Everything I Bottled Up

By creepyredriolu

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I've failed to genuinely express myself for most of my life, but that finally ends here. This is everything I... More

The Rain and You
Moonshine Monster
Stainless
My Mother's Words I / Poaching Elephants
Merely Friends
The Vulture King
Kiss You
The Blues
It's Unavoidable
Crawl Through
Like Someone In Love
Favorite Color
The Girl Made Of Stars
The Lion With A Flower Mane
A Premonition
The Drowsy Thoughts
You Shot Me
A Little Candle
Be Vulnerable
One Of Many Sleepless Nights
A Genuine Confession
Terrified
Between The Ears
Yu
Interaction
Unaware
Old Lighter
My Doubt
My Mother's Words II / It Will Come
Dreaming Of Outer Space
Her Name Was Rose
My Elegant Foxtrot
The Blind Artist
The Princess And The Dragon
An Astronaut
Everyone Was Watching Him
Insomnia
Make It Stop
Marcus
Nostalgic
Orgasmic
Darling
You Weren't Smiling
Bug Legs
Keep It Together
Diminishing
The Boy In The Lightbulb
Innocent Little Ants
Letters To The Moon
I Knew, I Know
The Day You Left
Lonely December
If Only, If Only
Saltwater
Blooming In August
Roses For Alyssa
The Eyes
Your Own Voice
I Hate You
We Spooned
My Mother's Words III / You would've Loved
Impassioned
Waste Of Time
You Aren't Love
Burn, burn, burn
The Girl With The Dandelion Soul
I Don't Believe You
Disappointed
A Seven Day Cruise
Remembrance
Thank You, Jeremy
Piece By Piece
Blue Shirt
Let Me Go
I Often Recall
Even Now
The Thought Of You
Playing 1950
Monster
Ugly
Sinner
Those Somber Eyes
Primrose
I Need You Closer
I Remember When
Shell
Why Do You Look So Dead?
Why Would You Say That?
My Mother's Words IV / I'm Not Ready
I Love You Too
Pink
You Haven't Changed
Everything Is Mutable
Fields Of Passion
Tenderly
Cherubim
Into You
Don't Forget Me
Bottled Up

I'm Not A King

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By creepyredriolu

Fire on the rooftops and smoke in the clouds
My fingers through your hair and the way your voice sounds
What am I supposed to do, when there's nothing more to grab onto?
It's almost time to go, maybe I'll never know
I squeeze your shoulders to choke down the pain of this
You look at me, I know you want to say it
But you don't know what love is

Honey off your lips and the taste of jack
You're sweet sweet honey but I won't beg, I won't beg for you to come back
The Rolling Stones on the radio, the way you're afraid of saying too much
Oh, oh, do you feel how I feel?
It's painful and it burns to the touch
So either you're stronger or I'm just too much
But I understand where you're coming from, so I must be a hypocrite
Because I don't even know what love is

Caramel coating your fingers, softly runs down my fingers, gently coats my waist
Your affection lingers, I can't remove your fingers, they're stuck and I love the aftertaste
You're sweet sweet honey but I won't beg you to stay
I'm afraid that your feelings will change, that they'll go away
Tears in my eyes as you call me King
I'm not a king, I'm not a king
I'm not a king if it's not you who adores me
But there's nothing
You say nothing
There's nothing left for us to admit
Because the truth is you just don't know
You don't know what love is

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