Promises Were Meant To Be Broken

Chapter 8

"...Becky?"

I know that voice anywhere.

Tears started pouring out as he turned around

"A-A-Austin...?"

His eyes full of happiness but soon filled with pain and sorrow

"Bec-"

I ran away before he could say anything

I thought I could take it. But I was wrong. 

It still hurts.

Taylor told me it's her fault but I still can't take it.

My name being shouted behind me as I run away in tears

I ended up in the girls restroom

My body started shaking

Why is he here?

Hugging my knees, I started sobbing

"Becky please listen.."

"Austin! What are you doing here?"

My voice cracking everytime I speak

I heard him sigh

"Bab-Becky. You don't understand. Taylor-"

"I know Austin... I know everything.."

Was he really about to call me babe?

His voice. I missed him so much.

But I'm still so hurt.

Looking up, I saw him.

He looked broken.

His eyes with tears.. trying to hold in the sobbing

But I also saw love.

He really was hurt.

I remember what Taylor said. 

Maybe I should give him a chance.

.... but he might hurt me again....

"Y-You do? How?"

I ignored his question and stood up.

More tears pouring out

I started walking towards him, both of us crying

Grabbing his face, I kissed him.

He was first full of shock but started kissing back.

His lips. His soft lips on mine.

After so many months, I have the boy I love with me right now

He wrapped his arms around my waist as I snaked my arms around his neck

That feeling. It's back.

The feeling of being loved

I can feel that he was hurt too.

Butterflies  flying all around in my tummy.

I liked it.

I missed it.

I missed this.

I missed him.

Pulling back, our foreheads touched.

"What was that for?" He whispered with a smile

I smiled back.

"I just missed you so much, Austin." 

He pecked my cheek 

"I missed you too Becky. You have no idea. I was broken without you. I'm sorry about-"

"Austin, It's fine. I understand.. I guess."

"How do you know about it?"

I sighed

"Taylor."

His eyes widen

"Did she do anything to you?! What did she say?!"

"Baby calm down. She didnt do anything"

All of a sudden, he started smiling like an idiot.

Then I realized what I said and blushed

"She told me everything. About how she pretended to be pregnant and everything and why she hated me." I said still blushing

"Oh really? Why did she hate you?"

"I'll explain everything later. Austin, I really missed you."

He kissed me one more time

"I missed you too baby"

That made me blush even more

I missed it when we called eachother that

I was about to go but he pulled me back

And gave me a warming hug

"Do you think we'll ever be together again?" He whispered in my ear

I felt a tear drop

I pulled back and looked at him in the eyes

"Yes I do. But I can't trust you anymore."

He sighed

"I understand.."

We both walked out

He secretly intwined our hands together but I pretended not to care

But really, Im the happiest girl on the earth

I started smiling widely and walked back to the crew

We aren't together. But hopefully someday we will.

There's no one I love more than Austin Carter Mahone

He's my first love. My first kiss. My first hurt. 

But he's the reason I still believe in love

No matter how many times I get hurt, I'll always love him.

But right now, I'm happy.

Happy that he's here, with me, knowing I'm the only one he loves and he's the only one I love.