing to sue. My beautiful cousin would call and yell at my mother until I had to help her anyway.
[Don't think Ya doesn't know that Win is going to flirt with the young electrical engineer.] She Ya responded like a superior person.
"Hey, I didn't delete it," I answered honestly. The story that he flirted with View, I didn't hide it at all. Reveal everyone because if I delete it, there will be no way to post it to Facebook like that.
[But are you really Win? He doesn't seem like someone who likes men at all.]
"Why do you think that? I've never liked men before, you know."
[Hmm ... that's correct. When I heard the news, I was still shocked ... but why did you change your taste?]
“I did not change my taste. I am still a normal man. I just like this person, ” I said in a serious tone of what I had thought and considered. I'm still a normal guy who still looks at how beautiful women are, but right now the focus of my eyes is on this little guy.
'The little person when she is angry is very cute.'
[Hmmm, you're like a person who doesn't care about gender, right?]
"Yes, and you already know View?"
[OK, Win, you're serious, right?] I didn't immediately respond to the question I asked, but I reiterated my confidence.
And everything remains the same "Yes, I'm serious," I replied without wasting any more time thinking about it. "Why Ya?", And then I asked Pee for a reason.
[Doesn't he want Win to be sad anymore? The part we know is because he is a third year student at the same school as Ya's friend. I've seen it a few times. When a friend of Ya brought it to the group.]
Ya's answering voice was a bit worried. I understood what Ya was worried about. Because I myself have the same concern.
The more it seems like View is ready to kill himself with me every time I get close to him like that. I had to think a lot. What methods can I use to make the cute little person in the next room soft and attract her attention? But such a delicate matter can take some time to think about. I'm not wrong with Ya's words from just now. There was one thing that surprised me. "Has he ever been to our group too?"
[Yes, Ji brought it over many times. Win had never seen it?]
"I've never seen it before." Hearing what Ya had said, I shook my head, as if the person on the other end of the line saw. I'm sure I've never seen View in college. But I still wonder where I have seen View before. I recognize it as a blurry image.
[Oh, where did Win meet Pee? Isn't he in your group?]
"No, it was for a minor matter, and View came to help me," I replied, smiling uncontrollably. Thinking back to the first time we met. The cute face and wild expression in the opposite direction made my heart race from the first time I saw him. The long term has come now. My heart was pounding even harder just when I thought of him.
[Oh, I get it. View went to help you when you were in trouble and fell in love with him, right?]
“Well… that's it, ya. It was something unexpected. "
[Love at first sight hehe ~ so romantic]
"Huh," as soon as the small voice of the person on the other end of the line finished speaking, my face immediately heated up. I was embarrassed by the definition of my meeting with View as Ya said. It may not be exactly the two of us one hundred percent. But probably the definition that has the most direct meaning is.
'Love at first sight'
[If Win has thought about it carefully, these kinds of things are very delicate. He tries to ask carefully.]
"I understand. And I think it will take a lot of time and effort."
[Hehehe, you have run into a difficult problem. A handsome man can choose.]
"Now ... it's not that bad."
[Anyway, he'll already support Win. Even if Nong View looks a bit fierce, his face is cute.]
"Not at all. View is so fierce, but he's really cute." I think I must have been sick, when I talk about the other person, he has a cute face and fierce eyes, but he immediately floated into my brain, and he also accidentally smiled so much that I can't believe it anymore
What is this disease called?
Is there anyone who knows?
[Yes, listen to the voice, you know how much you secretly like it]
"It's not a secret. I fully disclosed this person."
[Hahaha, that's it. Being aggressive like that is not a secret.]
"Huh ... yeah."
[So that's it, Win. Don't forget our appointment tomorrow, you know.]
"Wait a minute, now." When I was about to hang up. I called her first when I suddenly remembered something and luckily I hadn't dropped the call anymore.
[Um, Win, is there something else?]
"The MV that said Ya, who will perform with me?"
[Oh, I'm going to give my code Nong to Nong Pro, who is cute little, to perform for me.]
"Have you already told Pro?" The Pro I spoke of was my first-year partner. But we are not in the same group.
Pro is a little man like View. The height of it should be approximately the same. But I think View is a bit higher. I am not taking sides here, I am speaking honestly.
Pro is a cute looking man like a girl, with big cheeks, bright white skin and neat appearance, he is not fierce like View. The two of us usually talk, but we are not very close.
[I haven't told you yet. Win, do you have something?]
"So ... would it be okay if he asked to change me to someone else?"
[Why? Win having problems with Pro?]
"No, I have no problem, just ..."
[Don't tell me Win will let Ya invite Nong View to record. You're crazy, he won't come.] At the end of the line he spoke aloud, although he hadn't finished speaking.
"Yes, Ya, help me."
[Sigh ~ Isn't it easier to change the protagonist?]
“If so, change me. Because I won't act if he's not with View. " A slight smile rose at the corner of my mouth. Knowing that, I probably wouldn't change anymore. So now I hold the bamboo over Ya.
[Hey, what's up, Win? Do not do this.]
“So, if Ya wants me to act. You have to bring View. "
[Ohhh, the moon is stubborn. And growing up, it's still the same. Who said Win is a good person?]
-It's fine? I did not pay attention to the murmur of my beautiful sister. Because he has always complained about me like that from little until now. I am not a stubborn and self-centered person. I'm only like this with some things that I really want, like this. I had to get it and I already knew it very well.
[Okay, then let's try it. But if Nong View disagrees. I can't help Win.]
“Okay, but you have to. If not, I won't. And don't tell View that she will be performing with me. "
[Ho, I'll try. That's it.]
"Call me and tell me if she can." She already sighed deeply before hanging up. The only thing left was me sitting with a small smile that grew bigger as I was in a good mood. I really want to see the face of the person in the next room when he sees me tomorrow, what face will he make?
'It's going to be nice as always.'
Because it doesn't matter how View looks at me or makes a face at me. It is always cute.
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Ting ~
TON YAH! - Send a sticker (Happy Bear)
TON YAH! - Nong View nodded.
I'm alone, smiling to myself as I open a message in a popular chat app while sitting in my last class of the day. Happy The tiredness and boredom of sitting in class from nine in the morning until three in the afternoon disappeared immediately. Know that today I will meet the cute brutal face at night.
Secretly, I decided that View might not agree to record the MV for my sister. But there was a fragment in my heart that thought View would agree. And then that piece of hope became reality.
"What's wrong, why are you sitting alone smiling?"
"For a good thing," I replied, turning to Tape who was next to me. Even though my mouth was still smiling happily until Tape had to furrow both eyebrows as he looked at my incomprehensible expressions.
"What good is that to you?"
"It's a secret"
"Now you have a secret with your friends, chia, handsome boy."
"Hey, there must be something," I chuckled seeing the expressions of dissatisfaction from my close friends that I knew from orientation day, until the other person makes a foul-mouthed grimace and sends them back before stopping and acting. Like something's out of your mind
"Um, can I ask you something?"
"Yes, what is it?"
"Are you really flirting with my friend?" This time, my eyebrows suddenly furrowed as I listened to Tape's question. My brain starts thinking about my recording partner. And since when did I flirt with Tape's friend?
'Foam? mad! It's not like that?'
"Which friend of Tape?"
"Hey this guy, how many people do you flirt with?" Tape put a dissatisfied look on his face at my question. He looked at me like he wanted to know the whole story. But when I answered the question in a serious tone. Tape's expression returned to normal.
"One."
"That's correct. The person you enter into that phase."
"Is View a friend of Tape?" She arched a suspicious brow. I never knew much before that these two knew each other even though they had studied together until the end of the semester.
"Oh, he's my best friend, don't you know?"
"So Win, you didn't know that Tape was close to View?"
"I don't know, I didn't know View was close to Tape," Foam asked, sitting on the other side of me, with a perplexed expression like Tape. They were surprised that I didn't know that View and Tape knew each other before. And much less those two. It didn't surprise me in the least.
"Didn't you see it when you came to our group?"
"No", I confirm the same answer that he had given yesterday to Ya. I never saw View in the group. But why do others say View has been here? And it doesn't seem like it was just one time.
“He usually comes to eat in our dining room. And when he talks to me, can't you see him? "
"Yes, I've never seen View."
"Aww Win, we think Win ran into View in our group." Foam sounded more surprised by my answer. He also said a phrase similar to that of Yesterday. Everyone seems to understand that I ran into View here.
"No, I didn't know View."
“It's funny, opinions get to the group often. But Win meets View in another way. It is the safe destination, hehe. " Foam chuckled softly after he finished speaking. " We're embarrassed for Win. " I think I'm really embarrassed because my white cheeks are starting to turn red now. Very red.
"I guess you'd better not."
"Why, Tape?" Foam asked as soon as he finished speaking Tape. That is a question that I ask myself as well.
"He doesn't like men."
"I do not like them either".
"But Win likes View, right?"
"Yeah Foam, I just like View." He also confirmed this answer to everyone who stressed that View and I were men, and he told me that View does not like men. And it will always be the answer if someone asks me.
'I just like View.'
"Well, it's your decision. But please be kind and patient. Because View is a hard-hearted person. He has so much to think about that he has never thought about opening his heart and dating someone."
"Yes I understand."
“One more thing, Win. If you're going to play with him, please stop. Because my friend has enough problems already. "
“I'm serious about View, Tape, trust me. And about the View problem, I know quite a bit. Although I don't know all the details, but as I could see, View has some things that make him sad. "
"Did you know?"
"I do not know what is happening. But I guess it's probably family. "
"Well, if you mean it, I won't stop. But if you're playing with my friend, stop. " Tape put his hand on my shoulder and patted me gently, "Otherwise, I'll stop you.”
"Tape will never do that."
"Okay, I'll be watching and thanks for not asking me about the View problem. Because even if you ask, I won't tell you."
"I wasn't going to ask you that, Tape." I stared at my close friend who was just like Foam, giving me a confident smile before saying what he had always thought. “I'll wait for View to tell me. The day I am with View. "
"Luck Win, we're cheering you on" Foam grinned widely, raising his index finger and middle finger to my face, with words of encouragement.
"Thank you both," I gave a wide smile to my two best friends with different personalities. But they always have sincerity for each other.
The moment you've been waiting for has finally arrived. After class was over, I hurried out of the room and the long-footed woman was half walking and half running towards my beautiful code sister who had made an appointment. Our meeting point was a classroom on the eighth floor of the building where I studied. Therefore, it takes less than three minutes to arrive.
He was determined to get there first so he could see View's expression. When they refer to who is the person with whom he will act. I wonder if the little one will frown or open his mouth. But no matter what View's gesture, facial expression, and gaze are, they are always nice to look at for me.
"Win here."
"Hello, P'Ji, P'Dinsor," I waved to the seniors who were standing together in front of the room. Then he walked over to Ya who was waving at me in the back of the room.
“Oh, this is the script, I only shot three scenes today. The place is alone in this room. The rest will be for Saturday and Sunday, we go to the waterfall. "
"Is this an invitation or a compulsion?"
"It's a must, but I don't think Win would have thought of denying it."
"Why do you think that?"
"So ... how was that person with him?"
"Oh! Have you come, Ya?" I followed Ya's gaze to the front of the room. I saw the small person I intended to surprise and looked at me directly before. The other slightly opened his mouth. His eyes looked up, his face was bored, then View turned to look away.
“Yes, it has been a long time. I saw that in the afternoon the teacher brought the class up. So Ji has been dragging me since three o'clock. "
"Oh, why didn't you tell me anymore?"
"How did he say it? Didn't you have a lesson? "
"Yeah, but he could skip it for a day, right?" I gave my sister a sweet smile after she finished speaking. But it doesn't seem like the audience is enjoying it at all.
"Yes, so I was right not to tell you." That's it, sister mode. I can't play with anything like this. If he continues to play like this he will definitely be informed to my parents.
"It's a joke, who dares to skip classes like Ya?"
"Oh! Win answered me?" So instead I should say 'Pee', Ya's mood is closer to angry. I'm going to have to use my beggar mode.
"Oh, calm down, beautiful. Win is joking." I put my hand on my beautiful sister's shoulder like she always did, before rocking back and forth with a little finger dangling from my waist, until my older sister laughed out loud.
"Will they stand and hug each other for a long time? They are annoying. I really love this couple," Pee Ji said loudly until the others turned their attention to the two of us. Including the little person sitting at the front of the room, she turned to look at the two of us along with the others.
I looked into View's eyes. The look in View's eyes kept staring at me until I couldn't see how the other person was feeling. Unlike before, he was looking at me with disturbed eyes. We looked at each other for a moment. Before taking his eyes off me when P'Ji called him and me through.
"View, come here, Win, you too." I walked over to P'Ji with the other person. When we both stopped in front of P’Ji, we started asking questions about work. “You read the chapter, right? Is there something you don't understand?
"No."
"View."
"I do not have them."
“They don't have to introduce themselves, do they? You two already know each other, right? "
"Yes"
"Oh," the boy replied quietly, nodding, but he refused to make eye contact with me who was looking at him. His face was grim, as if he wasn't feeling very well. He didn't even know what was bothering View, but he didn't dare ask.
“Okay then the first scene. You'll stand up and erase the board, and then act like you can't erase the top. Then you jump a bit, but you won't reach it. Then drop the eraser on the floor, understand?” The person asked, nodding slightly, after listening. P'Ji turned to tell me the script. “As for your role, you will walk from the front of the room. And when you get to the door, you will feel that there is someone in the room, so you will turn around and see that someone is erasing the board. But you don't care because you don't know who he is. I nodded. But the moment you are about to walk through the door. You will hear the sound of the rubber eraser falling. At this point, you will turn to look. Then you will see that it is someone you secretly like. So you will stop and watch for a moment. When you stop to look at View, the person who secretly likes you. Here you have to smile too. "
"Just a little? Can't I just smile broadly?" My question made those who had been standing with their heads down to look at each other. He let out a deep breath. I know he was upset.
“No, you don't understand what you secretly like. It's like when you meet someone you secretly like and do something nice. When you see it, you can't help but smile. But you will no longer be able to smile because you fear that others will know. So you can only smile shyly. "
“But when I look at the person I like. I smile widely. " While my mouth spoke to P'Ji. My eyes fixed on the small person in front of me with a big smile. The person looks at me the same way and opens his mouth. With a shrug, he turned his head to look away.
“You will not flirt here, Win. You just have to smile, do you understand? "
"I understand."
So I continue: “Later, when you look at View for a bit. You walk to the back door of the room. " P’Ji pointed a finger." This time, View will turn to look at the front door of the room. He acts like you feel like someone is looking at you right now. But when you don't see anyone, you stop looking. Then turn around and try to erase the board. The little man raised his eyebrows as if he understood.” Then P'Ji turned to me. "You, you have to sneak into the room through the back door gently and walk to stand behind him to help View erase the board."
Throughout the storytelling, P'Ji points his finger that way, he always goes that way. But not without forgetting to turn around to look us both in the eye to see if we understood what he said or not. So I had to keep nodding my head slightly, giving some answers, and the other person just wrinkled his eyebrows. “After that, you must act shocked, and then you will turn around to look at the person behind him. You will look for it. At this point you have to wait until he orders a cut. Okay, let's do this first," P'Ji said with a frown, asking for understanding. Also complaining. "Guys, you understand what I'm saying, right? You two, your names are the same."
"Understood." I nodded in response, unlike the little boy who had a disgruntled expression on his face as he spoke in a gruff tone. Which is a played word that Pee Ji even had to raise her hand to massage his temple.
"Why do I have to erase? I can just drag a chair and clean it myself. "
"Oh my gosh wow! I made a MV for a love song, not a fight song. They hurry up and get ready, they ask a lot of questions."
"Hey"
"What are you laughing?"
"I love the people in this area."
"Yes!" I smiled happily as I listened to the curse of the little person next to me. Look at each other with eyes, do not take matters into your own hands. View's white face turned slightly discolored. I'm not sure if the person's face is red because he's angry or embarrassed?
“Come on in, guys. Don't hit each other yet, the event will be ruined. "
“I will not hit aview. But if you give me a hug "
"I won't hit you, Win. But I'll make you hug my feet instead."
"Congratulations, View." I bowed my head slightly, the man in front of me pretended to kick my feet after he finished speaking. His beautiful lips twitched as if he wanted to keep cursing. But he couldn't do it because P'Ji quickly intervened and laughed out loud again.
"Haha, what do you think, Win? You can use it. Damn, you've found a worthy opponent."
"Do you want to get hit first?"
"You're heavy! Sorry, Nong View. Please come on the scene." P'Ji raised his hand to pay tribute to the nearby young man who made a scolding face to himself with a soulful expression, before pushing us to stop at the point he said.
"Cut"
P'Ji's voice ordered cut off where I was standing looking towards the room where the little person was erasing the board, causing the whole team to stop doing everything to wait to hear how P'Ji told us.
“Win, I understand you like View a lot. But can I ask for a simple smile, the corner of your mouth gives me a bright smile? " Said the older one, sighing in boredom. “This is how they look to my eyes, okay. But your mouth is the problem. How wide are you smiling? "
"Huh, I forgot, Pee, sorry."
"Okay, this time, push yourself a bit."
"Forcing myself not to smile as much as I can," I said to P’Ji, then turned to look at the other person who was standing and frowning from the classroom. "But I can't make myself like View."
"Huwww"
"Whoa. Whoa."
"Wow, Ya, the young man is rotten." The shouts of senior staff members were standing around. The loud noise coupled with Pee Ji's voice, he turned to speak to my sister with a total expression of frustration. She is not that different from the people in the classroom at all. View looked at me with flushed cheeks. As I moved my mouth to say softly, 'Foot problems', I read and nodded willingly. Now my body felt very powerful. It's like a blessing.
This gave me a lot of encouragement to continue acting.
“This scene is fine. Move over when I help erase the board. "
"Okay," all the staff replied when P'Ji ordered to move to the room to continue recording.
In this scene, I have to walk to stand behind View, where he is reaching to erase the board. I want to bow to P'Ji. Ten times more because he gave me such a good script. I just thought that he would stay close to me. And the fierce man's heart trembles like an earthquake.
"Begin."
The end of P'Ji's voice, P'Dinsor hit the board to start filming. I walked from the point where P’Ji told me to go to the front of the room where View was doing the whiteboard erasure. Place my hand over the small hand before pulling the rubber eraser out of View's hand to hold it. I knew after this scene View would have to act shocked and look at me. So I pretended to have him as close as possible. I intended to make View turn around and hit my chest.
'Hey, how's my plan going?’
Everything proceeded according to plan. I squeezed closer to View's back. Then I pretended to erase the board and wait for View to turn around to follow the script. And everything went as expected. View seemed surprised by my outrageous actions. Which I think would be really surprised.
Because he could feel View holding his breath for a moment, before taking a deep breath and coming out when conscious. The little boy tried to turn around to find himself according to the script. So I moved back a bit to make it easier for him to turn around, and when View turned around. I pushed myself inside again, squeezing until his slim face was pressed against my chest.
"Cut. Wow! Are they going to possess each other? The bastard backed off a bit. Don't come here to fight."
"Pee!"
"Excuse me, P'Ji, I'm hungry."
"Bastard!" View scolded me out loud. Then he used his strength to push me until I staggered back several steps, before walking away to the front of the room. He stretched his face out from the balcony, took cold water and poured it over his red face, until he finished the bottle.
I want to do that too. But it must be poured out all over the body because my body and my heart are hot right now.
"Being around View and my blood is pumping really well. I like it."
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Song: Lost on Labanun
In Thai Tape it is pronounced Tep which in Spanish would be Tape.
In Thai Foam it is pronounced Phom which in Spanish would be Foam.
Dinsor (can be said both ways) means Pencil.