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Bigg boss announced a task but sid's all focus was in sana's face!
She was looking pale!
He very well knew that whatever shefali jariwala said was affecting her!
He Just wanted to kill that woman for Using such a dirty game plan!
He doesn’t care about his image but because of that woman, his shehnaaz is sad!
She didn’t even thought about her husband!
How cheap!!
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So the task was "BB letter task "!
If anyone will give letter to another person, then he or she won't be able to be a contender for the captainship!
But if they will destroy the letter of another member, they will be able to be a contender for captainship!!
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Rashmi got sana's letter and destroyed it!
Rashmi :
Mujhe nahi lagta hai ki sana abhi itni strong hai captain banne k liye!
I don't think Sana is strong enough to be the captain now!
Captain hona is a very tough job and I think she is very innocent, moreover I want to be a captain, so I am destroying her letter!
Being a captain is a tough job and I think she is very innocent, moreover I want to be a captain, so I am destroying her letter!
Sana didn’t care at all!
Captainship was nothing for her at this moment because her inner turmoil was much more than this!
Her heart was in pain, moreover, she didn’t expected any of the housemates to support her!
That's why, she didn’t feel bad at all for that. All she cared was sidharth!!
Sidharth has no feelings for her, though her mind accepted it, but her heart didn’t wanted to accept the harsh reality!
She wanted to stay in her own delusional bubble but no, she won't do that!..
She was his fan before! The love she had for him was a love of fan girl!
She used to love him like his other fans but now what she feels, is not a love of fan!
She feels for him, her heart says that she has fallen in love with him!!
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Sid: sana k pas hona chahiye tha yaar!!
I wish I could be there with sana.
Sid noticed that sana went to his side of bed and hugged his pillow!
He could see the tears of her eyes which she was trying to hide but he noticed it.
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Sana's pov :
Kyun uske liye dil mai feelings paida kar dete ho waheguru jo kabhi mera ho hi nahi saakta?
Why do you create feelings in our heart for them god , who can never be mine?
Kabhi nahi socha tha ki mere idol k liye kabhi itna feel karungi.
I never thought that I would have feelings for the person who was my idol.
Or toh or apni feelings usko baata bhi nahi paungi, baatau bhi kis Haq se?
And now I can't even tell him about my feelings! In which right I should tell him about this?
Usne kabhi nahi kaha usko mere liye feeling Hai.. ..
He never said that he has feelings for me.
Uske liye mai hamesha se ek acchi dost thi jiska wo dil se khyal rakhta tha!
I was always a friend for him whom he used to take care of .
Attention ki bukhi thi toh wo din raat meri bakwaas baate sunta tha!
I always wanted attention and that's why he used to listen to my silly talks day and night.
Kaise feelings aa saakta hai mere dil mein uske liye jaab ki mujhe paata hai ki mai kabhi uski pasand ho hi nahi saakti.
How can feelings come in my heart for him? I know that I can never be liked by him.
Nahi mai mere feelings k waja se humari friendship ko kharab nahi hone dungi.
No, I will not let our friendship get spoiled because of my feelings.
Sidharth ko kabhi paata hi nahi lagne dungi ki meko uske liye feelings hai.
I will never let Siddharth know that I have feelings for him.
Mai kabhi usko nahi baataungi ki wo mere liye bas ek dost nahi hai.
I will never tell him that he is not just a friend to me.
Aab se mai waise hi rahungi jaise pehle as a friend uske saath raha karti thi.
From now on I will be like I used to be with him earlier as a friend.
Uska forever fan or friend baan k rahungi..
I will stay with him as his forever fan and friend.
Usko mai kabhi chodh nahi saakti.
I can never leave him.
Mai bohot attached hu usse!
I am very attached to him.
Bas apna feelings hi toh chupana hai na?
I just need to hide my feelings right?
Kar lungi or humara attachment or dosti bilkul kharab nahi hone dungi.
I will do that but I won't let our friendship and attachment get spoiled.
Sana's pov end!
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Sid:
Paata nahi ye kya soch rahi hai?
I don't know what she is thinking.
Kahi humara bond todne k baare mein toh nahi soch rahi hai na?
I hope she is not thinking about breaking our bond.
Nahi nahi, wo toh mai kabhi bhi nahi hone dunga!
No no. I will never let that happen ..
Or ek baar ghar k aandar jau, sab ka rainbow banaunga!!
Just let me go inside the house once, I won't spare anyone.
Har koi shehnaaz ki masoomiat k saath khel raha hai...
Everyone is playing with shehnaaz's innocence.
Unko paata hai ki ye ek strong player hai or dil ki bohot saaf hai.
They know that she is a strong player and her heart is very pure.
Par shehnaaz, meri jaan .. Haar koi dil ka saaf nahi hota hai teri tarha!
But shehnaaz, my love! Everyone doesn't have a pure heart like you.
Har koi teri tareef dil se nahi karta! Iss liye karta hai kyun ki paata hai ki tere saath do char mithi baate karne se tu unki team k liye khelne laage gi..
Not everyone praises from their hearts. They praise you because they know if they will do a little sweet talk with you , you will start playing for their team.
Hala ki tu smart Hai, sab ko samajti hai par i know iss time tu weak pad gyi hai.
Though you are smart and you understand everything but I know you have become weak at this moment.
Upar se shefali ki baato se tu haad se jada affect ho gyi hai..
Moreover, shefali's talks have affected you more than needed.
Mai itna helpless feel kar raha hu na baata nahi saakta!..
I am feeling so helpless, I can't even tell you.
I want to come back soon, to tell u that u are very important for me!
Bas taab taak kuch ulta sidha cheeze maat sochna darling.
But don't think anything baseless till then darling.
Mai wapas aa k teri saare sawalo ka jawaab dunga!
After coming back I will give answers to your every question.
Or sab se pehle tujhe ye ehsaas dilaunga ki tu mere liye khaas hai.
And I will make you feel that you are special to me.
Taa ki future mein jaab koi fir se tujhe ye bole ki tu mere type ki nahi hai, toh tu confidence se ye bole ki tu meri type ki hai.
So That in future when someone again tells you that you are not of my type, then you should say with full confidence that you are of my type.
I will make sure that u find the assurity to understand that the bond we share, is something beyond a normal relationship!
It's beyond game, a soul to soul connection between you and me✨
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