Mind Mine (English Translation)

16

co-translator : zosik39

Chapter 16

-View (Kavee)-

-The last time-

Like that day, I really didn't know.

That was the last day we would see each other.

You and me... we will never see each other again.

'Miss Wanyiwa Phongphakakarn'

The image of P'Wa that I see standing in front of the coffin is the most beautiful face I have ever seen. The sweet face of the sister I love raised a faint smile, indicating that P'Wa was always a happy person. I sat and looked at my little sister's photo repeatedly. I stayed there because I couldn't move my tired body.

I'm tired.

I am discouraged.

I don't want to live my life with these kind of goodbyes over and over again.

Why is the person who left me not here?

The repetitive thoughts in my mind constantly eroded my body, until almost powerless, even moving the fingertips is too much.

I didn't even know that day. The day we were together a normal day with clear weather. The day I was happy when I spent time with P'Wa, before it was time to go back to the condo that night.

Back to the last day the two of us were together.

That I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye.

I didn't even have time to say I love you.

Everything went so fast.

Too fast, the slower heart of mine might have been alright.

"Look, let's eat a little."

"..."

I can only look at the people who have called me by my name several times and I don't know how many times they will. I have not been able to answer anything and recover. He could only shake my heavy head, to tell the people that he has been by my side ever since that day.

That the day my world fell apart.

"P'Wa, do I continue reading the book? It's almost finished."

That morning I went downstairs with P'Wa, the two of us sharing the breakfast table with my parents and the twins. After finishing breakfast. We moved in and sat in the living room of the house as we normally did. My new parents went to water the plants in the backyard.

The twins stopped by to chat and play with us for a bit, before going up to the room. The only thing left was P'Wa and me. The activity that the two brothers did during this period was to find a good book to sit down and read together.

Most of the time, P'Wa was the person reading to me. But that day, P'Wa told me that she felt dizzy. The reading page at that time became mine.

P'Wa's condition at the time didn't look bad at all. It was just a common headache that we are all frequent to have. I thought about letting her rest her eyes on her for a while.

"I'm tired today, can you read it to me?"

"Okay, then you can lie down on the sofa. Just sit back and listen to View."

"um"

I agreed to P'Wa's request before propping the slender figure up so she could lie back on the sofa. I looked at my little sister who had a bad expression on her face for a moment. Before asking again, P'Wa assures that this really isn't a big deal. As you say, right?