You grab ahold of Wanda's neck, and she grabs your legs like in a bridal kind of way. She helps you down the stairs and into the dinning room and sits you in the chair next to her and Kara. Once everyone is sat down you all start to eat. You eat just a little bit of food and take small sips of water because that's all you can handle. Once everyone is about done eating, you look over in the direction of Steve, Tony, and Thor.
Y/N: Steve, is everything ok?
Steve: I should be asking you that question. But yes, everything is ok. We were just chatting about maybe a small party for you to officially welcome you to the team and thinking next week after you get off bed rest.
Y/N: Yes, please but just the Avengers along with Alex and Kara
Tony: Of course
Kara: Wait?! Did I hear party about you being an Avenger and you didn't tell me?!
Nat: Yes Kara. Y/N is now an Avenger. Has been for like a month now. We were going to have a party that night, then she got sick, so she asked if Tony could push it and he did. I think a party will be nice. Even if it is with just the Avengers.
Everyone puts their dishes away and goes off to do whatever they were going to do. Wanda picks you up and puts you into the car. She goes back in and grabs Alex and the three of you head to the cabin. Once at the cabin, Alex opens your door and helps you out. Wanda goes and unlocks the front door. The three of you walk into the cabin to the couch and sit down.
Wanda: Ok Alex, what's up? Why did you ask to talk outside of the compound? What's wrong?
Alex: Nothing is wrong. I wanted to ask Y/N if you both can help me set up a proposal for Nat if Y/N said yes.
Y/N: Wait?! What?!
Alex: You heard me. I want to propose to Nat
Y/N: But why ask me? Because you already know my answer
Alex: Because I didn't want to upset you by not asking
Y/N: Yes, you can. I've never seen either of you two this happy and I've seen you both in relationships. When were you thinking?
Alex: She makes me feel love again and I get butterflies every time I see her. Maybe like at the party. I still need to go ring shopping. Maybe you can help me with that as well. I'm lost
Y/N: Ofc I will help. Kara might need to help with the distraction though because doing another "fake" mission wouldn't work. I just pulled that card on her and Wanda.
Alex: Yah she will be part of it
Wanda: Alex, ever since I met both of you two, I can tell the love that you have for Y/N but also for Nat. You're amazing as well.
Alex: I see Y/N as mine since that day and Nat makes me well me. I've never felt this way about anyone. Y/N was there when I came out to her and Kara. They both have been my support group and have been there for me when I needed it the most. That's why I asked and want your help.
Y/N: Alex, I will do anything for my family. That includes, don't hit me love, getting shot or putting everyone else before me. Your family and always will be.
Alex hugs you and hugs Wanda. Then Alex playfully hits you in the arm and says to stop putting others first. Your life matters as well. Wanda smiles and whispers to Alex, thank you.
Y/N: Should we head back to the compound so that no one gets any ideas of what could be happening. Also, does Kara know yet?
Alex: Yes, she does. And I would suspect that she now knows that I told you and Wanda
Wanda: The super hearing that she has?
Alex: Yep
Alex helps you off the couch and then the three of you walk outside to the car. You drive back to the compound and go inside. You tug on Wanda's sleeve and look at her. You kiss her and then bury your head into her neck.
Wanda: You ok love? What wrong?
Y/N: I'm not feeling good. Maybe a bath?
Wanda: Sure. Let's get you upstairs and into a bath. Do I need to get Alex?
Y/N: Yes, please if it's not too much
Wanda: Not at all
Wanda first takes you upstairs to the room and places you on the bed. Once on the bed, she goes and finds Alex. She comes back five minutes later with Alex and Nat. By the time they got back, you were starting to burn up and head was pounding. You started to have a panic attack. Alex gets you onto your side and tries to talk to you. You are slurring your words and both Nat and Wanda look concerned.
Alex: Wanda, what happened? She was fine just a bit ago when we were chatting
Wanda: When we came back, she asked for a bath and said that she wasn't feeling well
Y/N: My head won't stop pounding. Heart racing a lot and stomach is at a 7 now. Breathing is starting to get harder. What's wrong?
Alex: I need you to think of something happy for me please and concentrate on that just for a moment please. Wanda and Nat, please go grab some water and a few ice packs along with a heating pad.
Nat & Wanda: Ok be back in a few moments
Alex: Thanks *Nat and Wanda walk out* Ok, now I need you to tell me three things you can feel
Y/N: (1) You, (2) the bed, (3) the pillow
Alex: Good. Now two things you can smell
Y/N: (1) Wanda's scent and (2) the air from outside *window was open*
Alex: Good. Now tell me 1 thing that you can hear
Y/N: (1) You
Alex: Good. Very good. Now that your calm, talk to me. What hurts?
Y/N: My head and my stomach. Head pounding. Stomach feels like it's on fire. It's like a 7 instead of the 2 from earlier. Alex what's wrong with me?
Alex: For starters, you had a panic attack and now that I got that under control, your head should stop pounding soon. You stomach is in pain because the meds finally wore off. I can get you some new ones. A heat pad will help with the pain. The ice packs will help with the headache. Have you gotten panic attacks before?
Y/N: Yes, I do. I get at least 4 to 5 a week since my birthday.
That's when Nat and Wanda walk in and heard that. They both stare at you but are not upset. They listen to what you say to Alex's question
Alex: Why does it look like these two are surprised to that answer? *pointing to Nat and Wanda*
Y/N: That's because I don't want to be seen as weak. So, I don't tell anyone. When I finally got enough courage to say something, I told Tony and he found a solution to the problem, and I haven't had any for about 2 weeks now. I'm sorry guys. I didn't want the team or even you guys to think I was weak, and I didn't want to lose anyone and yes, I'm scared of losing both of you because I'm not strong enough for anyone. Wanda you are my whole world, and Mom I couldn't have gotten through much of this without you or even Wanda. I'm not ready to lose any of you and I guess I was scared. Mom, you are scary sometimes and I was just scared. I try to be brave all the time but when I disappear for a while it's because I am having these attacks and don't want anyone to know.
Alex: I get it. I do and I've gone through it as well. *She hugs you*
Alex gets up and lets Nat sit next to you. She hugs you and gives you a kiss
Nat: You really are scared to tell me because you think that I will be mad? Honey, I love you more than anything, but you can always talk to me. I know that these past few months have been hard, but I will always be here for you. I will always listen to you. Nothing will not make me not love you anymore
You sit up and hug her tight and bury your head in her chest and listen to her heartbeat. The sound calms you down and you smile. Nat kisses your head and just holds you. She rubs circles on your back and you start to drift off to sleep. Nat looks at Wanda and Wanda nods it's ok.
Wanda: *Whispers* Nat, stay and cuddle with her. It's ok. I will go sleep in the guest room. She needs you right now. I will be ok, I promise *Walks over, kisses your head and says goodnight love and walks out to spare room*
Alex: *Whispers* You, ok?
Nat: *Whispers* Yes. I'm sorry Alex. I know that this isn't what we planned
Alex: *Whispers* Hey, none of that. She will always come first. No need to be sorry. I will be in our bed. If you need anything, text me or ask FRIDAY to get me. I'm here for a few weeks, maybe more. *Kisses Nat*
Nat: *Whispers* Ok and I love you Alex *Kisses Alex*
Alex: *Whispers* I love you too Nat and I will see you in the morning *Leaves to her room*
Nat snuggles up to you and pulls the covers over the both of you and falls asleep. She kisses your head and says good night sweetheart. You wake up around 3 am and see that your mom is asleep, and you feel bad, so you go get Alex and tell her that you're feeling better. You tell her to go into your room and snuggle with her gf. Alex hugs you and says that you needed time with her and that you need to head back to bed. You look at her and say that you are going to go head in with Wanda. Alex gets up and goes into your room and snuggles up to Nat. Once you know that Alex is in there with Nat, you grab your phone and headphones, head to the kitchen to grab some water and some peanut butter with a spoon and head to your relaxing room.