I decided to call Marcus today. I haven't called him since the day he gave me his number cause I liked him,but i was nervous to talk to him about it. I contemplated on whether I should even get myself involved with this dude. I barley know him, n I don't wanna risk taking the chance of being with him n going through some bullshit like I did with my exes. But even though I barely know Marcus I feel connected to him in a very special way. On the first day of school I immediately fell in love with him. Idk if it was just me being in need for love or if it was just lust. As I was going through my purse to find his number, I realized that I had lost it. I was upset that I lost Marcus's number cause i really wanted to talk to him n get what I had on my mind off. I stopped looking for Marcus's number n decided to text my cousin Marie. Me & Marie have a relationship that is unbreakable. I tell her everything. I told her about how I met Marcus n how I feel about him.
Phone convo:
Me:Hey Marie wyd?
Marie:Nun wbu?
Me:nun,girl guess what?
Marie:what?
Me: Im sad cause I lost Marcus's number.
Marie:girl u crazy i thought u was going to tell me something good lol.
Me:lol whatever u always wanna know some mess ill talk to u later bye.
Marie: lol bye.
After I got done texting Marie, I took a shower, got my clothes out for school tomorrow, ate dinner, & decided to go to sleep.