So...here is 39th chapter guys...hoping you all will like it...
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Anokhi was waiting for him....Shaurya to come or either call her...but how long...
It was around afternoon when she talked with him...and it was now beyond evening...still he was no where...
She tried calling him many times...but no answers...
She now started growing restless while thinking about him...
She wasn't able to concentrate upon anything else...
She was just restlessly pacing to and fro in the balcony when Isha reached there..
Isha- Kya hua hain tujhe..kabse yahi hain...koi problem hain kya?? Bata na...
Anokhi- Woh...actually Sh..Shaurya ka call aaya tha...and he wanted to meet...bola tha ki wait karu...aur ab dekh...kuch ata pata hi nahi hain...
Isha- Toh call kar..
Anokhi- Tujhe lagta hain maine nahi kiya...ek bhi call nahi utha rahe hain...messages ka bhi reply nahi hai...
Isha- What? Par aise kaise...tu ek kaam kar Shreya yaa kartik ko call kar...maybe unlogo ko pata hoga..
Anokhi- Maine Shreya ko kiya tha call...usse kuch nahi pata...aur woh..
Isha- Toh kartik...usse karke dekh...
Anokhi- Okay..main karti hu...
Then she dialled Kartik's number..
Kartik- Hello...haan Anokhi bolo..
Anokhi- Uhh...Kartik tumhe pata hain Shaurya kaha hain...??
Kartik- Nahi...mujhe toh nahi pata...actually main toh abhi bahar hu kuch kaam se...
Anokhi- Toh...woh office mein...
Kartik- Nahi...abhi toh office mein koi nahi hoga...haa but woh tha toh office meri jab usse baat hui thi...usske baad pata nahi...par hua kya hain?
Anokhi- Nothing...woh bass mujhe kuch kaam tha..
And call nahi lag raha tha toh...
Kartik- Ohh...toh mein bhi try karta hu usse...
Anokhi- Okay...toh agar tumhara contact ho toh bata dena...
Kartik- Haa..sure..
And she hanged the call...
Isha- Kya hua? Any idea??
Anokhi- No...main..main aati hu...
She said while moving from there while Isha followed her..
Isha- Par jaa kaha rahi hain...bata toh..
But she didn't listen to any of it and left from there...
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Anokhi reached their office first and tried to search for him in the entire building but he was nowhere to be found...
She was feeling something must have happened otherwise he would never do any such thing...but for now she just wanted to see him...
Sighing she finally decided to move outside when she saw it was raining outside...
But for her it doesn't matter until she got to know anything about him...
So she walked down the street towards a small garden area nearby...though she was getting drenched completely but she wasn't caring at all..as only thing she could think was him...
She just walked inside when her gaze fell upon a person sitting on the bench in the dark...
So she slowly moved in that direction and to her shock the person was Shaurya...
He was sitting there getting drenched completely but was in his own world not even knowing that she was there behind..
Anokhi- Shaurya...
She exclaimed while moving towards him..
Whereas he stood there shocked to see her..
Shaurya- Tum yaha kya kar rahi ho??
Anokhi- What...what do you mean by that...
Matlab kissiko itna pareshan kardo ki woh aapko dhundte dhundte pagal ho jaye...aur phir puchho ki tum yaha kya kar rahi ho??
Shaurya- Maine pareshan kiya??
Anokhi- Kissike calls na uthana...messages ka jawab nahi dena...isse bhi pareshan karna hi kehte hain...100 se jyada baar calls kiye hoge...just check..uthaye kyun nahi...??
And aap yaha kya kar rahe hain..?? Baarish mein...chaliye..let's get in some shed...
She said while holding his hand but he jerked it off...
Shaurya- Nahi...i am ok...tum please jao...
Anokhi- What okay?? Ek toh calls bhi nahi utha rahe the...aur ab...
Shaurya- I was busy...
He said while looking away...while she looked at him surprised...
But somewhere she knew something must have happened so he was behaving that way...
Anokhi- Busy...kaha??
Shaurya- Meeting thi...
Anokhi- Me...meeting?? Aaj..? Why are you lying...?
Shaurya- I am not lying...main sach mein busy tha...aur tum yaha kyun aayi ho baarish mein....
Anokhi- You wanted to meet me....right??
She cut him off in middle while he looked at her..
Anokhi- Boliye...kya baat karni thi..?
Shaurya- Woh...nothing actually bass tumhare resignation...haa ussike baare mein...but main ab Kartik se baat kar lunga..
You can leave...
He said that while turning away from her while she gazed his back being confused...
Anokhi- Shaurya...i am sure kuch baat hain...
Ku...kuch toh hua hain...why are you here..??
She said while going infront of him while he finally looked at her...
Shaurya- Kuch bhi nahi hua hain...tumhe aisa kyun lag raha hain..? I am telling you..kuch nahi hua hain...you...you can leave...
Waise bhi tumhe Delhi jaana hain...you must be busy...so please...
Anokhi- So please Whatt?? Leave...?
Aur aap yaha kya karne wale hain..? Akele baithkar...yaha baarish mein bheegkar...
Beemar padna hain kya??
Shaurya- Main kuch bhi karu...it doesn't matter...
Anokhi- It matters...i know kuch baat hain warna aap yaha aise...
Shaurya- Kuch baat nahi hain...kitni baar bolu....why you just don't leave...?? Akele kyun nahi chhod deti tum mujhe...
He said in a bit louder tone while looking at her...
Anokhi- Nahi chhod sakti...
Now, she was the one shouting...
Shaurya- Stop being stubborn Anokhi...kyun nahi...
Anokhi- Jaise ki tumhe isska jawab nahi pata...
He said while holding her hands while she cut him off in middle while looking into his eyes...
Shaurya- Kya sunna chahti ho tum...??
Anokhi- Sach...bolo yaha kya kar rahe the..? Batao kya hua hai??
Shaurya- Tum samajh kyun nahi rahi ho...please leave..
Anokhi- No...
Shaurya- Why??
Anokhi- Because I love you!!!
She said while holding his hands and screamed at the top of her voice while looking into his eyes..
Raindrops falling all over their faces as they mingled with her tears and their eyes locked...
Shaurya went blank to that...he just kept staring her for sometime...
He should be the happiest person at that moment but he wasn't...
He just wanted to say I love you too and just hug her....but he couldn't do so...
After a while he composed himself while she was just staring him...
Shaurya- But i don't...
Mujhe nahi lagta hamare beech mein kuch ho sakta hai...so just leave...
He said while turning around as he wasn't able to face her anymore...
She wasn't looking at him...she went numb after listening to what he said...she was just staring something unparticular on the ground and her face lost its colour...
But then still she composed herself and went infront of him...
Anokhi- Thik hain main chali jaungi par...yahi baat meri aankhon mein dekhkar boldo...ek baar...main..main chali jaungi...
Shaurya- Anokhi please leave...
But he didn't looked at her and again tried to turn but then wasn't able to as he saw that her bracelet was stuck with his shirt...but he didn't look at her and tried to remove that bracelet and again he wasn't able to do so..
As he was trying...she finally looked at it...
And the next moment she pulled her hand away from his grip and in the process that bracelet was broken and she turned around..
While he kept staring at that bracelet in his hand and then at her as his eyes watered up again...
He pierced his nails into his fists which turned into cuts...but her tears were hurting him more than anything else...
He knew he was hurting her...but he had to do so...
Anokhi went numb after that...and tears started flowing down her cheeks that mingled with the raindrops while she was staring something unparticular on the ground...
His words ringing in her ears again and again...
"But i don't"
And after sometime, she started moving outside while all other surroundings being invisible to her...and tears flowing down continuously...
Tu jo nazron ke saamne kal hoga nahi
Tujhko dekhe bin main mar na jaun kahi
Tu jo nazron ke saamne kal hoga nahi
Tujhko dekhe bin main mar na jaun kahi....
As she was moving , he turned around look at her...
His heart felt to tell her everything at that moment...
But his mind screamed Noo...a big no..
He was doing this for her welfare...it was most needed than anything...
He always wanted to protect her...keep her safe...then may it be by staying away from her...he had to do that...
Tujhko bhool jaun kaise?
Maane na, manau kaise?
Tu bata...
Roke na ruke naina
Teri aur hain inhe toh rehna
Roke na ruke naina
Shaurya-(thinking) I am sorry Anokhi...
Par shayad hamare door rehne mein hi bhalai hain...
But I love you....i really do...aur main hamesha yahi feel karunga...
When it rains, the tears in our heart burst and all the love inside us begins to melt us...
We all want to ask someone to stay with us forever but when we can't and we have to let them go...it pains...
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So...How was this one??
Two updates in a day...i felt i should give this one...
Hope i haven't bored anyone of you...
I know here confession was expected but this i had in my mind and this is is it...
But i want to know the reviews too...
Constructive criticism is welcomed wholeheartedly.
No silent reading is allowed.
Please do vote for it too...if you like it...
PRECAP: Two months later...
Yess...i am going to take a leap here...
i don't know how it will go but i hope you all will love the story after that too...waiting for your approval and responses upon this...
Thanks a lot for voting on previous one..
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~Avni